Saturn Running

This album is supposed to be distortedly beautiful and spooky. Inspired by eldritch and dark unseen deities. Those ones that wish to reach into the very soul of humanity and corrupt the individual from within. Please expect: Corrupted noise scapes, Faustian deals, the strange Moons over lake Hali, and the disassembled mind dwelling in maddeness. Have fun and beware.  This is not for everybody.

Mad Descent

This is the final version of the demo I posted a while back

Hypocritical

This was a collaboration with No Mates Ensemble. It was wonderful working with him, thank you so much! If you have not listened check out their amazing discography!

Void Seeker (collaboration w/ NoMatesEnsemble)

Vocals, Lyrical development, percussion - Stonerjazz @user-911083679
Music, harmonics - Uziel

Lyrics:

Some people wanna' see me in there lives
Some passerbys occasionally glance my way
Some see a painted doll with lightless eyes of glass
Unable to manipulate at will
the secret wish they would rather hide

Why do we run so vigorously from tailored schemes?

I hope you're happy with the way things worked out
there are a couple things I'm not to sure about
why and why not sooner, wait did you wait?
and why did you start to lie?
right out the gate.
I think you should save your pitch since yesterday was a fail for you that took you, oh so low...
the thing you call love I don't really want to know
For me, I guess I'm just...
Looking for some flow

Rosie (collaboration with Stonerjazz)

Miraculously Foolish

Asteroid and the Absolutist (rework)

Imperfect

Imaginative, creative and innovative track with some of the coolest cats this side of the soundcloud. Thanks to all the lovely people who worked on this track and made something really special :)

The crew:
STONERJAZZ @user-911083679
TexMex Shaman @texmex-shaman
Janin Levinson @janinelevinson
Jo Richter @sonic-textures

lyrics
Wretched light so aptly said libra ish in their balanced dread
Wretched light of another day ln the soup out there
the falling down and getting up, it's "Showtime" Fossi said
As he popped amphetamine in the shower scene
Or so it's said by some writer of his dreamy technicolor happenstance
That made the cut.

Could it be sorcery that I see
Through jaded glasses full of gin
Or just a conjury of collected clarities'

So sweet the experiential meat
Dark or light the gods prefer
Is not what we do not do for us
But them.

The guillotine of thoughtless bliss
Takes the Serpent's head
And tiny lights appear around my bed.

Chase the monster south for 14 winters and a night
It grinned across the canyon with a monstrous delight
I thought I saw you yesterday up on the ridge behind my house
It might have been the way you turned your head to speak
But the wind you know it blew your words away
What you said I couldn’t’ say
You know it really doesn’t matter anyway

Know-Ware - STONERJAZZ, TexMex Shaman, Janin Levinson, Jo Richter

Wow another fantastic collab with Nic! Joining us this time around is Boson Spin!

Boson Spin: ambience, orchestrial sounds, concept - https://soundcloud.com/boson_spin

Nic: guitar, bass, main vocals, concept - @nic_nic_nic

Uziel: background vocals, electronic and industrial elements, production

Regardless of the cries of priests and sages
I strove to give my bleeding soul her wages; 
   And each embrace or memory of one 
Is worth to me the treasures of the ages, 
Is worth to me the treasures of the ages. 

Each shadow of a kiss or fond embrace
Down in the depth of solitude I trace; 
   And in the corners of my darkest den
The fallen gods of pleasure find a place. 
The fallen gods of pleasure find a place. 

And though knee-deep I find myself in hell, 
And though the flames around my cheeks should swell, 
   I shall not loose my grip on Allah's throne, 
I shall not fall alone, I know full well. 
I shall not fall alone, I know full well


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thanks for listening!

Fallen Gods Of Pleasure (collab with Boson Spin and Nic)

Saturn has crashed into the ocean
The soldiers with rifles in the their arms
caught the first glimpse 
beyond the bay's light house
night sky's night life
aurora turned on
as the ice rings were branching out
along horizon dawn

night sky... night sky... night sky...

it doesn't matter anymore
so I've heard before
it doesn't matter anymore
I know I've heard that somewhere before
but what is it to us?

Is Saturn sinking into the ocean?
It's Saturn sinking into the ocean!
And it's falling out
And their falling out
And it's calling out
And their calling out...

Saturn Has Crashed Into The Ocean

ONISM

The frustration of being stuck in just one body, that inhibits only one place at a time

lyrics

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I'm tired of being trapped here
I'm tired of being a being...

Where is my exploration?
Where is my forever recreation?
Where is my forever recreation? 
Where is my forever recreation?

...

But will I be trapped here?...

...

We wouldn't have to worry about words anymore
We wouldn't have to worry about death
Feeling Or pain?
The impartial universe
Would be just a place
We would be like the stars
We'd be like stars
But we're stuck here
Fighting ourselves
Inside and out
Leftside and right
But we're stuck here fighting ourselves...




ONISM

Lyrics:


All turn away, away from the truth
turn me off to end this
world around, turn me, turn me around
Say it loud!
Oh, all insanity all around
"turn away, away from the truth"
They say it loud

Unprinted, replaced with nonsensical control

Historic suspense repeated
all through,
it's all brand new to me and you
the story goes on
All turn away, away from the truth
turn me off to end

all brand new, it's all brand
away this madness
plagued in mindset

We Turn Away From The Truth

Save...
Hope is a lost cause
Its a lost case
Hope is a lost cause
Tainted by the first clause
Hold your world
We toss out our world
We toss out our planet 
Threw away the only spaceship that would keep us safe
Hope is a lost cause
Hope is a lost cause
Toss our world
Toss our world
Toss our world
Who cares...
Who cares?
Who cares!
WHO CARES.


No Return for Saturn: Hopeless

We Can't Fly

Waiting to die
An existence floating
Yet give it our own personal meanings
Watch...
It holds us from it
Fingers attached at our basins
Pulling plump roots from our vases
Watch
Watch
Watch
Like-minded kin
Where has the water taken you?
Droplets down the drain
Past the pumping out to sea
The journey is far from over
Blessing knowing forgetfulness 
Curse knowing nothingness 
Manifestation
Agnostic time left
Trapped between moments of memories skipping
skipping
skip

Soothes me 
When the rain sets in 
Watch
Watch 

Back to the beginning 
Before the damn broke
Make us coope for something you've lost
We're still searching
Skipping 
Watch
Watch 
Me forget...

Watch

The Philosopher

Lyrics
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I like playing games
with people...

they seem content to play them too
I like playing little games
with people...

until they all start to see through
and when 
they realize
it's not for them

all the distraught on their faces
it makes it all worth while

I like to play little games with people
most of the the time they don't see through...
but it's all for the best?
so I...
can know who is true
so I can know

Unseen Entity

This song is inspired by the book "Annihilation". 

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Lyrics


I've awakened 
Paled by the ocean
amongst of the the shadow 
of the lighthouse
everything is blurry and changing
life seams sprouting all around
I have my journal
pages of nonsensical
letters that gallop into the waves
eyes sprawling out with this passionate setting
wondering where my trek down the shore will lead
I've awaken 3 times now.
it's a distress to find them gone...

I've awaken paled by the ocean
amongst the shadow of the lighthouse
Walking in the same shoe prints
a game of sidewalk hopscotch in the sand
it shifts as I try to make it stay
to subside the boredom down the beach
what's the point?
where's the end?
I'm always here trying to copy another

I've awaken paled by the ocean...
I never get far from the lighthouse
but you made it 
I have to believe that

I start counting the steps now
again and again...
off the lighthouse
will it ever be different
or will be continuous
of the distance of someone else's success?
It's all still dripping

The Lighthouse

For a while
I've been stagnate...
I am not mother things
Not anymore...

Look at my strange horticulture!
They're all just dying...

They are all just dying.

For a while it's been boring without you
I could stand a few nights alone
perpetuating isolation
rotten at the spine

I sit here looking at the screen
I see what I'm supposed to be
but there's nothing there
have I miscalculated?

I've been drawn to other things
They aren't helpful
they're just distracting...

as if they're going down
as if we're going down
I will get pulled out
I will get pulled out...

Strange Horticulture


I can't breath anywhere but here

I can't be anywhere but here

It's all this
But I can't breath anywhere but here
And it's suffering
But I can't breath anywhere but here
Anywhere but here
Anywhere but here
It's all for him...
But I can't breath anywhere but here
I can't be anywhere but here

Anywhere But Here

Mad Ascent

Disclaimer

I did not write these lyrics they are from the book "The King in Yellow", all credit should go to  Robert W. Chambers. 

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Lyrics

"Along the shore the cloud waves break
The twin suns sink behind the lake
the shadows lengthen...
                                              In Carcosa
A Strange is the night where black stars rise
And strange moons circle through the skies,
but stranger still is
                                               Lost Carcosa
"Songs that the Hyades shall sing,
Where flap the tatters of the kIng,
Must die unheard in
                                               Dim Carcosa
"Song of my soul, my voice is dead,
Die thou, unsung as tears unshed
Shall dry and die in
                                                 Lost Carcosa

-Cassilda's song in "the King in Yellow," act i., scene 2

Cassilda's Song

Lyrics:

Hold me
Down
Holy ray...

Desperate heights
Call for desperate measures
HAHA!
desperate times strike us
our desperate measures surprise even the most altruistic

Ohh,,, oh... ewww...

Desperate Times
Call For desperate measures
Stand up!
or get outta' the way!
I'll solve this problem myself...

Hold me back
Hold me down
oh, oh, what a desperate gesture
hold me down
hold me back
oh, oh, times call for desperate lengths

ha ah woo, ha ah woo, ha ah woo, ha ah woo....

Desperate Times

lyrics:

You explain how I feel
Pulled your strings
Of excuses
Make them real
So you don't have to listen to 
What I say

Maybe I am going crazy...
Cause it's hard to look inside

I want a way out of this
But you can't hear me
I want to stop all of this
But you won't slow down
I want an ending worth while
But you don't want it to end at all
And I'm still left feeling...
On my own...

Are you serious?

ARE YOU SERIOUS?!

Let them drain
I will adjust to whatever the soul demands
Even if I am killing myself
Even if I am killing myself...

My marionette
You explain how I feel
You pulled your string of excuses
Make them real
So you don't have to listen to
What I say, hey 

I want a way outta' this
But you can't hear me
I want to stop all of this
But you won't slow down
I want an ending worth while
(Are you serious?)
But you don't want it to end at all
(Are you serious?)
And I'm still left feeling...
on my own
(Are you serious?)

Perpetual...
Continuation...
Ongoing...
Fill in the ________

Perpetual...
Continuation...
Ongoing... 
Fill in the ________

My Marionette

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Jeff / Stonerjazz @user-911083679 contributed
Lyrics,
Lead vocals
Drums and bass during the second half
Background guitar during the first half

Uziel contributed
Piano
Background vocals

Nic @nic_nic_nic contributed
Background vocals
Guitar during the second half

Nadia Selvaggi @nadiaselvaggi contributed
Operatic vocals during intro and outro
Background piano during intro

Terry / TRC @tea_are_sea produced and added
Drums-percussion during the first half
Synths and experimental sounds

Jo Richter / Sonic Structures and Silent Stretches @sonic-textures
Wrote a poem that Stonerjazz adapted into verse III.

Cover art produced using Wombo Dream

LYRICS:
I.
Amanita Amanita Aminita Muscaria, we're so happy, we're so happy yes we're so happy that your in the area
Amanita amantia amanita muscaria.
The clinical psychologist says it's in his head
that's why that boy won't get out of bed
He's dreaming of a journey taken to the land of Zed
and a magical Accordion.
Amanita singing songs of the land of Zed
singing songs in Johnny's head.
Amanita Amanita Amanita Muscaria
we're so happy, yes we're so happy you're in the Area.
Well two clarinet players named Sally and Roberta
and a monkey named Steve
came up to Johnny and said
"Johnny we think it's time to leave; we're out of water and we're outa Bread
and all of us are damn near dead.
So Johnny Thought for a moment and he said Okay.
then he sat down on boulder and started to play
that golden magic accordion.

II.
amanita amanita amanita muscaria
A crack appeared in the side of the wall
and exposed a magnificent Hall,
a fountain appeared in the middle, gushing crystalline clear water so sweet and so pure.
And as each traveler had their drink, they did proceed to disappear.
Johnny had a drink and then he woke up in his bed
in his room
in his house
in his state
in his country
in his world.

III.
ln ths welcomeless abode where tenants rights perptually erode
where bills are paid by humiliation and toil.
The air is full of burning oil
Where street lights outshine the moon
And dust has more rights than me
Awoken by faint sirens in the caccaphony
Whow is me who played that accorrdion for free
I fed the starving with golden tune and lifted up the many with melodies refined.
And hope spread golden
In keys made light
Humbled here and squandered in this wretched flight

IV.
Though in a way, this is a comfy place
And quaint.
And yet it feels like restraint that keeps me from the land of Zed
From where I wish I'd never fled.
How I long for how I yearn for rat and crow and monkey too
And even Roy who loves those blues.
And my accordion nowhere in sight occassionally late at night
Sings in the clouds and I remain within my shrouds
While smiling secretly with knowledge of a Gate
In my vicinity.

Amanita Muscaria (The Smoking Trout)

Words, vocals, guitar/mellotron and acoustic drums by Stonerjazz @user-911083679
Vocals and art by Uziel @user-455619833
Synth, electro beats, and mix by Tea Are Sea @tea_are_sea

Lyrics by Stonerjazz (posted below)
Intro/outro samples found on freesound.org
Concept developed by all 3 of us!


-- LYRICS --

Johnny sitting all alone on a log playin his Magic Accordion just for the hell of it or so seems
that's when i did happened by and to my surprize, got sucked through a crack in time
and began to fly and fly and fly right on by the pillars of the guardians to the land of Zed
where Roy had painted all the monkeys and the parrots red, and turned them into spys Then declared that Music it was dead and put a price on young johnnys head for letting all the Flyers into Zed with his Magic accordian..

They were musician every one, with instruments of every kind making such a holy din and singing loud cacaphony and six part harmonies in the Sky...

Act 2

Oh johnny oh johnny what have you done
oh johnny oh johnny with that magic accordian.
oh johnny oh johnnyeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
hangin by a thread, i thought of somethin someone said
then slipped beyond the pale and walked amongst the shadows of the pine
the southern wind sublime upon my face, the tracks of tears erased, washed clean of any trace
and leaves me to the tiny possibility of Grace.

Johnny And The Holy Din (The Smoking Trout)

I... 
Idle breeds ideal
idle breeds ideal...

For those who I am not...
Goodness, remember your try alls...

1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,
     1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9
                            7,8...

I want to be a star  (be a star)
Floating in space
Pulled into a black hole

I want to be at the edges of 
The universe
To see the nothing we're expanding into

I want to be time
Ancient and young alike
Oh goodness, remember your trials

I want to be death
Daughter and titan
Demon and flame
Nymph and water
Dust to dirt
I wanna' be rain!

Petrichor unearthed and hardly to blame...

That is... 

if I dare ask you?

Why keep me here inside?

Changed to a rotting corpse
Your calming words are calamities suitor
(CALAMITIES SUITOR)

Speaking 'war' upon your own existence
A war fought over, and over and over...
Those gods don't speak on our issues
for if they did, a bigots mouth wouldn't be as wide as it is...

So why am I trapped here?
In pursuit of laying gentle on the floor
Bleeding out and being told it's better for
(and being told it's better for)

It's word to convince us
It could've been worse
OR NOT AT ALL.

Who can tell?
If we haven't been nothing before?

I live quietly on the outer sides
Idle in ideal
For those who I am not

Goodness...
Oh Goodness...
Remember your try alls..
Remember your trials...

Try Alls

If you like this track, please check out these other lovely people!

TexMex Shaman @texmex-shaman -- Lead & Rhythm Guitar funkiness

Stonerjazz @user-911083679 -- Modulated Guitar & Vocaloid melodies

Tot - @tot-beat -- Beat & Drums

Tea R. Sea @tea_are_sea -- Synth, Sound Effects & Production

Uziel -- Vocals, Lyrics, and Vocal Production

Get caught up! Quest for the Holy Dumpling is here: on.soundcloud.com/FR63a

You can check out how all this started with our first album, The Land of Zed: (2021-2022): on.soundcloud.com/WB34q
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Lyrics:

All those normal little things... pass us by, pass ussssssss
mirage of migrant, trucks full of food tiny boutiques nose up looking down
street dancers, performers, the arts little stalls selling fruit

and the bus tumbles through

HOWEVER GUS, You remember Gus? The driver of this bus...
Regretfully informs us that our engine food is at the edge of E, and the only thing we'll be running on soon is fumes

And as we approach, We can hear
A dusty massive heart beating city industry eldritch being and foreboding
Sitting atop his sky scrapers gloating
"Hungry enough yet?" It's beastly maw cries! "It's 10 for 5 and the price only went up 6.7%
Nothing to you, you're worker bees and you can make more honey, can't you?"

While yes that's true
We are the life blood that flow through
But people like me and you
Can't afford it

Fortune cookie flavor our journey
It's the last I got
I'm looking for the old woman
The gate keeper to the other side
Where we have the wholly divide
Away from this hellish relish
And Instead:
Dumpling soup, dumpling plump, fried in foie gras butter perhaps?
Holy condiment burns through fiery on your Thai chili adjusted tongue,

BUT THAT'S JUST ME! It tastes different for everyone

"OH, I can't help it!

We are all starving, the bus is outta' gas, and spewing smoke, Gus is cussing up a storm, Roberta's lighting up her last swiff... I think Larry's getting water"
said Jimmy to Sally and Stu

All digging through our pockets to get the last crumb or two
Looking forward to what we share
But it looks like
It's not a lot

Dumpling Stew #6 (The Smoking Trout)

Lyrics

I have some anxiety about this
But I'm not worrying too much
You seem to hit a node
I feel recharged

Electricity from your eyes
I think I see you 
Wandering in the distance of my mind
I'm always surprised 
Every time

How strange is our timing?
What a landscape of emotional involvement...

Incomprehensible...
No words to describe..
I feel so burnt out alone
But tomorrow I look forward to you

It's never boring when I'm around you
It's never long enough
Never too much
All too much all at once
Is this ubiquitous, Love?

I have some anxiety about this
But I'm not fretting too much
You seem to take the right motions
I feel shocked
Whenever you touch my arm
I think I feel you
And I'm surprised
Every time

How strange is our space?
What an atmosphere being built!

Indescribable...
No words to comprehend...

I feel so underutilized by myself...

But I will later see you again

It's never boring when I'm around you
It's never long enough
Never too much
And All too much all at once
Is this ubiquitous, Love?
(Is this ubiquitous, Love?)

Node

lyrics:

Paper thin
Ominous?
Light as feather...
No, wait...

Is that sunlight in your eyes?
Oh, weigh me down:
Her hands are in your back pocket
That's a lot of power to give... 

I surrender to you
Tell me the truth
I've surrendered to you
Tell me the truth 

I am angry
(Deep rooted in solace)
But I feel it would dissolve
But I feel it would dissolve
I feel it would dissolve
I feel it would dissolve
I feel it would dissolve 

Paper thin
Ominous 
Light as feather
No weight on my skin
Is that sunlight in your eyes?
I see her hands in your back pocket
That's a lot of power to give 

I surrender to you
I surrender to you
I've surrendered to you
Tell me the truth
Tell me the truth
Tell me the truth
Tell me the truth
Tell me the truth
Tell me the truth 
Tell me the truth
Tell me the truth...

Truth Seeker

This song features my best friend and amazing poet:
Arthur Jackson V of his name.

if you would like to hear more of his beautiful poetry:
https://www.instagram.com/afro_pup/?hl=en

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