Name: even then (prod. eadith) by DEEP OCTOBER ARCHIVE in deep october
Duration: 2 min 18 s
Description: raw vocal lil cypher session I did with Eadith peak pandemic durning quarantine

beat is fire, lyrics are sid and meaningful. 9/10

GAWD DAYUM THIS AHIT IS SO FUCKING ORGASMIC

Oh hell nah it just got better wtfffff bro you are not real

Honestly my favorite w/ eadith!!! Definitely my daily hype song.

deep october

lost cause (ft. sendflowrs) (prod. jolst + remghost)

I honestly can’t remember who produced this only reason I’m posting here and not main. 2019.

fox fur blanket

produced by: @jolst & @remghost
mixed and mastered by me

lyrics:

i dont like you, 
and I haven't for a minute
talking shit on twitter but these pussies never with it yea
right thru, see your heart and now im grinning,
addicted to the violence only care bout fuckin winning yea 
stay there ill be right back in a minute
gotta shut this kid up two black blades you know im twinning yea
slice you, now theres blood all on the ceiling 
maybe that'll stop it but who the fuck am I kidding

thats life tho
i’m prone to lose it, watch my eyes glow
running rings around these pussies on a tight rope 
blacked out, ur no king of a castle
I fuckin hate that flowrs guy he seems like an asshole

i be touring 
doing 60 in a foreign
couple years I swear I got it 
I dont even need to talk and I 

think I saw it in my dreams when I was snoring 
now its so close I can floor it
shawty love me but she not my type

she be callin
at 4,5,6 in the morning
but you'll never see me answer
tell that bitch she gotta wait in line

on my flex shit all these pussies they be texting 
but they'll never fuckin touch me swear to god I put that on my life

on my life, but I bet they still try tho
pussy see me he gon blame it on a typo,
think I need to chill out or just fight more
what am I so full of this rage all times of night for?

i dont like you, 
and I haven't for a minute
talking shit on twitter but these pussies never with it yea
right thru, see your heart and now im grinning,
addicted to the violence only care bout fuckin winning yea 
stay there ill be right back in a minute
gotta shut this kid up two black blades you know im twinning yea
slice you, now theres blood all on the ceiling 
maybe that'll stop it but who the fuck am I kidding
that’s life tho

imperial (jolst & remghost)

Should say sooner 
If it’s too much 
For that room that u been living
I hear rumors 
That you’re clueless 
I stay cool with ur oblivion 
The sooner I give in to it
The urge to hit ignore 
I see nights inside your kitchen I think Percocet endorsed 
Standin shirtless at you’re door 
Way more nervous than before 
Like for certain, think your purpose match perfect with your decor 
Like how smoke still stain your curtains
But her purse says Michael Kors
Way too much for me to work with, 
Might get worse with my support 
And I 
Urge you to think 
Bout them words before speak them
A current in sea
I submerge 
With the deep end 
Earth at my feet 
Make me hurtfully seasick 
I know when you’re distant
In existence that is speak in

time (x1000000000)

There were signs
I tried so hard not to waste your time
It gets so hard not to chase a high 
How’d you feel if I said you should stay behind
Here you stand while I sit face to face with god
And my life’s
Been a ride 
For some time
You’re so damaged how’d you manage to survive?
On this planet 
Disadvantages arise

face to face with god (prod. nitrous)

eyes heavy, I'm tired

eyes heavy, im tired (prod. suni vega)

white freckles (prod. senshei) 2019

we can rest our eyes (prod. taurs)

Cast Out (prod. Venus)

for once (prod. jouska)

raw vocal lil cypher session I did with Eadith peak pandemic durning quarantine

even then (prod. eadith)

hi<3

shoutout to https://soundcloud.com/branwenmusic v talented prod 

enjoy:)

lyrics:
my necks sore, holding up
weight, from my mental it still brings me down
i cant ignore it, but i cant make it stop
i just cant find a reason to give a fuck

alright, ok, ive had it
waste a new day, damn thats tragic
alright, ok
(alright, ooo)
alright, ok, im not me
i want to leave my body
and really im so sorry, i dont know what to do

my chest sinks, im used to it
i was on the brink, you picked me up, dont mean shit now.
oh you overthink? well so does everyone
now im on the ropes, feel it slip, falling down

i get this feeling makes my head spin
i cant really explain just how its been
im so sorry for the distance
i try my best for everyone who listens

honestly cant show up, nah
too busy in my head, numb
try my best to show love, so
you know im always here
um, i kno that i care, but to me it feels you dont
really understand me

alright, ok

spotify

alright, ok (branwen x splashgvng)

your skin in the rain
sunlight in your eyes
forgot how to panic
I'll go wherever you go
on different doses of Xanax 
still don't know how far I drove
Memories are vague
How did I survive?
I find the advantage 
of a damaged frontal lobe
I struggle to understand it
Understand that's how it goes
Stars talk to the planets 
as they're dancing into motion
I promoted damaged now I'm managing emotions
Been stuck in a fantasy 
Ain't plan to see psychosis 
I never claimed sanity when my hands where your throat is
open
your eyes before I close them
How can I break barriers down if you never show them
shit just gets way scarier when they're out in the open
I like when you barrier the so deep they can't get broken

Cigarettes, new daydreams
of things I hate to dream
they're fucking make believe
and still I can't forget
All the things 
in which you said to me 
a new one every week
and still there's
Cigarettes, new daydreams
of things I hate to dream
they're fucking make believe
and still I can't forget
All the things 
in which you said to me 
a new one every week

can you tell me why
is it hard to think 
there's a part of me 
that I held inside
is it difficult
just to listen to
a compelling lie
and it makes more sense
just to hate that bitch from a healthy side
lied to myself
because I knew it'd help
If I felt she died
Well it must be nice
Can you say the same?
spent a month or five
on the cusp of change
I've been stuck inside
for a hundred days
with the butterflies 
from the stomach pains
and the doves that fly
in front of my face...
Doves that fly in front of my face

Your Skin

Your Skin (prod. neverforever)

without a friend ft Deep October

Grab my face from a heavenly height 
When we all lose faith where in hell will we hide?
When we all lose faith when in hell will we hide?
Where in hell do we hide?

Now
You know I despise 
Crowds 
Because it feels like i’m
Surround-
Surrounded by 
Downs
As it is up high 

I never meant to show you that 
(That side of me that I held inside)
I didn’t think I’d hold you back
(I didn’t mean to hold you back)
I look in your eyes and lie bold face
In another life we die of old age
There’s never a promise I just won’t break 
Add it to the problems I just don’t face 

Hi..
Do you know me by my name? 
Because I 
Swear I recognize your face 

Now
You know I despise 
Crowds 
And it feels like i’m
Surround-
I’m Surrounded by
Clouds 
Of a black lit sky 

No retaking pics you leave your past in the casket 
Can’t blame you for running cuz ur dad was a bastard 
And you think that it’s funny he reacts to your actions
Tracking it backwards
You ask for compassion 

Lies all on your tongue behind the tablets of acid 
Try to be empath-etic, practice compassion 
Everything is tragic, what hasn’t will happen 
Massive disaster
There’s Cracks in the atmosphere 

I never meant to show you that 
(That side of me that I held inside)
I didn’t think I’d hold you back
(I didn’t mean to hold you back)
There’s never a promise I just won’t break 
Add it to the problems I just don’t face
I can’t get behind the lie of “soul mates”
Because every single time they die or don’t stay

Hell Has No Space (prod. hurtclub)

Wasn't made for this, wasn't taught
Of the relationships you made online
Am I your favorite? Am I your type?
Are you as dangerous as you describe?
What a nice place, California 
How did a night's stay turn into four months?

And it all comes falling down
(Watch it burn watch it bleed)
And it all comes falling down
(watch it burn watch it bleed)
and it all comes falling down
Down
I hope you grow those flowers on the side of the hill 
When the sunlight's in your house I hope it feels familiar 

Are you as famous in your town as I am?
Are you unstable? is it by design?
If your behavior is as bad as mine
And I enable it; will we new fine?
What a nice place, Arizona
I just might stay another whole month

And it all comes falling down
(Watch it burn watch it bleed)
And it all comes falling down
(watch it burn watch it bleed)
and it all comes falling down
Down
I hope you grow those flowers on the side of the hill 
When the sunlight's in your house I hope it feels familiar 

Wasn't made for this 
Was it designed?
But I'm an atheist
And you fear God
I'll be your sacrilege 
You be my high
Since you can't take me with you when you die
What a nice place, purgatory 
I think I'll stay, its perfect for me
When the sky meets the ocean
You will find me alone
May the tide sweep me over
And invite me to float 
Now the light's blinking silver
as I'm fighting the cold
Though its slightly familiar
It reminds me of home

Nice Place, California (prod. trentonkyle)

carve

deep october's throw aways and deleted songs

@fatherfuneral

even then (prod. eadith)

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