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MEANT222BE(w/JeremyMaq & luvseff)

blah blah your favorite song [clearlyyy]

lrhyper

i feel so gyatt damn much

come and get what karma gives (snippet)

i think you wanna kill me [prod. Retz]

i would smile but…

No, it’s not that song. But you may like it🫶🏽

where do we go when we die. i need to make a decision

Lyrics-

Chorus-
Don’t worry, don’t you cry
I told you
I’d wait till the day that I die for you
You say you want a stand up guy I know you
Better than you think x2

You probably think
I hate your guts right now
You probably do
But you’re too nice to say it out loud
If I had to guess
I’d say my feelings would come out
Better than you think x2

Verse 1-
drink to sleep cause a couple hours is better than a blink 
Couldn’t make the trash so I threw up in the bathroom sink
I watched it swirl the drain I thought it was a funny metaphor
Kinda like my life right now it made me think what I’m livin for?
In that moment I had an epiphany it made me think
Right now, I check up on you at least once or twice a week
But soon that number will diminish at least gradually
Then one day I’ll realize I forgot your personality

Chorus-
Don’t worry, don’t you cry
I told you
I’d wait till the day that I die for you
You say you want a stand up guy I know you
Better than you think x2

You probably think
I hate your guts right now
You probably do
But you’re too nice to say it out loud
If I had to guess
I’d say my feelings would come out
Better than you think x2

Verse 2-
Fine, 
I guess I’ll accept reality
I don’t really got a choice cause I’m blocked on every damn thing
I’m starting to forget your voice I don’t know if I should be happy
Darlin it’s worse than you think x2

Some days I’ll lay in bed and rot all day
And some days I think about what you would say
I been wondering if you’ll text me on my birthday
If you were wondering
I’m deader than you think 

Chorus-

(but) Don’t worry, don’t you cry
I told you
I’d wait till the day that I die for you
You say you want a stand up guy I know you
Better than you think x2

You probably think
I hate your guts right now
You probably do
But you’re too nice to say it out loud
If I had to guess
I’d say my feelings would come out
Better than you think x2
(It’s better than you think)

not much better than you think

i got depressed mid song & stopped.

Lyrics-

Went on a date with someone, kinda looked like you
Her hair was light brown-auburn, standin’ bout 5’2
She had a really nice smile, she had a star tattoo
She had good table manners
And liked the same food as you

So tell me why all I could think about is
“Wish this was you”
I lagged the next day for hours 
And texted back with the truth 

“There’s this girl I knew…”

“Where’s the girl I knew…”

Yk where to find me
Hope you think there’s no one like me 
Why such awful timing?
Do you still love me? Girl don’t mind me
At all
I was just crying
Looking at pictures, how they remind me
Of us

You know where to find me hope you think there’s no one like me x2
(At all…)

pick up everything and start over [lyrics in description]

tough day w/ jeremy & zack

prod Micheal Harrison 

This is a song about manipulating someone

Chorus:

You’re pretty when you cry
You’ll be pretty when you die
All those songs we played at night
I was hoping that you’re right

When you say this for life
You look good in this light 
Promise always take my side
Promise always please be mine

Verse:

I was thinking
I was so sick in the head at least you were there
And im thankful
I didn’t kill myself it’s been a shitty year
I even wrote a note to you I said that you wouldn’t understand
Though you probably would you never told me what was in your head

Don’t hate me
This ain’t me
You look so beautiful to me
As you leave 
I don’t speak 
I bite my tongue until I bleed

You’re pretty when you cry
You’ll be pretty when you die 
All the songs we played at night
All the stupid little fights

Chorus:

You’re pretty when you cry
You’ll be pretty when you die
All those songs we played at night
I was hoping that you’re right

When you say this for life
You look good in this light 
Promise always take my side
Promise always please be mine

pretty when you cry [lyrics in description]

the one we'd die in

Lyrics-

Sometimes this life is so tiring
They say to go get back out there and try again
How could I with all this anger inside of me?
always feel sick to my stomach or violent

It Doesn’t help that my family now all hates each other
It’s just a projection of how much we all loved her
I’m just grateful that I got to call you mother
Since you left us dads become an alcoholic 

Miss you so much I break down when I tell the truth
On the bright side got a sister who’s just like you
She’s been thru hell don’t know how she’s made it thru
Love her so much without her don’t know what I’d do 

And my brother got locked up for a felony overseas
He’s been through worse I’m just scared when I sit and think
I’m working hard I know he would be proud of me 
Primarily worried bout who gone care for my niece

Everyday I feel more drowsy
Got en ex girlfriend who knows almost everything bout me
Wish I could speak to her know she would understand me 
She’d be so heartbroken she had love for my family
But at this point it’s been so damn long she’d probably got another
And He’ll buy her lilys it’s probably her color
I should reach out at least apologize to her
But she won’t respond so it’s not worth the bother

And I do have my brother he keeps to himself
I would call him when I thought about killing myself
He would stay on the phone cause I fear he could tell

to the people that deserve it [lyrics in description]

Enactment of an empathetic, reminiscent, and rejected individual’s last thoughts

Chorus-

You booked a hotel room
Asked if there’s room for two 
Knowing it’s only you
Knowing that all you’ll do is 

Sit there with the lights out
Leave a note for grandma
Hotel phone to Colorado 
Tell your family you loved em

Verse-

Open up the nightstand by the bed you find a Bible
It don’t even matter we don’t need that where you’re going
Girl at the reception desk reminded you of your first love 
You feel bad for cleaning staff cause they’re the ones who will find ya 

Wish I could stay longer 
Or I could just be stronger 
But my friend I’m tired of it 
Pocket of pills it looks so lovely
You feel bad for your family 
You’re leaving them with nothing 
But dad just left to Beijing
And your brother drives an Audi

And they’ve always looked down on you 
They hated your tattoos
They’ll be fine without you 
They’ll be fine…

Chorus-

You booked a hotel room
Asked if there’s room for two 
Knowing it’s only you
Knowing that all you’ll do is 

Sit there with the lights out
Leave a note for grandma
Hotel phone to Colorado 
Tell your family you loved em

hotel suicide [lyrics in description]

Lyrics

Trust me…

I wish I was over it
I wish I could see things like you do
I know you’re still mad about it
But don’t know how you’re over this so soon
I kinda wanted you mad at me for it
But you seem actually happy that I left
And I know that says something bout me
But you know I can get cold when I get upset
Look
And you saw things get bad when I got obsessed

Don’t tell me you love me right now
I’ve heard it too many times before
If only you acted like it
Then we wouldn’t be here in this place

Don’t play that song out loud
We don’t deserve to hear it anymore
I wrote it about a girl that
I no longer know…

Don’t tell me you love me right now
I’ve heard it too many times before
If only you acted like it 
we wouldn’t be here in this place

Don’t play that song out loud
We don’t deserve to hear this anymore
It was written about
A girl I no longer know

u seem actually happy (demo)

missing for 30 days

my end credit song

Lyrics-

Oh 
to feel so strong 
That someone writes a song about your love
If you never really ever asked for much
And December was the loneliest of months

Oh 
To live a life 
Without having this doubt inside your mind
Of do I really wanna be alive?
The truth is always harder than to lie 

So
When comes the time 
When “u” is the final letter that I’ll write
Just know I loved you so and that I tried
I never meant to hurt you so goodbye…

a bad bad day [lyrics in description]

a song that sounds like u

just kiss me i’ll forget this

i dont smile like i used to and you dont cry like you used to

another life
in another life
in another life
in another life
you’re the one that stays up thinking all night
about how things could have been different if you did right
and punchin’ yourself cause you didn’t realize in time
that while you were out there you lost the love of your life
lyin to people and telling them that you’re fine
in another life

in another life
you’re the one throwin up too drunk at midnight
cuttin off all your friends and they just don’t get why
thinkin the way it ended just don’t sit right
oh in another life
in another life

in another life [lyrics in description]

have the clouds come out there yet

Lyrics 

why were you so quiet about it
I loved you, you know
there’s no point in doubting
twenty years old
your debts in the thousands 
I loved you more 
than any price tag said 
we were so young back then
we just learned ‘bout taxes
I picked you up for 
the party at Alice’s
first time you left was enough to show
I can’t live without you
I write about it 
but it never seems to help huh
so I lost myself in the letters 
I know it’s my fault but I hope
we can patch this up soon-ish
or even some day I got so much to say
not enough time I could pray
it won’t make a difference 
and I’m too young to feel this sad
just have my back
I know I’m too old to complain
and it won’t make a difference

september *raw* [lyrics in description]

semiautoglove w/zackyg & omoi

I think about you less
Somehow I’m more obsessed
I still wish you well
Ran off with someone else
Been hangin with my friends 
Like my therapist said
Found peace inside myself
Somehow it didn’t help

I still miss things about you
I wish I could go back to
That year I attached you
That summer never lasted
And I wish I never lost you
I wish I never found you
The summer never lasted
And I hope the winter passes

Chorus
So when you’re alone remember 
Someone’s thinking bout you always
Don’t pick up your phone it’s never 
Talking in the right ways

I don’t know what to say
I moved across the state
Just tryna get away
What would life be if I stayed
Now I’m left with memories 
I got drunk last Halloween
I just thought about the last 
And how you spent it all with me 

One day, I’ll get respect 
I deserve so much less 
Easy in retrospect 
We’re young. What do you expect? 
Easy to hide the truth 
When no one looks at you 
I feel it coming soon 
I feel it coming through 

Chorus
So when you’re alone remember 
Someone’s thinking bout you always
Don’t pick up your phone it’s never 
Talking in the right ways

this songs about you [lyrics in description]

Feelin well?
You ain’t feeling well
I could help
You won’t let me help
You have problems I can tell
You won’t solve em’ waiting around
You were lost you knew who to call
Not our fault we just hit a wall
fell apart blame the alcohol
Got a broken heart but it’s not your fault 

Say you’re feelin down when it’s raining
It’s really not your fault 
You’re not the only one involved

Say you’re okay 
Just know that
It’s really not your fault
You’re not the only one…

lukemaq

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