This is a Meld of Punk Rock, Indie/ alternative & ideologies as well as messages that made me to create this concept of a sound.
Metanoia follows a concept of the cowboy and his own worst enemy, the entity.
The entity represents the cowboys deepest and darkest feelings, thoughts & urges that persists the action of the cowboys demise

METANOIA
represents overcoming ones past self to achieve their spiritual awakening.

METANOIA

Heres the first track off this "songs I like" EP side project :)

Original song by Julia Jacklin

lyrics:

Pressure to party, gonna stay in
Nothing good can come from me drinking
I would run, shoes off, straight back to you
I know where you live, I used to live there too
Pressure to feel fine after the fact
Out on the dance floor with my body back
Meeting a stranger, touching his face
I don't want anyone to ever take your place
Pressure to go strike out on your own
Pressure to learn from being alone
Pressure to not leave it for too long
Before you find another heart where you belong
Pressure to come up with conversation
Makes the family fine with my isolation
I know I've locked myself in my room
But I'll open up the door and try to love again soon
Try to love again soon
Try to love again soon
Try to love again soon
Pressure to act the right way around
And we're both in the crowd
With people surrounding us
What do I do?
Don't know how it works
Pressure to not let the inside of my mind
Spill onto the floor for our friends to find
And, oh, what do I do?
'Cause God how it hurts
Pressure to come up with reasons why
Sometimes it might look to you like I'm not even trying
I know I've locked myself in my room
But I'll open up the door and try to love again soon
Try to love again soon
Try to love again soon
Try to love again soon (I, I, I)

Pressure To Party

YEOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO what's good guys :)
been off for a while now but I got a cool new track to show yall. I collabed with  my boy Pranav.wav and I am happy to show y'all the result. missed y'all hella and I can't wait to release the new album soon.
love u <3


lyrics:
I just want to be
With someone that will
Care all about me
When you're not there to stay
I don't want it this way

Fuck you mean
Is it me
I wanna be all the ones
That you dream
You always tryna play it cool
I don't know
What the hell im supposed to think at all
Feeling off when all I got it is alcohol
In my head
Baby I just don't understand
Make me beggin
For someone I didn't need
Just to come and smoke
All my fucking weed
Then go home
Thinking what the hell
I did wrong
I just wanted to get my point
Across
Was it me
Just tell me what the

Fuck you mean, magazines
Empty the clip with holo beams

(Pranav)
Body to body I don' t feel sorry
Posted on the block where the Quote on quotes ops be
Run around strapped down posted With the mob g
Who that boy that gave a fuck you Know its not me

Bitch im the top 3 uno dos tres
The top is where i be
Stressed out so calmly
I got 10 shots but I won't need 9
Fuck I am rotting from the inside

Bitch I am a prodigy
You is just a fraud of me
Phone on do not disturb I do not Need an apology
Bitch I'm on a high but I don't got
No pot inme
It's not the people but my thoughts That be hauntin me
Constantly chasin the broccoli
Consciously eatin these beats wit a Pot belly
Honestly fed up that its myself that Be tauntin me
I been over you so dont even talk
To me

Fuck you mean
Is it me
I wanna be all the ones
That you dream
You always tryna play it cool
I don't know
What the hell im supposed to Think at all
Feeling off when all I got it is Alcohol
In my head
Baby I just don't understand
Make me beggin
For someone I didn't need
Just to come and smoke
All my fucking weed
Then go home
Thinking what the hell
I did wrong
I just wanted to get my point
Across
Was it me
Just tell me what the

fuck u mean (feat. pranav.wav)

lyrics:
What's the point of
Feeling controlled
By my own damn self perception
Again

I don't try to
Undermine you
Cause you're all I ever wanted
Anyway

How could you be
Someone like me
When you made it look so easy
To leave

What the hell was I thinking?
Giving you just any reason to
Step right in and take ahold of
Everything you ever wanted

Why could I be at fault ?
I just don't know how to love
I swear i've seen this all before
It really never was enough

Why should I try to explain?
I'm sorry bud how bout next birthday
I never. wanted anything
Instead you gave me what I'm missing

What more can I say
All our goodbyes
Already made

I swear I can't live with out you
I'll meet you there
Knowing the truth

I'm caving in
Side of my mind
What's your excuse
For leaving a child
I can't believe
I've wasted this time
Wondering if
I'm the reason why.

almost funny

hey it’s been a minute but I found myself again and i’m here to chew ass I mean bubble gum I mean kick ass 
yea 

here’s the new pin point in my career 

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LYRICS:
My Baby’s dead
I hate my head
I don’t know why 
I’m still alive 

My Baby’s dead 
I hate my head 
I don’t know why 
i’m so alive

lirium

hope this finds you well, i’ll be back with more soon


Lyrics:

i’m gonna cry 
till i find 
whatever im supposed to 
learn from this time 
you’ve gotta funny way of 
saying goodbye 
I swear i’m gonna lose my mind 
(C)i’m in a world on fire 
that i’m living in 
it’s a quarter of the pain 
i’m feeding in 
im a dead dog honey 
can’t you understand 
that all i’m looking for is a 
little bit of give 

mmmm

i need to find self control
before I start bleed out of my soul 
it’s getting harder just to keep on my own 
oh how I wish you were home 

i’m in a world on fire 
that i’m living in 
it’s a cold hearted bitch 
and that is evident 
i’m just a dead dog honey
why can’t you confess 
that all you’re looking for 
is just the figment 

CAUSE IM A 
DEAD DOG HONEY
WHAT DID YOU EXPECT
IM JUST A ONE TRICK PONY 
THAT CAN NEVER END 
IVE GOT SOMEWHERE TO BE 
IVE GOT SOMETHING TO SHOW 
I WANT IT ALL TO MYSELF 
WILL EVER THIS BE ENOUGH
I WANNA SEE
WHO I USED TO BE
WHATEVER HAPPENED TO ME

I got to finally let go 
of all the reasons I can never condone 
 it’s getting easier to be so alone
when it’s everything you know

Dead Dog

INTRODUCTION

How could you say
You're not the same
Put into frame
Aren't you ashamed?

Second hand smoke
Rising up into your head
Now you wanna be
You wanna be just like your friends
So you read the room
But then you don't know what to do
Say I wanna be like you
I wanna look just like you too
I need to feel
Something that ain't real
How do you heal?

Who am I
Supposed to even feel obliged
I don't wanna stay
Until i'm running out of time
Now you gotta see
What am I supposed to believe
Say I wanna know the truth
You never fail to be amused
You didn't think of this one through
How will I ever go pursue anyway?

How could you say
You're not the same
Put into frame
You're not ashamed
Of what you claim

XEROX

How could I describe it any other way
You might've reckoned
With the thrill of pain
I wanna little bit of what you crave
Before you're gone past from being
Saved

Maybe i'm not high enough
To feel the nerve
Of what I wanted isn't gonna serve
You're right until the end of facing
Time
Of no where you could stay or
Try to hide

I've gotta find a way to disappear
Amongst the freaks and tweaks
And all my peers
I need to find the things inside myself
Before I grieve and seethe
From all this shit i put
Into you
Into you
Into you
Into you

Moans ;)

Into you
Into you
Into you
Into you
To you
To you
To you

DRIVE HOME/IN2U

I'm fading out
Right through your scent
I'm lost and found
From when you left
I can't pretend to pick a side
Before you start to compromise

Come out to find just what you like
I'm waiting for the real insight
Don't start to hide from wasting time
Before I leave unsatisfied

I'm a god and a fraud with no real
Cause
I'm appealing the feeling of what you Lost
I don't want it at all till I'm ripped off
When am I gonna find any sense at
All

You put it off and on again
Without the cost of innocence
You walk behind a broken
Within the space of your own rights
(That's right)

I'm a god and a fraud with no real
Cause
I'm appealing the feeling of what you Lost
I don't want it at all till I'm ripped off
When am I gonna find any sense at
All

Feel the sound
Tune it out
Break it down
Let it out

CELEBRITY PERFUME

What am I supposed to say to this?
Broken habits find you unfixed
Is it all related to Distance?
Between the head and heart of
Abyss

And I know you'll never find that Peace of mind
When it leave your hands untied
From opened eyes

Of what's inside

How could I succumb to dismiss
Conflicted by my own premise
When did it have to come to this?

And I know what isn't sealed drains
What I feel
Into times you couldn't heal
From what's unreal

You got away again
Your mind is outside your head
I face the sun until I forget
Why i'm the one
Who can't accept

Why'd you fall back oh so easily?
When did I ask you for sympathy?

But I know it's all unclear
When you've lived here
Holding in what you can't bear
From this dispare

You got away again
Your mind is outside your head
I face the sun until I forget
Why i'm the one
Who can't accept

I went to hell and the devil said "Welcome back Mr. Manson
Good to see you again"
I never even had a chance
To be myself
But today is the day I'm gonna give
Hell

Look at your game girl
Look at your game girl
Look at your game girl
Look at your game girl

I went to hell and the devil said "Welcome back Mr. Manson
Good to see you again"
And I never even had a chance
To be myself
But today is the day I'm gonna give Hell

I went to hell and the devil said "Welcome back Mr. Manson
Good to see you again"
I never even had a chance to
Free myself
But today is the day I'm gonna give
Hell

Look at your game girl
Look at your game girl
Look at your game girl
Look at your game girl
Look at your game girl

I went to hell and the devil said "Welcome back Mr. Manson
Good to see you again"
I never had a chance
To be myself
And today is the day I'm gonna give Hell

MR MANSON

You never call me out of love
Unless you're out of touch
Well you work around it every day
Flaunting all the things you'd say
To cope

When did you ever give a fuck
About the times that you were rough
While you're sleeping warmer
Every Night
Rockin to a lullaby I wrote

Oh can't you see
What you were meant to be
Take a little bit of everything
Wash it down with scary things
I know you'd do
If it's all just a dream
Oh it's harder bluffing everything
When you've got nothing to say at all

How could you ever be above
The line that you were making up
Now you're fucking up everything
What am I supposed to think
I can't breathe

I'd try to be
What you wanted to mean
But now I know it's all a stunt
Based within your own
Insecurity

SC*M FUCK

I'm gonna cry till I find
Whatever I'm supposed to learn from this time
You've got a funny way of saying Goodbye
I swear I'm gonna lose my mind

I'm in a world on fire
That I'm living in
It's a quarter of the pain
I'm feeding in
I'm a dead dog honey
Can't you understand
That all I'm looking for
Is a little bit of give

I need to find self control
Before I start to bleed out of my Old soul
Its getting harder just to keep on my own
Oh how I wish you were home

I'm in a world on fire
That I'm living in
It's a cold hearted bitch
And that is evident
I'm just a dead dog honey
Why can't you confess
That all you're looking forward
Is just a figment

YEAH

Cause I'm a dead dog honey
What did you expect
I'm just a one trick pony
That can never end
I've got somewhere to be
I've got something to show
I want it all to myself
Will ever this be enough
I wanna see
Who I used to be
Whatever happened to me
I've got to finally let go
of all the reasons I could never condone
It's getting easier to be so alone
When it's everything you know

DEAD DOG

Chamber of Reflection

safe to say i’m over it 
but I don’t know what you meant 
by that 
i’m running circles in my head 
thinking of what 
you said 
if you lost me now 
how would I start to sound?
i’m fighting to 
stay for you

watching yourself cry
watching yourself fly
watching yourself 
die 

watch upon over me 
id be lying to myself 
if I don’t wanna see
what I’m gonna leave behind 
i’m abided to live for you
in hopes 
i’ll see you soon

watch yourself

Will tomorrow call for me 
Before the moment I shall fall
To sleep 

Maybe i’ll find a way
From loathing another day 
I’ll live it incarcerate
As I feel the light dim 
Slowly 


Where will I go now?
 Living off the ground 
Tell me i’ll be found 
Somewhere safe and sound

I’m taking time off my self 
To breathe 
Nothing makes it something real 
Surely 


Where will I go now?
Living off the ground 
Tell me i’ll be found 
Somewhere safe and sound

Slowly Surely

lyrics:

crawl to me
and i’ll let you breathe 
sound your crys  
before I take what’s mine 

reborn to sacrifice 
the taste that makes you

FIGHT FOR YOUR LIFE
BRING ME TO 
YOURE DESIRE

Your Desire

Single one off of COWPUNK



lyrics:
I came to find
A peace of mind 
With the price of a vacant smile 
You can take a bite 
 I’d still oblige 
To keep you satisfied   
You could never be true 
With a life so crude
You’re better off alone 
 A perfect design 
That you keep refined  
Along with the other misuse
I feel 
I feel 
I feel 
I feel 
I feel alive 
I live to die 
I walk the line
I testify 
I feel a
live 
live 
live 
live
(Give it to em)
You never know 
What you gonna have till it’s gone
Certified lie
Puts the man on the wall 
Never seen the likes 
Of a god  in charge  
Who can’t make any damn
Sense of it all
I’m tough shit 
True grit 
No quit 
Conflict
Excess 
Profit
Bitch 
I lock in 
Watch me
Top it 
While 
I rock it 
Obsess
Talking
With no 
Topic 
Cautious 
When I 
Keep 
No promise 
Heartless 
Ain’t no 
Bitch 
Gone 
Stop this 
Mock this
Noxious
Flow im
Lost in 
Conscious 
While
I stay 
Iconic 
I feel 
I feel 
I feel 
I feel 
I feel alive 
I live to die 
I walk the line
I testify 
I feel a
live 
live 
live 
live

Bet On Black

C.B.T

I believe if you don’t keep a certain expectation or a beauty standard as an artist then audiences won’t want you anymore, especially if you 
identify as anything other than a male artist.

MIGRAINE

BACKHAND

Bedroom Pop

Crystal Clear

Baby, Please (Again Version)

[Verse 1]
On my way to see him now
I've got too much to think about
And I just wanna figure out
Do I really need him now?
He was just a father for I have not yet seen
I just want to talk to him
To know if he still loves me
Even though he’s not around
It feels as if he's with me now
I just want him to come home
I don't wanna be alone

[Chorus]
I just want to talk to pretty girls about my feelings
And I don’t even know if what they say has meaning
And I just miss my dad, I want him here, I want him back
And I wonder if he's proud, I didn't need him then and I sure don't need him now
I just want my friends to stop getting all up in my head
Like my momma said, that I don't need to pretend and
I just wanna be the famous people on TV
I just wanna call my dad and ask "Are you proud of me?"

[Verse 2]
Raising Arizona was the story of my life
And I got nothing to talk about
He just opened my eyes
He turned a boy into a man he reassured I was planned and thank god he found himself inside he never thought
And I know he's just doing fine because he's found God
He's really all I ever had and I just miss my dad
 

[Chorus]
I just want to talk to pretty girls about my feelings
And I don’t even know if what they say has meaning
And I just miss my dad, I want him here, I want him back
And I wonder if he’s proud, I didn't need him then and I sure don’t need him now
I just want my friends to stop getting all up in my head
Like my momma said, that I don't need to pretend and
I just wanna be the famous people on TV
I just wanna call my dad and ask "Are you proud of me?"

Fénix

hows your life?

lyrics:

i'm so tired
I don't wanna go to school
im lonely 
hey what else is new
i'm so stressed out
I don't know what to do
im ugly
I wanna puke

i'm so tired
I feel so ashamed
I am nothing
I wanna know your name 
im so stressed out, I hate you
I am honest
I feel so used

i'm so tired
I don't wanna go to school
im lonely 
hey what else is new
i'm so stressed out
I don't know what to do
im ugly
I wanna puke

im so tired

lyrics:
[Intro]
Instrumental

[Verse 1]
How do you sleep? Knowing the things you do to me?
Is it your job? Or is it your fantasy?
Living the dream, coming home to your family
Is it your wife? Does she even know about me?

Is this your life? Do I make you feel alive?
Is it my eyes? I hope to see you every night
Am I real? You never ask how do i feel

[Chorus]
Up, up, beat me down, go ahead and turn around
Even if I stayed, you would just kick me out
Up, up, beat me down, go ahead and turn around
Even if I stayed, you would just kick me out
Up, up, beat me down, go ahead and turn around
Even if I stayed, you would just kick me out
Up, up, beat me down, go ahead and turn around
Even if i stayed, you would just kick me out

[Verse 2]
How do you sleep? Knowing the things you do to me?
Is it your job? Or is it your fantasy?
Livin' the dream, coming home to your family
Is it your wife? Does she even know about me?

[Chorus]
Up, up, beat me down, go ahead and turn around
Even if I stayed, you would just kick me out
Up, up, beat me down, go ahead and turn around
Even if I stayed, you would just kick me out
Up, up, beat me down, go ahead and turn around
Even if I stayed, you would just kick me out
Up, up, beat me down, go ahead and turn around
Even if i stayed, you would just-

Connie

Connie (og)

lyrics:
cause every time I feel your pain
I feel the same 
I feel the same
cause every night I call your name 
some one to save from today 
don't expect me to call you babe
nothing to say 
nothing to say
every time I see your face 
I feel ashamed 
I feel ashamed

they say love aint easy for a guy like me
but I still try to any one who can see

(woah)

cause every time I feel your pain
I feel the same 
I feel the same
cause every night I call your name 
some one to save from today 
don't expect me to call you babe
nothing to say 
nothing to say
every time I see your face 
I feel ashamed 
I feel ashamed

they say love aint easy for a guy like me
but I still try to any one who can see

(woah)

Bummer Lover

lyrics:

I went to hell and the devil said "welcome back Mr. Manson 
good to see you again"
I never had a chance
to be myself
and today is the day im gonna give hell.

look at your game girl
look at your game girl
look at your game girl
look at your game girl

I went to hell and the devil said "welcome back Mr. Manson 
good to see you again"
I never had a chance
to be myself
and today is the day im gonna give hell.

I went to hell and the devil said "welcome back Mr. Manson 
good to see you again"
I never wanna hurt a soul but myself
and today is the day im gonna give hell.

look at your game girl
look at your game girl
look at your game girl
look at your game girl
look at your game

I went to hell and the devil said "welcome back Mr. Manson 
good to see you again"
I never had a chance
to be myself
and today is the day im gonna give hell.

Mr. Manson

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Lyrics:

every time I cry 
I feel your face baby I feel face babe
when I close my eyes 
your all I see babe all I see babe 
every time I cry 
i feel so alive 
and i’m dumb and i’m broke and i’m never gonna be alright 

(oh) x2

everytime I try 
i’ll give you my best baby 
give you my best babe 
when I’m asleep at night 
you’re all I see 
you’re all I see babe
i’m a lonely soul 
and I need some love 
and i’m dumb and i’m right and 
I wanna be by your side 

(oh) x2


every time I cry 
I feel your face baby I feel face babe
when I close my eyes 
your all I see babe all I see babe

(oh) x2

i’m a lonely soul 
and I need some love 
and i’m dumb and i’m right and 
I wanna be by your side

Max Diaz

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