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Cold Hart - Only Song I Know (prod. Yawns)

post death

the two of us are dying soon

lyrics

broken
you were the only thing holding my life
i'm hoping
that you'd realize and take me back inside
i'm broken
you were the only one holding my mind
i'm hoping
that you would bring me back to life

you'll never know
how much you mean to me
i'll never sleep
without you in my dreams

you know that i know
when you look in my eyes
life's not the same
when you're not by my side
no one i'd rather be
spending my time
but loving you
has slowly been taking my life
know that we know
that you won't make the time
you'll never revoke
what you did to my mind
take a step back
and then you realize
the love that we had
has been buried alive

the two of us are dying

killstation - broken (prod. killstation)

FEEL IT ( PROD. BOY FLO$$ )

How come when i'm not well
nobody's there to help
I'm tired eyes hurt I heard you ask 
how i'm smiling still
I can't answer at all
it's one more brick in the wall
I've built i'm guilty till she gets through 
trying to prove me wrong 
one more drink and I'm gone
maybe its that all along
low health gets worse
my speech gets slurred
I can't finish the song
I got 2 more years left
maybe 3 at best
till I quit end it give in 
and lay this shit to rest

I'll leave my life on the shelf
I don't blame nobody else
but me you'll see it's not so easy 
to live that off
I can say it out loud
no need to act like your proud
of me agree that there's no meaning
so we can stop
it's nothin you haven't heard
down to the streets from suburbs
no going back i'd rather pass 
like I was never there
I'll leave my weed back at home 
I won't need that on the road
my only vice no sleep at night
so I won't fight the fear

she tells me i'm gifted
but I never listen
I always learned to take
less than I'm given
I had a vision
but can't make decisions 
they never heard 
half the shit that I've written 
head in my hands so
I can't see the difference 
did I have a chance
cause I think I missed it
did I have a chance
cause I think I missed it
can I have this dance
cause I think you'll miss me

Listen on Spotify

GIFTED

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Was it me, did it seem
like I'd want to be on
my own here, I made clear
I can't drive home

What a way to escape
you can't face or behave
like I'm safe, you won't wait
let me say no

I thought you needed me
I was wrong,
you make it look it easy
I hope you're happy now
I'm leaving you without a sound

Haven't drank in a week
and thats normal I know
but I'm not, I get lost
take the long road

If you find some more time
I can have, I'm not mad
no I swear, I don't care
fucking scared though

I thought you needed me
I was wrong,
you make it look it easy
I hope you're happy now
I'm leaving you without a sound

I HOPE YOU'RE HAPPY

Follow  $orrow!  - https://soundcloud.com/sorrow_bringer

My Somewhat CD:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T207BuC5gP8&t=361s

Art By Esau Andrews

LYRICS:

Check my pils bottles now they hollow I ain’t no damn Role model 
Not the one to follow with s heart so full of sorrow I know
That I should really just go 
Leave this world on my own 
Find a new place to call home 
Where I don’t feel so alone

Where the hell am I I been driving all Fucking night I don’t know 
Surrounded by phony homies claiming they know me but they don’t 
If you wanna see the real me just pop in my somewhat cd get lost in the memories and say hey if you see me,  whoa
I don’t want to wait for the pain end 
No heavens gates are gonna let me in
At least in hell I’ll see my friends 
I’m 22 might be the last one dead

This is for the mothefucking letdowns like me, 
Only feel a little joy when we bleed
Never feeling alright no reprieve 
All they wanna do is die on tv
To be infamous is my bliss 21st century sid vicious till I kill my bitch and then slit my wrist just to make history 

If you want to find me you can check my bedroom
Sleeping life away all I do 
Just So I can avoid all of you 
Don’t motherucking tell me what I can’t do 
I don’t want to work I just want to go Bezerk on the beat  and make all these hits 
Never die alone in an old folks home thinking how’d I end up like this?

WHOA OH OHHHHHHHH

Get Lost In The Tall Grass [Prod. sorrow bringer]

prod. by @igorexz

Lyrics:

(Verse)
Years gone by Ida changed alot,
But this image in my mind is the same as how it was when I was a kid tryna make Hip-Hop,
Everybody not convinced I could make it nah,
Fuck college you probly shouldn't save a spot for me,
What if you don't make it whats your plan about to be,
Honestly I never really gave it thought,
Or had a doubt in my mind til the people surrounding me always had to comment and seem distraught,
Writing lines on a paper when the days had got to me,
Had a note pad full of things Id jot,
Anything thats on my mind tryna make it rhyme,
I remember that my father he hated how I be,
Takin all the papers and throwin em out and be loud sayin wow you think that art,
Barely knowin shit about anythin that i could be,
I don't even wanna work bitch fuck that shit,
Ima write another verse then gone scrap it,
Til im sayin all the words that I want back to back and make sense cuz you pussies can't match it,
The fact is,
Half these rappers lame,
Spit the same shit,
And they gettin paid,
Gettin plays listens everyday,
What difference does it make if Im tryna change shit and all the listeners are sayin no thanks hate it the fuck I need to do,
Shut the fuck up cuz Im gonna speak the truth,
So sick of the repetition,
Fuck flexin pics and the expensive whips and rough sex with women,
Im not convinced that thats how you livin,
Maybe I don't get it,
Maybe Im just different,
Im pessimistic,
No friends to vent to,
Just pens and writtens,
No rent to give you,
Im broke as fuck I dont trust a soul,
I don't smoke no blunts cuz I don't trust the smoke,
I don't go in public Im just up at home,
My minds so corrupted yet so are you,
So don't fuckin judge me cuz its over nothing,
But because you suck I sound so disruptive,
Yeah you jealous of all the attention I could potentially harness if Im getting farther,
Oh god oh god can you please answer my family believe we should talk,
Every time I call the machine answer Im startin to think you phone is off,
My competition is not depicted how I had pictured,
Yal got no gift and you are not the shit your just a pile of it,
So shut the fuck up cuz its time to listen up

(Chorus)
And I just wanna know if Im ever gonna make it up out this hell,
Days gettin colder on my own but I don't fuck with nobody else,
What I gotta say for you to listen fuck the gimmick that you tryna sell,
I really mean it when Im sayin that Im different from the shit that people try to tell me is fire well G someone try and help me understand it fuck it you don't gotta bother helping,
Im keepin to my own self G,
Im makin paths you couldn't follow down these

paths (prod. xerogi)

Prod. by @killedmyself

Lyrics:

(Verse)
And if theres a god what would he think about the wrongs Ive done,
And would he question the temptations when I called my plug,
Or when the times got rough,
Why the fuck did I go through all those long nights struggling over one time puffin a blunt,
It fucked me up,
I recollect the pain that seemed to manifest whenever shit would never feel okay but its straight,
You shouldn't worry bout it,
Nobody's worried bout it,
Doctors tryna throw some pill bottles in my cabinet

(Chorus)
It ain't slowin down life can pass you by,
But thinkin of the past as the time passes you ain't gotta cry no more, ay,
No baby you ain't gotta cry no more, ay,
And if I got nobody then I guess that I'll be fine,
But all the fuckin drama that we got past no wonder why the ties all broke, ay,
And they ain't worth your time no more, ay,

(Verse 2)
I have a tendency to ask my friends if they enemies,
Cuz I met alot of people who pretend to be chill with me,
Then eventually depression would have let to them dippin,
But when they see Im comin up they tellin me we should kick it,
I copped a whip its offical,
I drive to dip from the system,
I can't fit in with the people around forget it continue to put my thoughts into verses,
Who woulda thought that the person they hated on for no reasons the one that harnessed a purpose

(Chorus)
It ain't slowin down life can pass you by,
But thinkin of the past as the time passes you ain't gotta cry no more, ay,
No baby you ain't gotta cry no more, ay,
And if I got nobody then I guess that I'll be fine,
But all the fuckin drama that we got past no wonder why the ties all broke, ay,
And they ain't worth your time no more, ay,

flowers. (prod. killedmyself)

Exsr Basic

artist: lilsadz
producer: WIZARD at the nook recording studio
beat by: LND

slit wrist still hurts (prod by WIZARD X LND)

Lock🍒 (Prod By Jayyeah)

prod. @iamrellim

Lyrics:

(Verse)
I been fed lies so I can sleep at night,
They tell me shits fine we gonna be alright,
While you fantasize about a better life,
Im out here tryin to get it right,
Fuck the conversations I aint tryna pretend I know the meanin of this life once we die in the end,
It seems that everybody blinded by material things,
So take the money and the fame and leave us dying in peace

(Chorus)
You
I never thought about you
Im tryna live it up
You
You got some problems know oh,
You
And I dont give a fuck

(Verse 2)
I been fed lies so I can sleep at night,
They tell me shits fine we gonna be alright,
While you fantasize about a better life,
Im out here tryin to get it right,
Wonder where these songs be spawnin layin in bed,
Its like a pen up in my mental always writing a script,
I got a hunnid million reasons I aint tryin to quit,
But I dont got the time to say em by resightin the list

wasting time (prod. RELLIM)

Stream / Download "Lies"

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4A41EcnNMAq1QyE5NpWa9j?si=R24RX5FoRCysEnWw5yrLYA

Apple Music: https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/lies-single/1369623706

Youtube: https://youtu.be/4TN5oSvV4U4

Written & Performed by Club 97

Mixed / Mastered by @marcandrerap

Produced by @airavata_beats

Spotify

Lies (Prod. AIRAVATA)

Greafer owns this beat!
Shoutout to Quinton Ford for mixing/mastering my shit. <3 Much love.

Self Constructed Night Terrors----Prod Greafer "Letting Go"

faded in the stars (pro. splashgvng)

Wrote and recorded by me, mixed and mastered by kasino (@kasinokam) on twitter, Produced by lederrick(@lederrick_) please support these guys they've been so kind, I really wanted to release something today I'm going to sleep now.
tags are people I've been listening to recently.

Liar (Prod. Lederrick)

Produced by ROY PURDY

ay pull up in the coupe let it drop
top go missin 
ain't worried bout a bitch i'm only worried bout them digits 
i been getting to the money you know i'm about my business 
i don't care if you don't like me 
i aint really tryna fit in 
im a big boy 
big boss stand out 
hit the dance floor watch me go and walk it out 
shawty say love me i know she just want some clout 
midwest but the flow sound like it from the south 
god damn 
i dont got a plan 
hear em talkin shit but i dont really give a damn. 
i been going up i swear im feelin like the man 
i been goin up and i don't think i'll ever land 
big bands on me 
fuck about a hoe 
always bounce back you won't ever see me fold
i been grindin for a minute but i kept it on the low 
and now im bout to pop off i think that im bout to blow oh noooo
what you even mean?
hatin on the boy god damn u a fiene
fiending for attention 
but you ain't gunna get none
five star plate and I like my steak well done
bitch you know i'm cookin up
got em shooken up
they was lookin down on me now they lookin up 
gettin to a bag what you think
i'm a run it up
if im on the dance floor you know i'm a fuck it uppppp ay
had to go and hit em with the moves real quick
brand new kicks and they match with the fit 
oh shit i'm lit i think i just made a hit 
they ain't really see it coming cause i did it so quick
skater boy bitch i feel like eric koston
i'm so fly feel like i'm up in the cockpit
got no time on my grind i ain't stoppin
bitches on my dick cause they know the boy poppin
woah hold up
drop it down 
get low
always on the move but you know i tip toe
always up to something but i keep it on the low 
got too much sauce like i work at dominos 
yall cheesy 
bitch i got the keys like stevie
pink like watermelon green like a kiwi
i gotta get it done
feelin like a meeseeks
they was hatin on me 
now they wishin they could be me

it's ya boy roy!

WALK IT OUT!

Full Length Visual: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rHzBm7jQ6O0

Bandcamp: https://lofiprophet.bandcamp.com/album/live-to-die

iTunes: https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/live-to-die/1373875013

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/6LuZgy6Ry0QQigxRsV0o3j?si=jqdazPYmRaiGovVeMJPeXQ

twitter.com/__DeathPlus

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