My fiancée left Los Santos. This is how I coped with it.

I woke up, in my apartment the other day
I opened up my phone and checked my texts right away
I scroll through the conversations, and read something I never thought you’d say.

I read it a few times over, to see if I’d missed
Any hint or indication that we were gonna end like this
You say that you’re going out of town, and that you won’t be around anymore

I can’t tell you that I’m hurting, or ask for a reason why
I love you hurts the worst when it’s followed by goodbye

Just wake me up, this is a nightmare
pinch my arm, I feel like this is unfair
Your name has got to change into just another noun
I guess first loves a nice way of saying, 
this won’t be the last time you’re let down

I’m not taking it out on you, I won’t forget the times we had
Its just the way this ended up going down really ain’t the way that I planned but
Hey, whatever, it’s cool
But once again, It’s me who plays the fool

I wish I could’ve heard it in person, just so you could see me cry
I love you hurts the worst when it’s followed by goodbye

Just wake me up, this is a nightmare
pinch my arm, I was completely fucking unaware
You made me walk on water, now I feel like I could drown
I guess first loves a nice way of saying, 
this won’t be the last time you’re let down

It’s my heart against my head, now I sleep in an empty bed 
I used to lay in, with you 
It’s my brain against my chest, maybe this is for the best
I’ll let it sink in, if I have to 


I don’t hate you, even though I know it sounds like it
I understand it was what’s best for you, but it made me feel like shit
We said we’d be there forever, and I said it ‘cus it was true
Goodbye hurts the worst when it’s followed by I love you

First Love, Let Down

Jenny gave me the beat so you know I had to do it to em.
Link to original song: https://soundcloud.com/jennyondamic/out-of-breath-jenny-ondamic?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

LYRICS:
I'm a devourer you can check the status
You're not a god I'll eat you like Saturn
Guess who your daddy is?
Now who's the baddest in the universe that you've established?
Don't match them on the brackets next to me cause I'm a savage
Rabid underneath the Louis Jacket
Swapping out the Jag for the Roma
That Ferrari looking lavish
Scoop your girl on Saturday
Give her a happy ever after
Time to agitate the churches we gone work it on the sabbath

Why is everybody acting pressed
That's cause I'm legendary
All the ladies tell me that I'm really quite the catch
Roll up on me where I live
Never froze never slept
Slide inside her master ball then we alleviate some stress
Wake up
Refreshed
Get dressed
French Press
Which of these roasted rappers do I wanna select?
I don't even drink the coffee I get high off the scent
Instead I'll waste your whole career while eating breakfast in bed
Kill the remix? That's what Jenny said
Out of Breath cause the bullets filled your lungs
You're worth a pretty penny dead
Boutta claim the bounty she put on your head
Crack the gates free the dogs
Grab your scent and then I tell the hounds to fetch
I'm sorry but these haters late as usual
How you even end up tardy to your own fucking funeral?
I'd say you snooze you lose but your life's already gone
Time for you to catch up to my Fist of the North Star
Please advise your executives everyone's tired of hearing the kiddie shit
All this hype for the counterfeit they need to hire superior lyricists
I'm just stirring the pot I understand why you got offended
Maybe go back to the drawing board
Fix up your song before you step to me cause I'll finish this

It's time to check my percentage invested in stocks
Figure my equity's limits before I'm spinning your block
Nest Holdings collecting interest
I wonder what can I spend on the ops?
Glory to the Motherfucking Cock

Testing check one two I'm confused
They gone arrest me?
Well let's see
My name on the news and they detest me
Suspect me of murdering crews
My motives vexing 
Now Vice wants an interview to try and dissect me
She said ___ when I threw your girl on the bed
I tried to give her a chance but you can keep her instead  
I'm only focused on monopolies
No buying hotels
A Rockefeller prodigy
The world's floating in the palm of my hand

J E Double N Y
Thank you for the opportunity for me to kill this fucking mic
This is only the beginning
Green flag starting line 
Cold world Cryosphere leave my name carved in ice

Out Of Breath Remix

There’s something about the way you look at my mouth
It’s like your waiting for words to come out
Your pupils flick between my teeth, my eyes and then you grin at me
Cheek to cheek, while we’re hand in hand
There’s so many things I’d say if my brain could comprehend

When it’s you and me 
There’s a stunning silence, the violence is hiding away
When it’s you and me
All I wanna say is-

You’re lovely,
Why do I care so much about what you think of me?
You’re lovely
Darling can’t you see, if this is ever after ill stay in it happily

Why do I have this feeling like the Butterflies right in my chest
When I see your smile my whole world turn upside down
It nothing’s like comparing to you
Hand in hand, flying away into the unknown
You’re my awkward potato, my moon and my sunhine
And I can’t believe

When it’s you and me
There’s something about you I just can’t describe 
when you with me
My fears all disappear and all I can say is

You’re lovely,
Why do I care so much about what you think of me?
You’re lovely
Darling can’t you see, if this is ever after ill stay in it happily

Taking a walk at night, I take your hand, hold it tight
spin you around And watch you bathe in the moonlight
You’re radiant, and im silver 2
We’re not valorant ranks Im just comparing me to you
You’re the shawshank redemption, or interstellar
Im Sharknado or maybe twilight new moon

But anyway
I know if I need anything you’re just a call away
I hope today
When you hear this song, you don’t cringe at the things I say 

But anyway, you’re lovely
Im just saying you’re amazing, you light up my days and you
Love me, so I can do anything 
Not to be narcissistic, but thanks for putting up with me

Lovely (ft. Lulu)

Edited and mastered by: twitter.com/Dualiity_music​
Cover Made by: twitch.tv/Malkosean

Drop The Alpha - Jenny Ondamic x Rosaluna

Toni's Murder

TOXIC

Eezy - Blame Me

niko rain - hallows 
Covered by Jackariah x
Artwork by Maggie Querido

niko rain - hallows (cover)

Lyrics:
Take a drink with me
Come in and say you miss me
We’ll dance all night. I’m free.
Closed doors, don't tell nobody
I wanna feel you, feel you
Put it in me, show the real view
I see the start of something brand new
Just take the wheel and I will drive you 

I’m gonna ride you, baby
We’ll fuck all night, get crazy
I’m gonna ride you, baby
We’ll fuck all night in mystery

Take a drink with me
Two shots, lime with whiskey
We’ll dance all night. I’m free.
Those nights don’t say you miss me
I wanna feel you, feel you
Just put it on me, I’m the real view
I see the start of something brand new
Just take the wheel and I will drive you

I’m gonna ride you, baby
We’ll fuck all night, get crazy
I’m gonna ride you, baby
We’ll fuck all night in mystery

I’m gonna ride you, baby
I’m gonna ride you, baby
I’m gonna ride you, baby
I’m gonna ride you

Gonna ride you, baby
We’ll fuck all night, get crazy
We’ll fuck all night in mystery

We’ll fuck all night in mystery 

Im gonna ride you

Produced by Meg Kyracruz
Mix & Mastering by Deon Eilli

Mystery (prod. Meg Kyracruz)

A ep of songs going through the "stages" of a relationship, from the desire to being with that person, to the end of the road when he found she was not for him.

Malibu ft. Harlow (prod. thatwierdkid)

New sadge song with the wonderful PeachTreeMcGee! Lovely voice with even more lovely lyrics. A pleasure to work with all around.

Roll Call feat. Cryosphere

FAYR

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