Big Exit (PJ Harvey Cover)

cover art is community art from the gathering!! thank you!!!! <3

time is slithering (through me and you)
fast and slow
in the shape of a circle
like a snake

if only we could get there
las ondas


gender and my ex (cess(es))
everything is a bubble
(glasses off) (watch off)
label fixation
hold them at the same time and see what happens
here is where we run out of continent

ket shower
a love hate relationship with mirrors
dead name save files


i’m sorry
please forgive me
thank you
i love you

calm is beautiful
and chaos too

conscious awareness
identity fragmentation
me not me me not me me me not not not me me not me not me not me me me not not not me not
me
not me

infinite
is as good as nothing
and there’s no way to stop it

the world keeps spinning
forever forgetting
remembering like rocks
collected in titles and pools
bronze silver gold
silica who wins

just like i will never not be trans
none who hear this voice
will never not be of this earth
inhalations made of dust
ghost people angel beings
ourselves incarnate and all sound

despite spiraling all over the fucking place
this earth is still in this universe
and we’re still here
praying for good hauntings and


journeying to Spirit
through the sun
a painful petition for all beings
to get a break

feathers gone
into hell
ladyboy powerful
protecting others
cloaking them
to safety

anguish self-prescribed
as medicine
patience and faith
solstice again
doubt and despair
solstice again

waves and waverers
productive subject
abject impermanence
language is just a horse
i can’t expect him to swim
how embarrassing

my friends feed me
determined, i apologize
my love holds me
the raft is not the shore

eyes see ghosts in the low-hanging clouds
and they are really there

another step away from god
another step into land
as two waters
who we are
is not a mystery
suffer and be free
with each wish

co-incidence
everything is coinciding
persevere but don’t perseverate
severely

let it be fresh
like rain

round things are hard to push to the back of a grocery store shelf.

persistent little shrimp
q and i and everyone
persistent friendships

meaning is right here
every moment a synchronicity maybe

feelings as directions, not quite vectors, qualities of movement/
deep in the open ocean
looking for things that feel like you
atomized and gravitational
the laws of nature
pull and push us together
apart together
in relation
with

swimming and weaving
indra’s net together
with all beings
looking for
la onda que me empuede estar
tranquila con todas
.
.
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Pallette - Postcard From Palestine
nabibi777 - comforting ambivalent
nabibi777 - tiripS ot gniyenruoj
Moisés Nieto - 7PM (From “Animal Crossing: New Leaf”)
Park Jiha - Water Moon
Oh, Yoko - Seashore (Instrumental, Ver 2)
Kali Malone - Living Torch I
Terre Thaemlitz - Between Empathy and Sympathy is TIme (Apartheid)
nabibi777 - free myself from expectations, pressure
Imaginary Softwoods - Aura Show
nabibi777 - Satellite Senior Hms 16
Chloe Kim 김예지 - My Dearests
Lamina - Las vidrieras ft. Fiesta en el Vacio
okkyung lee - here we are (once again)
Loraine James - Choose To Be Gay (Femenine)
lily chou-chou - arabesque
nabibi777 - recycled christ figure
lace - risk
yeule - I Found A Reason (The Velvet Underground Cover)

additional vocals by me
&wind
&fog
&moon
&trees
&leaves
&birds
&muni
&&
&&&

ambient gathering 2025 (glow)

2025_09_25 little sketch (apple seeds)

lotus prayer (for familiarity) 444

(lily chou-chou - arabesque
American Football - Stay Home
Silverlining - Breezin’ Thru
Xen Model - Local Group
Maara - Tranquil Lust Mommy
Ménage - T.O.A.)
Richenel - Autumn
DIIV - Everyone Out (Mount Kimbie Remix)
Sepehr - Blood Red Sun
Sepehr - Queen of Demons
Weird Sounding Dude - Star Child (Nopi Remix)
Lemon & Herb, Julia Church - Forget You
Bona Fide, Wassu - Sila
Maara - She’s Startin’
Ciel & CCL - Tilda’s Goat Stare (Priori Remix)
Spencer Brown, Raito - Star Allies
Gorje Hewek, Joseph Ashworth - Noa
Joseph Ashworth, Run Rivers - Freeze (feat. Run Rivers)
Amaliah - Slow Burn
nabibi777 - dislocation
Motez & Qrion - Slow Down
nabibi777 - ID
Aix Em Klemm - The Luxury of Dirt
Powder - Busy Port
nabibi777 - transitory state of being
nabibi777, shy - shy’s gut (feat. shy’s gut)
Faster Horses - You’re In My System (Sport Mix)
Jeigo - We Are Not Nothing
Earth Trax - Afloat
wenszy - tell me (ft. mymy)

saturday (morning prayer) (slow september) (autumnal hymnal) radio broadcast (live on ohlone land) 1234567890

2025_03_25 poetrential skretch

(dis)(double)jointed transmutation music
freshly released (from the) (psych ward)

Explosions in the Sky - Your Hand in Mine
Furns - Gonna Give
Ivy - Thinking About You
yeule - Anthems For A Seventeen Year-Old Girl
a.s.o. - Love In The Darkness
Park Jiha - Bloom
Richenel - La Diferencia
Tom Marsi - FINE 143
Erika de Casier feat. Shygirl - Ex-Girlfriend
Ivy - Ocean City Girl
OK EG - Precipitation
Salamanda - Bubble Bamboo Princess
Imaginary Softwoods - The Geranium Room
ECSTATIC ORANGE - WORLD KEEPS SPINNING
YURiKA - Kyoumen no Nami
aspect. - Sanguine
Blue October - Into The Ocean
nabibi777 - healing isn’t simple
((( O ))) - power
Purelink - Yoke
wenszy - tell me (feat. mymy)

super serious 008

recorded on Ohlone Land!! 2025_10_12

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TENGGER - Exhale
Sama’ Abdulhadi - serendipity
Imaginary Softwoods - Destination Stone
Haitus Kaiyote - Stone Or Lavender

yeule - The Bug Collector (Haley Heynderickx cover)
Ivy - Keep Moving
yeule - Soul Catcher
Lane 8 - Apes & Children
the birth of a cloud (Thích Nhất Hạnh recording courtesy Takaaki I.)

Park Jiha - Blown Leaves
SAULT - Jack’s Gift
Amor Satyr & Siu Mata - Psychic Water &&
Keifer - And Encourage Others
Ivy - Ocean City Girl
yeule - Anthems For A Seventeen Year-Old Girl
Explosions in the Sky - Your Hand in Mine
Pallette - Postcard From Palestine
Terre Thaemlitz - chng yourlove
Moin - Lift You (feat. Sofia Al-Maria)
cloudconduit - little sketch (apple seeds)
Aseul(아슬) - Bye Bye Summer
Loraine James - Building Something Beautiful For Me (Holy Presence of Joan d’Arc)

untitled sample
claire rousey - peak chroma
Caroline Polachek - Door (oklou remix)
yeule - inferno
Qrion - GAF
Flownn - Odyssey (Qrion remix)
Low Leaf - Falasteen
Ludwig Wandinger - Is Peace Wild? (ft. Yves B. Golden)
dj lostboi - PUF 2 LAX
Frank Ocean - Pilot Jones
Sanguine - A Movie in Which Someone is Soul Searching

yeule - Self Control (Frank Ocean cover)

cloudconduit - sunday something new
nabibi777 - Satellite Senior Hms 16
Richenel - Autumn

Toro y Moi - No Show
Um, Jennifer? - Can You Live With Yourself?
Grumpy - Flower
Nabihah Iqbal - Zone 1 to 6000
Opus III - Guru Mother
Moin - What If You Didn’t Need A Reason (feat. james K)

Big Exit (PJ Harvey Cover)

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