First single produced, hope you love listening as much as I loved writing this!

Lyrics:
the blue

you thrived on blood that wasn’t yours
i cut because you were insecure
my body’s numb, my minds on autopilot
used to stitch my wounds together, but now i don’t fight it

you watched me change
it’s like i never cared
the worst part of me died 
without you to keep it alive

used me like medication, and when i expired, 
called me selfish when i admitted that i was tired
i killed myself over you and you lit up the pyre
i needed you and you said that just wasn’t how you were wired

you watched me change
it’s like i never cared
the worst part of me died (choppy)
without you to keep it alive

i tell myself you’re all i need in this world
when everything i breathe only makes my lungs hurt
when you’re telling me, my crying is too loud
you watched me burn, burn out

you watched me change
it’s like i never cared
the worst part of me died 
without you to keep it alive
i watched you burn, without me,
and you never cared before, everything
now all i see, is you
you’re telling me, 
you’re telling me,
i’m no good without the blue

i’ve never felt so blind
never knew how much i could cry
until this feeling subsides
and i’m left with the same old lies
i’m left faking smiles, faking smiles

you watched me change
(i’ve never felt so blind)
it’s like i never cared
(never knew how much i could cry)
the worst part of me died
(until this feeling subsides)
without you to keep it alive
(and i’m left with the same old lies)
i watched you burn, without me,
(can’t you see it, can’t you see it)
and you never cared before, everything
(didn’t want to believe it)
now all i see, is you
you’re telling me, 
you’re telling me,
i’m no good without the blue

mika sekar