This is my final goodbye to all of the people who were toxic or abusive to me.

{Lyrics}
(chorus 1)
doesn't matter who you thought we were
thought we was 
doesn't matter none
doesn't matter NAH
don't try and hit my line 
don't try and waste my time 
here there that's just hearsay 
yet doesn't matter what I say
doesn't matter anyway 
left at 17 
my great escape 
yet id still like to say 

(Back ground singer)
you think that you've got me in my head 

(chorus 1 continuation)
i can guarantee 
you will never be 
you will never be 
nah nah nah 

( verse 1)
N A H 
Not at home 
have that feeling 
all alone 
causing me to burn the green 
Helping me see what the reapers see
hopefully 
it'll help you see what we are not 
and will never be 

(chorus 2)
doesn't matter who you thought we were
thought we was 
doesn't matter none
doesn't matter NAH
don't try and hit my line 
don't try and waste my time 
here there that's just hearsay 
yet doesn't matter what I say
doesn't matter anyway 
left at 17 
my great escape 
yet id still like to say 

(Back ground singer)
you think that you've got me in my head 

(chorus 2 continuation)
i can guarantee 
you will never be 
you will never be 
nah nah nah 

(End)
you think that you've got me in my head

NAH (Prod.UNLUCKY)

You turn your back on the world 

{Lyrics}
(chorus)
Here's a little story 
about a boy who did 
all he could 
to please his parents but 
nothing was ever good  
running out side 
wanting to die 
thought of use with cyanide
but only cared how they felt 
never about himself
nah 
Wo

(verse 1)
caught in my mind 
running in circles 
thought I would die
know it wont hurt you 
But I'm alright 
I don't deserve you 
not in a good way
where do I turn too 
not you 
 
what I'm only telling
the truth 

Yes your honor 
here's the proof 

what else is there 
I can do

nothing because I am tired of it 
not a lot of time left
only 19 but feel like I'm a victim to 
time theft
almost felt like I was starting to 
progress
but I didn't 
feels like my save files 
were like hidden

(bridge verse )
even broken bottles are 
more put together then i am 
(True)
Trauma's like a contract 
and I don't remember singin 
(Nope)
parents always yelling 
but id rather sit in silence 
and be blaring my music 
not hearing endless violence
(Facts)

(chorus)
Here's a little story 
about a boy who did 
all he could 
to please his parents but 
nothing was ever good  
running out side 
wanting to die 
thought of use with cyanide
but only cared about how they felt 
never about himself
nah 
Wo


(verse 2)
 In the end it didn't matter 
how hard I tried 
couldn't escape the fact that I'm
forever mortified 
put it behind my mask now 
they will never know 
what I've been holding back 
and it will never show

pretty good at hiding it now
ay 
blended right in with the crowd
ay
tears in my eyes 
but they don't stay 
saying I'm fine to 
put on a bold display 
but by the end of the day 
my heads in disarray
like a parasite 
with 5 minds  
hard to control 
in tough times

hey listen
now that I've got
your attention 
lets get started on this 
session 
and teach you how 
to let it all out 
bottle it up 
once a day 
fill up your cup 
then throw it away 
and break the bottle 
no delay 
send it full throttle 
don't you wait

3rd Person View

Hopefully you all enjoy this song and let me know in any way what I can Improve on.

{Lyrics}
No time zone 
when you left me falling in an endless spiral 
all alone 
and now I don't know what to do  
when a room is pack and full 
with people 
who don't show up in my line of site 
not my fault I'm looking to the Skye 
with eyes filled with spite

Looking right back at me 
and they don't know what to say 
so I give em a couple of 
seconds to come with a 
answer or summon 
a way sum it up 
or finish up 

this endless spiral that I fall down 
don't know when ill hit ground 
so I just wait 
fallin down 
surrounded by darkness all around
 
Here we go again 
with a pad and a pen 
and im writing down my 
feelings with a doubt in my head 
that i wont make it out 
im breaking down 
and shaking now
i hate it how 
i can't pin down 
when my feeling will make me 
drown 
(Drown)

No Time Zone

This is my first attempt at a hyper pop type of song so let me know what you think
{Lyrics}

(Pre-Chorus muffled)
I've been broken by less 
undefeated silence 
forced upon in my head 
and I wanna break in 
I don't have the patience 
I cant keep on waiting 
I'm tired of breaking 
I'm tired of breaking
(Chorus)
I've been broken by less 
undefeated silence 
forced upon in my head 
and I wanna break in 
I don't have the patience 
I cant keep on waiting 
I'm tired of breaking 
I'm tired of breaking 

(Verse 1)
truly tired of breaking 
but its okay 
cause I learned how to build myself back up
didn't need anybody elses help 
didn't need anyone but my self

(Bridge)
all you 
all you ever did was lie 
I really 
really didn't wanna try
to feel a thing 
or even feel alive 
just sitting in my chair 
and I'm waiting on the highs

(Chorus 2)
I've been broken by less 
undefeated silence 
forced upon in my head 
and I wanna break in 
I don't have the patience 
I cant keep on waiting 
I'm tired of breaking 
I'm tired of breaking

Broken By Less (Prod.Reezgy)

Song will be out on spotify later this year but for now enjoy it here and on youtube 

{lyrics}
(Intro) 
all I do is fade away
yeah I do it every day x4

(Chorus 1)
all I see is broken hearts 
and some razor blades 
they take the pain away
and that's how I start 
to fade away 
fade away
fade away 
from the night into 
the day
to the day 
to the day
to the day 
Ohhhhhhh yeah

(Verse 1)
here we go again 
tired of it  
but lets put that mask back on 
and lets play pretend
I don't wanna die a nothing
but its hard becoming something
that your not meant to be 
doesn't mean I'm stopping 
just began the journey to my destiny

(bridge chorus 1)
I cannot believe that 
I'm falling again 
I don't believe that 
your playing Pretend
I don't believe that
I'll feel it again 
you know you're fading away 
again

(pre-chorus 1)
I don't wanna 
I don't wanna 
I don't wanna
fade away 
I don't wanna deal with anything besides
a sweet escape
from bad thoughts and feeling lost
from bad thoughts of feeling gone 
from bad thoughts of feeling wrong 
I knew I've been fading all all along

(Chorus 2)
all i see is broken hearts 
and some razor blades 
they take the pain away
and that's how i start 
to fade away 
fade away
fade away 
from the night into 
the day
to the day 
to the day
to the day 
Ohhhhhhh yeah

(Verse 2)
all I did was everything 
but everything was not enough
laying on the ground 
now I'm writing up another bluff
that no one else will see 
besides the demon 
right beside of me 
playing with me head 
and he treats it like lobotomy

(bridge chorus 2)
I cannot believe that 
I'm falling again 
I don't believe that 
your playing Pretend
I don't believe that
I'll feel it again 
you know you're fading away 
again

(Outro)
disappearing just like dust 
on your window 
I don't wanna leave
but I know I'm gonna have to go 
holding on to me 
but you know I'm fading slowly 
anybody there 
does anybody know me

Fade Away (Prod. jxzzytrip x ayoleybeats)

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