Collapsed

I will try pretend 
Your arms around me
A glimpse of you 
It lead me blue
You’re just another 
Shallowed memory

I will stop pretend 
You’re right beside me
I’m fine without you 
To get this through
You’re nothing but a 
Shallowed memory

I act like I don't care
Like nothing can hurt me
I put up this big wall of toughness and pretend Everything is fine
Like I don't need somebody's "affection" but in reality I think I am just too scared
Scared of not being good enough
Scared of letting someone in
Maybe even afraid
Afraid of the possibility of being loved by Someone who will eventually let me down
Afraid that my heart will break into
A million pieces because I gave my all to someone who promised they wouldn't hurt me
But that's the thing

Shallowed Memory

Formed in late 2022 as a Post-Shoegaze side project of 
Sweet Fetish guitarist Ezzul Nadim Fadzil and later joined by drummer Fahim Amir. 
The band’s name is after a song by Straight Edge Melodic Hardcore band One Step Closer.
Chrysanthemum provides their unique sound fuses with the ethereal guitar-heavy shoegaze revival sound with a mixture of Dream Pop shimmering melodies.

Chrysanthemum

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