still random - 2

911: Pulses

We All Have Secrets

tonight i don't exist

next life

CLOUDS

Clouds Score Suite

Love Trap

Subotnick by Caribou 

https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/the-milk-of-human-kindness/id45468305

Subotnick (Slow) by Caribou

Star Shopping

Stream on Spotify

i hate you, but i love you

mixed and coproduced by @halberd-3000 and coproduced by @niyawn
Art by @Chrosky
I been doing a lot of short songs lately but I hope you guys rock with this <3, more music soon

So I, see myself waking up next to you
And then I wake up and proceed to send a text or two
I'm wreckless and I'm jealous I'm confused at why you'd mess with me
I'm but some plankton in this deep blue see
I'm average, got some baggage but I'm different and I swear it
You been treated like a jester but I'll show you how I'll cherish
The sweetest pick of the bunch, and the mindset of a runt
In the pack that he can't manage but he tries to avoid damaging you
It's me, it's me, and I been thinking of we, me and you, and I, and us
Believe, the fact I'm tryna treat you like a queen
Up in this castle that I'll make from all the better memories we've yet to have
So don't be mad at me, when I say we're meant to be together cause it's gravity
You're like the sun because you light up everything in my world
And though you're irritating I would never change that you're my girl

All these late calls we waste away our time my dear
I just forget my line my dear I'm thinking of you
I can't say more, I'm focused on your shine my dear
I love these summer nights my dear with you

Summer Nights (prod. Halberd x nion)

Come Over When You're Sober

U Said (prod. by smokeasac & IIVI)

@lilhappylilsad

music video: https://youtu.be/qSVPoTjlw-8

she told me i was nothing n it hurt
she used to make me happy n feel special with her words
i tried to shed some light on all the dark inside of her
she used to be my everything and now im off the drugs 

i fell to the ground
im smoking all the time
just tryna survive
i might kill myself tonight

i never fucking know
when im gonna go
cause one day i am happy
next im strangled by the noose

i fell to the ground
crying all the time
sadness in my sound
i am always on the grind

im always feeling low
stuck inside my mind
i just wanna go
but i never seem to die

always in my bed i made her leave me here alone
screamin at her crying i would point her to the door
all i ever want is her to be here when im low
i try to act unbothered but i end up hurting more
x2

i fell to the ground
im smoking all the time
just tryna survive
i might kill myself tonight

i never fucking know
when im gonna go
cause one day i am happy
next im strangled by the noose

i fell to the ground
crying all the time
sadness in my sound
i am always on the grind

im always feeling low
stuck inside my mind
i just wanna go
but i never seem to die

survive (VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

produced by: @nadiak
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XCFcnAUoCpI&t=45s

Reflection (prod. nadiak) *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

I'm Not Coming Home (prod. killedmyself)

Come Over When You're Sober, Pt. 2

Broken Smile (My All)

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https://Empire.lnk.to/Skins

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difference (interlude)

The ghost of you floats in the smoke

Shattered -

https://soundcloud.com/prodbyshattered

https://www.instagram.com/prodbyshattered/

shattered - tell me that you miss me  (slowed + reverb)

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https://Empire.lnk.to/BadVibesForever

wanna grow old (i won't let go) (feat. Jimmy Levy)

give me 5 more minutes

prod: https://soundcloud.com/irby314

lyrics:
i know that you wont hear this
so i can be as honest as i want
isnt that fun
ive been wondering how it feels to stare down the barrel of a gun
so give me 5 more minutes
so i can clear my head up
so i can dry my eyes, love
i know that u wont get it 
but i think its time i said it 

i still care, but i know that i shouldnt
i cant help but wonder 
i hope your not hurting 
im getting used to my burdens
i know u wont hear this
my mind isnt working

my mind isnt working 

i still care
i hope u know that u can talk to me 
even tho your words cut me to the artery
i hope u know that i dont hate u 
even tho i really fucking want to 
so when its late and im feeling low
replacing air with chemicals 
i tend to forget what im holding on for
and nothing feels real
its so hard to forget when i cant heal

i still care, but i know that i shouldnt
i cant help but wonder 
i hope your not hurting 
im getting used to my burdens
i know u wont hear this
my mind isnt working

still random - 2

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