deep october

I honestly can’t remember who produced this only reason I’m posting here and not main. 2019.

fox fur blanket

Should say sooner 
If it’s too much 
For that room that u been living
I hear rumors 
That you’re clueless 
I stay cool with ur oblivion 
The sooner I give in to it
The urge to hit ignore 
I see nights inside your kitchen I think Percocet endorsed 
Standin shirtless at you’re door 
Way more nervous than before 
Like for certain, think your purpose match perfect with your decor 
Like how smoke still stain your curtains
But her purse says Michael Kors
Way too much for me to work with, 
Might get worse with my support 
And I 
Urge you to think 
Bout them words before speak them
A current in sea
I submerge 
With the deep end 
Earth at my feet 
Make me hurtfully seasick 
I know when you’re distant
In existence that is speak in

time (x1000000000)

There were signs
I tried so hard not to waste your time
It gets so hard not to chase a high 
How’d you feel if I said you should stay behind
Here you stand while I sit face to face with god
And my life’s
Been a ride 
For some time
You’re so damaged how’d you manage to survive?
On this planet 
Disadvantages arise

face to face with god (prod. nitrous)

journal

white freckles (prod. senshei) 2019

we can rest our eyes (prod. taurs)

You don’t tell me anything no more it’s fine 
I was there for you please don’t make me remind you 
I forget to then think more on my reply 
I been thinking bout where you been all this time
Ever since then it’s been easier to find you 
I’m not used to this but maybe I can try 

Is it alright with you if
I have things to enter?
We can dive in to it 
We can think on it first 
You don’t like my new bitch 
Looks just like ur sister 
I can lie to you and
Tell you I don’t miss her 

Is it alright with you if
I have things to answer
Swear the slightest movements 
Seem to lead to cancer 
I try to remove it,
Mitsubishi Lancer
Ur straight from a movie 
Frances "baby", (dirty) dancer 

You dont tell me anything no more it’s fine 
When did I become somebody you could lie to? 
Did you read up May for Taurus/Gemini ?
I been thinking bout where u been all this time 
Ur excuse is only “did you think I liked to?”
No way for you to get bored if you just lie 

Is it alright with you if
I have things to enter?
We can dive in to it 
We can think on it first 
You don’t like my new bitch 
Looks just like ur sister 
I can lie to you and
Tell you I don’t miss her 

Ima timeline leaver 
Gotta brand new purpose 
Was a sideline cheater
Till I met my person 
Told her I won’t leave her 
As long as the earth spins
And she likes my t shirts 
So you won’t return them, no.

body language (prod. wifi)

AGORAPHOBIA

Wheez

Wheez (prod. sadbalmain & osyrys)

your skin in the rain
sunlight in your eyes
forgot how to panic
I'll go wherever you go
on different doses of Xanax 
still don't know how far I drove
Memories are vague
How did I survive?
I find the advantage 
of a damaged frontal lobe
I struggle to understand it
Understand that's how it goes
Stars talk to the planets 
as they're dancing into motion
I promoted damaged now I'm managing emotions
Been stuck in a fantasy 
Ain't plan to see psychosis 
I never claimed sanity when my hands where your throat is
open
your eyes before I close them
How can I break barriers down if you never show them
shit just gets way scarier when they're out in the open
I like when you barrier the so deep they can't get broken

Cigarettes, new daydreams
of things I hate to dream
they're fucking make believe
and still I can't forget
All the things 
in which you said to me 
a new one every week
and still there's
Cigarettes, new daydreams
of things I hate to dream
they're fucking make believe
and still I can't forget
All the things 
in which you said to me 
a new one every week

can you tell me why
is it hard to think 
there's a part of me 
that I held inside
is it difficult
just to listen to
a compelling lie
and it makes more sense
just to hate that bitch from a healthy side
lied to myself
because I knew it'd help
If I felt she died
Well it must be nice
Can you say the same?
spent a month or five
on the cusp of change
I've been stuck inside
for a hundred days
with the butterflies 
from the stomach pains
and the doves that fly
in front of my face...
Doves that fly in front of my face

Your Skin

Your Skin (prod. neverforever)

without a friend ft Deep October

that's just revenge (prod. pearlblade)

Ass Or Titties (Prod.txqiio)

$o much

You were right beside 
on the floor we slept with roaches
A matter of time 
You said before I was goated
Spent $105 on her hand so I could hold it 
A whole new different side 
Of me that she never noticed 
2021, pony boy I’m staying golden 
I been on your mind 
Don’t act like I didn’t notice 
A horrible time going through different emotions
On the passenger side 
When the conversation’s flowing 

I think it gets deeper if we catered it 
Now 
Im not gon lose sleep if we just waited it
Out 
Couldn’t stay 10 down 
When I came to your house 
Ur voice in my head is still my favorite sound 
Think bout when you asked me if I hated it
how?
Your voice in my head
I was obviously nodding 
I can’t feel my legs 
But you stopped me from falling 
Optional? Hardly 
When It’s me but you partly 

You act like u hate me, get no text in the morning 
It keeps me up lately 
But the rest I’m ignoring 
2 months at ur nest at least the sex isn’t boring

I wrote bout my ex, then made a second recording
I talk bout some bitch that I invested in shortly 
effects of it bore me 
what’s next in it for me..

prod 4 am 
mix/master suni vega

can we talk..?

can we talk..? (prod. 4am)

deep october's throw aways and deleted songs

@fatherfuneral

we can rest our eyes (prod. taurs)

DEEP OCTOBER ARCHIVE

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