All my life ive been a dreamer
Got a fever stay away
I may not be sick but I feel more insane with each and every day
I watch the weeks go by and all I can cultivate is pain,
All I want is love, but I don’t think I you want it anyway

I’ve got a heart of gold but I react like shit,
Ill never find love again ‘cause im a condescending prick
Oh ive got a heart of gold but I react like shit,
Hoping that I will change, but I wouldn’t bet on it

I’ve got a heart of gold
Ive got a heart of gold 
So I tell myself

Your eyes are fading away
And I can’t remember a word you say
I wish that I could find peace
But thats chump shit anyway
I live life like it’s stress free
Throw the rest away
I’ll run and run and run until this filthy mess is clean

Well I’ve got a heart of gold but I react like shit
Ive got a heart of gold and I know I wont ever love again
Well ive got a heart of gold
Ive got of gold of gold of gold 
I’ve got a heart of gold
Ive got a heart of gold and all those lies you ever told
Ive got a heart of gold
Ive got a heart of gold and all of those lovely lies you ever sold

Heart Of Gold

Stop Shaking, I see you tremble
You’ve lost your touch oh you’ve lost your clutch
I know the view is still beautiful
I hate this feeling, I hate this place
But I cant escape the fate I know
I know that I’m waiting for something to take control
I know, I know I can’t breathe
just looking for the better parts of me

She said just count to 3
Baby that will set you free
Oh lord, oh lord I know, 
I know Oh lord, 
oh lord I palpitate

She said just count to 3
I choke and try to repeat
Oh lord, oh lord I know, I know,
Just breathe, just breathe, but I

But I cant escape the fate I know, 
I know that I’m waiting for something to take control
I know, I know I can’t breathe
just looking for the better parts of me

I know, I know, oh lord, oh lord,
I can’t escape this dreadful fate,
I can just sweat and palpitate,
I know, I know, I see you shake
I know, I know, I know,

Control

Driving home again after my weekly trauma,
Jamming out to nofx like it still has meaning
Hoping I can find the time to manage my feelings,
As I lumber through my hole in the wall

Sifting through the vinyls of Rosentock,
Trying not to worry. about being an adult,
I sit there and chug a beer and reminisce about the things that I love about my so called life.

We were both losers in high school
We used to skank around aimless listen to punk rock
We used to color our pants and sharpie our shoes
Oh we used to that think anarchy’d be so cool
You and I would get so high we’d blow off Friday nights
And sit on myspace for hours
Looking for the next dope song we ain’t heard of 
Oh we were both just such losers in high school

Here’s to a day without another disaster
Find me lying on the couch thumbing through Walden again
I swear to god that I just want to avoid anything responsible
And find myself in a spot that I can find comfortable
Maybe cushion my blow for when I’m banging my head
I know life is supposed to be better than this
Oh, I’m tired of being pissed and I’m tired of being tired,
Oh I wish I could go back to the days where 

We were both losers in high school
We used to skank around aimless listen to punk rock
We used to color our pants and sharpie our shoes
Oh we used to that think anarchy’d be so cool
You and I would get so high we’d blow off Friday nights
And sit on myspace for hours
Looking for the next dope song we ain’t heard of 
Oh we were both just such losers in high school

Halcyon Days

I know my fortunes fading
I can’t seem to find any luck at all
I can’t get on top of my mind
As I sift through these dusty vinyls

I seem to have found myself drunk at the bluffs
I know I can find my footing once again
Once again wilding out while waiting

You scream for medication management 
I’ve heard the same shit from therapists
Wasting wasted days trying to quit drinkin
Waking up in the morning hungover
You tried to help until our pain spilled
But you left and I’m way too sober
Two weeks passed and I heard you keeled over
So I’ll keep binging until this blows over

So here I am still waiting
My fortunes faded I can’t change it
Sympathizing with the beast in paradise lost
Have another beer a bourbon a scotch
Listening to your favorite Pat songs
Remembering times when I didn’t have to do that
The regrets are killing me, I think I'm starting to like it

I might just get tossed in the past
And try some shit that almost kills me again


Word up to medication management 
I’ve heard the same shit from therapists
Wasting wasted days trying to quit drinkin
Waking up in the morning hungover
You tried to help until our pain spilled
But you left and I’m way too sober
Two weeks passed and I heard you keeled over
So I’ll keep running until this nightmare’s over

C o t t o n

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