moribonda

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[Verse 1]
I knew the rules—
in perfection I felt safe;
it cost me half my heart
to live inside the fear I’d made.

The hopes I’d tried to nurture
fell like dust to desert sand.
And the voice that once deceived me
told me shame was all I am.

[Pre chorus]
I hid from You for failing,
now I hide for who I am;
The ruins after healing
say my soul is stained again.

[Chorus]
Broken and imperfect,
maybe I should disappear;
Too unworthy to be wanted,
too ashamed to let You near.

Every hope becomes a question,
every truth slips through my hands…
So I whisper in the shadows:
What if this is what I am?

[Verse 2]
The siren once seduced me,
now she whispers who I am:
“You’re the scarlet of your choices,
you’re the wound that never mends.”

Her voice replaced my confidence
with shame I couldn’t shake;
I hid from every calling—
from the love I feared was fake.

[Pre chorus]
I hid from You for failing,
now I hide for who I am;
The ruins after healing
say my soul is stained again.

[Chorus]
Broken and imperfect,
maybe I should disappear;
Too unworthy to be wanted,
too ashamed to let You near.

Every hope becomes a question,
every truth slips through my hands…
So I whisper in the shadows:
What if this is what I am?

[Verse 3]
Some called it humble sorrow,
but it was pride dressed as pain;
Thinking I must fix the fallout
before I dared say Your name.

I felt too far to reach You,
too unclean to hope again—
So I banished my own heart first,
to save You from my shame.

[Pre chorus]
I hid from You for failing,
now I hide for who I am;
The ruins after healing
say my soul is stained again.

[Chorus]
Broken and imperfect,
maybe I should disappear;
Too unworthy to be wanted,
too ashamed to let You near.

Every hope becomes a question,
every truth slips through my hands…
So I whisper in the shadows:
What if this is what I am?

[Outro]
In the quiet moments,
with my back against the night,
rose the question I kept burying
but could no longer fight:

If I’m the one who’s hiding,
why do I still ache for Your sight?
And if this is what I am… then tell me—
why don’t I see Your light cutting through the dark I’ve made?
What if this is what I am?

6. the exile // if this is what i am

Polvojack
Additional Artists
Composer - Guillaume Doyon
Lyricist - Guillaume Doyon
Record Label
Polvojack
UPC
UPC has been requested
Release Date
Mar. 16, 2026
Primary Genre
Folk
Secondary Genre
Blues
Primary Subgenre
Traditional Folk
Secondary Subgenre
Folk-Blues
Mood/Style
Type: Experimental
Album Language
English
Artist Location
Canada

Harmonica Session 3

This song is based on  "El Cóndor Pasa" ("The Condor Passes"), written by Daniel Alomía Robles in 1913. The original music was instrumental. Perhaps the most well-known lyrical version is "El Cóndor Pasa (If I Could)" by Simon & Garfunkel (1970). Our version has new lyrics and comes from a short podcast episode exploring where the song comes from, what it meant originally, and why it still matters.

🎧 Full story & episode on Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/episode/2wxq5aSvireEmatedw8BBP?si=VomG9P8GQk-zgljtTYMa7A
or on other platforms:
https://pod.link/1868331429/episode/MTkxNzJlMTAtN2M0MC00MzczLTgxMGItZDMzNGYyNDU2OGZj

📝 Written version:
https://songsfromthedead.substack.com/p/ep-12-el-condor-pasa-the-sound-of

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I’m thirty thousand feet above the ground
Yes, I am  
Here I am  
I really am

The wingtip writes “goodnight” across the sky  
Yes, it does  
As it does  
It always does

Away, I watch the lights all fall away  
Like quiet goodbye, then they’re gone  
A girl gets lifted from the ground  
She gives the night its aching sound  
That aching sound

They call my seat number like it means nothing
It's 14A  
Yes, 14A
It's always 14A

I press my forehead to the window’s cold  
Yes, I do  
Here I do  
I always do

Away, the cabin hums a steady prayer  
And I breathe to not come apart  
My hands are full of harmless things  
A pass, a pen, a set of wings  
That aren’t my wings

I keep one tiny word of you I didn’t say  
Yes, I do  
Still I do  
I always do

My phone is warm with words I didn’t send  
Yes, it is  
Here it is  
It always is

Away, the clouds are clean as bandages  
And I’m not clean inside  
I can’t tell if I’m being brave  
Or just too tired to be saved  
To be saved

I don’t know if this is work or if it’s loss  
Yes, I don’t  
No, I don’t  
I really don’t

I only know I miss you more than air  
Yes, I do  
God, I do  
I really do

Away, the sunrise finds the edge of wing  
And turns the metal into gold  
And for a moment I can see  
A life that isn’t leaving me  
Isn’t leaving me

If you still want me, I can turn around  
Yes, I can  
If I can  
I swear I can

And if you don’t, I’ll learn to land somehow  
Yes, I will  
I still will  
I always will

Away, I hold one thread of light in my fist  
Like a map back through the storm  
No matter where this flight has been  
I can still come home again  
Come home again

14A (based on "El Cóndor Pasa", Story & History in Description)

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