Juan RIOS • Praia

I Think I Should Listen To My Emotions

Starsurge

https://youtu.be/0W5kU87UJDw?si=THy67SC8Hx87yzS6

In the trenches I been stressing I been fighting I been dying 
To know when this shit is gonna end finally and 
I am dying to know if it's ever gonna get better 
Testing out the water to see how long I can last 

I don't even feel the pain anymore 
I am white knuckling this whore that you call life 
But do I even know if its worth i really don't think so 
This life is gonna kill me in the end though 

Looking over my shoulder 
Everywhere I go 
Im not safe anywhere I'm afraid 
Everyone will know 
How pathetic I really am at the core 
I try to not give a fuck but that doesn't work anymore 

I can't get up but I'm trying 
I'm fainting from the thought to not be lying 
To myself about my life and about the circumstances
I want to escape this reality I can pretend that 

That It is a nice place to exist 
I'm not a pacifist 
Cause war is all over ever known 
Violence is a gift 
Im not helping myself either 
My actions aren't fucking healthy 


Nose is bleeding again 
bedsheet are red 
My past doesn't want to stay in my past 
My backpack stays packed wherever I am 


Im slowly wasting 
Slowly tasting death as I care 

Everything hurts I can't step up here 
I'm saying I'm fighting but I'm laying here
Technically I'm beaten but I don't care 


I hate myself so much 
Sometimes I think that I'm not even real 
I'm saying I'm fighting but I'm laying here
Technically I'm beaten but I don't care

I wouldn't even tell my worst enemy 
What I tell myself 

I shouldn't even talk that's the extens of what I have to bear 







fighting (prod. composition x)

This is a mix of different sounds and vocals. enjoy it.

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Fantasmic ( just a beat rn but im record soon) (prod.løgansgarbage)

Groove me.mp3

Creamy speech | feat. Henry creep uzimaki  (prod. by Isaac jill barks)

https://youtube.com/watch?v=L5UIHBc3Yso check out “Route to Nowhere” by Lwilliamsbeats here!

Thanks to Ongpoc for his amazing feature! 

Had found this lost gem of a track in my unreleased files and couldn’t believe I never posted it! I’m happier than you can know to have found this song and to share this song with you all 🙏


Thanks for listening :)

On One’s Own Ft. Ongpoc (Lwilliamsbeats - RoutetoNowhere)

Here, have some music. 🤲🏻

Heartbreak Hero 

Thank you all for listening! I cant express enough appreciation.

Lyricism that’s fully heart and soul. Here to heal broken hearts 💔  and to make my message 🎙️

[EXPLICIT WARNING]

On One’s Own Ft. Ongpoc (Lwilliamsbeats - RoutetoNowhere)

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