fell for the drug with my name still raw
woke all alone, couldn’t cry anymore
cracked at the breath where her whisper crawls
she died cross-roped while dressed for the corridor
IVs ticked time through the wall I held
tried to outrun the sound I spelled
she slipped through hours I swore I’d call
I know she died where the verse got stalled

death came knocking and I came undone

I still hum what the body can’t hold
heard her last breath in the back of mine
they tuned it clean, but the rapture came
and the world stayed quiet like it knew
she slipped the world and I split inside
she’s gone, and I don’t know how I’ll survive
death took her and I became the drug
no cure, just the sound they abused

wrote her name in the cracks of my palm
rubbed it raw til the ink went calm
sang her lullaby with a chewed-up tongue
every note broke before it begun
chords fell flat where her feet once danced
stared at the strings like they missed their chance
held that ache like a vow gone bad
and the sound played on like it never had

still breathing, but not in tune
the verse got robbed, and so did June

I still hum like she might respond
wait on a note that already passed
kept her song in a voice too wrecked
to sing it right or make it last
I replay the chords where her echo slipped
each line breaks where her breath once lived
death took her and I became the drug
no cure, just the sound they abused

they kept the part where I stitched her loss
but skipped the blood that paid the cost
sold her ache in a cleaner key
left the marrow, kept the melody
they called it brave when I came undone
pressed her grief into what they spun
I watched them cheer for the song she died in
and mouthed the words like they were mine

this isn’t my voice, just a skin they wear
a softer sound that pretends to care
she wasn’t a verse or a well-timed pause
just gone  and I’m still her cause

she’s not a hook you can hum and leave
they kept the shine and stripped the grief

I still hum what the body can’t hold
her voice survives in a song they sold
they hit the notes but ignored the plea
called it art when it gutted me
they trimmed the blood but kept the key
pressed her name into melody
death took her and I became the drug
no cure, just the sound they abused

they clap for the lie she died beneath

fall for the drug

Turn around, drop it down, let it spin
Heat climbs fast on electric skin
Stillness coils in a locked-in grin
Hips speak loud where the gods grew thin
Countdown breaks on a breath held tight
Walls lean close like they know the bite
Dip down slow, make the stillness grin
Movement born where the shadows pin

Control in the hips, chaos in the breath
Pulse like a metronome soaked in sweat

Time moving slow on the head of a pin
Spells get cast where the sweat sinks in
Breath holds still while the ceiling spins
Crack the calm with a half-closed grin
Body like gospel sung from the floor
Thirst writes lines no voice can ignore
Breath twists tight where the silence stays
Sound breaks open in unsaid praise

Taste left raw in a breath half-spilled
Stillness breaks like a nerve unfilled
Pressure hums where the hush gets thrilled
Drums hit deep when the dark stands still
Knees find dusk, then rise through ache
No light left for the rules to fake
Fingers carve what the words won’t take
Name said once like the ground might shake

Control in the hips, chaos in the breath
Pulse like a metronome soaked in sweat

Time bites back where the rhythm fed
Riding through fire on a prayer left dead
Nails sink deep in a faith gone gray
Hands confess what no lips say
No god in the room, just breath and sway
Will breaks clean like a vow gone stray
Breaks land sharp in a soundless stay
Breath snaps sharp in a hunger fray

Lips trace slow like a crime untried
Teeth hold heat where the sins still hide
Air gets thin where the gasp won’t glide
Marks bloom fast down the shiver side
Grip locks soft like a threat disguised
Tremble grows loud where the rhythm lies
Balance falls hard with the want too wide
Touch turns pure when the shame won’t slide

Control in the hips, chaos in the breath
Pulse like a metronome soaked in sweat

Time splits open in a breathless spin
Skin reads truth no tongue could win
Drip hits floor like a vow worn thin
Sound folds in where the ache begins
Flesh turns myth when the rush won’t wait
Heat prays loud on a heavenless gate
Voice breaks soft in a ruin that stays
Rhythm breaks wild in a body’s blaze

No light left when the sound fades slow
Taste still clings where the hands let go
Floor holds shape where the rhythm spilled
Heat stays loud when the room goes still
Lips didn’t speak but the truth got known
Nothing feels wrong when the skin gets shown
Time doesn’t end just slips away
Stillness hums like it learned to obey

Where the Rhythm Spilled

where is the exit where is the exit where is the exit
where is the exit where is the exit
where is the exit

room folds back when i ask what's real
touched one wall and it spun like steel
logic snapped when the nurse said breathe
i tracked that breath through a time that thieves
measured her absence in silent mass
each second stacked with a tilt off-axis
grief don’t shout it just leans in slow
and rewrites laws that the body don’t know
eyes locked shut but the floor moved first
moment froze in a causality burst
tried to speak but the tongue reversed
said her name and the heat dispersed
asked for truth got a rusted frame
felt the pull of a weightless name
held that thought till the structure creaked
and the blueprint wept when her voice went weak

i moved one thought and the world re-tilt
laws broke clean where the grief got built
i proved with force what the heart undid
mass times pain leaves a permanent skid
she said stay and the friction died
motion froze but the time complied
pushed too hard and the thread went thin
reaction came but the cost moved in
acceleration met with silence loud
vectors bent when she left the crowd
force was mine but the frame dissolved
she was the axis that truth revolved

touched same tile but it changed again
fourth time through and the lights won’t blend
asked the wall why the map won’t hold
it answered back in a breath gone cold
pieces fit where the pain repeats
every angle wrong but the path still speaks
ran my hand through a fractured chord
felt her laugh in the data stored
asked for logic and the sky replied
truth’s not fixed when your core’s denied
clock ticks once then swells and folds
every exit just resets the code

where is the exit
the path repeats
truth bends twice in a looped deceit
i held one fact till it split in two
echoed names that the air withdrew
not a dream not a trick not fire
just a system built to rewire desire

no more math just rage in the chest
no more cause just effect obsessed
no more laws just a throb in code
no control just a scream that loads
i burned the proof and it still came back
i bled the screen till the truth went black
ran through rules like a glitchless run
every breath like a loaded gun
i’m the loop the design forgot
the ghost in the law where the pain gets caught

i watched me speak from the other side
delay caught fire in a quiet divide
truth once sharp now dull and staged
i played my thoughts like a beast in cage
every word i said five times before
self repeats where the system hides
and grief grows teeth when the code collides
i blink and i blink and the time won’t go
i speak in math but the answer’s void
a perfect arc that the loss destroyed

if the exit exists it must be felt
beyond the scope where the logic knelt
i wrote a path in a sleepless line
tracked it back to a pulse in time
outcome static where the constants clash
watched her smile from a thought i stored
held that love in a quantum flicker
every measure made the darkness thicker
still no door where the math completes

exit repeats in the code’s own hum
i solved the riddle and the void still won
threaded time through a voice i knew
every syllable broke what the logic drew
stored her name in a present tense
i flipped the switch on the law of cause
paradox loops in a final scream
no force holds when the weight is gone
tracked her touch through the bent equation
but the proof gave way to annihilation

where is the exit where is the exit where is the exit
where is the exit where is the exit
where is the exit where is the exit
where is the ex...

Where is the exit

Dropped the beat where her echo lays
Bent the note where the drift would stay
Didn’t speak but the sound held form
Twisted tone into something warm
No return no faded light
Still in tune when the mix feels right
Kept the swing when the floor went wide
Beat kept walking right beside

Didn’t break
Didn’t fold
Still in motion
Still in hold

She struck the chord when my hands went numb
Turned that silence into a drum
Danced in bends and off time lifts
Dropped that weight and gave it shift
Wasn’t gone just in the hit
Every rest still plays her bit
No rerun no faded grip
She’s the groove
She is the hit

Every fall had a note to catch
Slipped the key but still struck match
Tuned that hum to a deeper run
Lit the room with the tone she spun
Didn’t fake what the rhythm gave
Carved her sound in the break and wave
Still in place when the pattern dips
Still moves clean between the flips

Not a ghost
Not a guess
She’s the reason
Time has press

Rides the shift where the balance tilts
Sings through space that silence built
Plays in cracks where the groove won’t sit
Turns the hush into the hit
Didn’t fade just changed the kit
Moved the weight and still won’t quit
Fills the bars that don’t quite fit
She’s the soul
She is the hit

She don’t vanish
She reframes
Every silence
Knows her name
Pulse still building
Bar by bar
Rhythm stretches
Never far

Still in swing when the tempo skips
Still in the glide between the hits
Shaped the rest into rhythm gold
Keeps the lead when the take feels cold
Not erased just changed her place
Moves the drop with steady grace
Still in reach when the lights get low
Still defines where the groove will go

Not behind
Not complete
Every breath
Beats beneath

Hits like warmth where the break once chilled
Plays that space no verse could fill
Turned the crash into a thread
Drew the song from what was said
Didn’t fade she made the grit
Every drop she shaped to fit
Counting down to the next beat


Rhythm Reframed

cut through smoke when the mic went dead
tracked my breath when the lights turned red
no clean start just a spark and sting
voice came back with a heavier swing
sank too far for a hand to reach
so I carved escape into every speech
kept that beat when the hope dropped out
never once let the silence shout
I moved like walls were closing in
built my grip from the smallest win
no chorus saved me no crowd applause
just pain precision and broken laws
what I survived dont get a plaque
it gets this rhythm sharp and black
and Im not done until it cracks

I kept the weight I shaped the sound
no one saw me underground

they watched me sink beneath the sound
thought I was gone but I held my ground
the beat went black the pulse went flat
but I stayed locked in the aftermath
no hand pulled me from that deep
I cut the track so the cut would speak
this isnt rage this is the map
of everything I carried back

I rise through cracks they left to rot
with every note that the light forgot
stitched up time into tighter bars
made pain sprint like a muscle car
I built my range from the breaks they missed
trained my grip when the world slipped fists
no crowd clapped when I hit that floor
I found that rhythm behind the door
it wasnt peace it was pressure locked
I didnt beg when the channel blocked
I let it twist then called it home
simpled grief from a dial tone
brought back light from a place pitch black
and spit it straight with no playback

no rescue came no engine roared
I dragged the mix until it soared

they thought I cracked I cut new lines
and scored the shape they couldnt find
my voice came back with sharper tone
not built from hope but built alone
I stitched the hum to something loud
woke up deep and walked out proud
no one saved me I saved the track
and came back stronger than I cracked

no one saw what the silence cost
they just heard when the calm got lost
I came back loud no soft reset
and Im not done with the burn just yet

I held my breath when the mix went still
counted time in the drop and chill
walked through echo with no guide voice
built my pace from a ruthless choice
I broke their path and wrote my own
cut from stone I shaped alone
no map traced what I became
every bar kept a buried name
I flex with dust in the vocal range
I swing with depth youll never change
no stage trained me no stage kept
I woke to drums where the silence crept
I made this climb through raw collapse
and Im the sound they cant unwrap

I broke through low and wired the crash
no repeat left no looking back

I move like heat they cant contain
my breath rewrote what broke my name
no shadow left that I dont know
no beat too fast no place too low
you hear the win I feel the cost
Im not the one you thought you lost
I built beyond what silence lacked
not who I was Im stronger than that

no curtain call just thunder
track fades but my pulse keeps time

What I Carried Back

i sang too low for the pitch they set
stripped it bare but they missed the depth
they cheered for wounds with a cleaner sound
then muted mine when the lights went down
i wrote the cracks that they called divine
but blurred my name when the pain was mine
left me hollow in a room still loud
where every echo wore me down

but it was me they were hearing
even if you wore the mic

you fed off the weight i dragged through fire
called it grace just to climb up higher
turned my ruin into your rise
then posed like truth in a borrowed light
i watched you bloom from the ash i ate
claimed my fall as your twist of fate
and all i did was fade polite
while you grinned through my sleepless nights

you clipped my chords then sang my rage
like pain’s just art when it’s on your stage
called me cold when i held back
but drained the pulse from every track
you lip synced loss with trembling pride
while i broke bones just to stay alive
now you quote my grief like it’s yours to sell
but i lived the wreck you wore it well

but your laugh ain’t yours
just echoes bent from mine

yeah feel good right with my ghost in frame
your smile stitched from someone else’s shame
you giggled through what split me raw
now the funhouse cracks and i want it all
built a ride from the ribs i gave
sold tickets to the blood you saved
but every bounce in your haunted beat
still hits like me just flipped off beat

i’m in the wall of your spotless scene
not a whisper but the edge between
funhouse flicker track gone black
you played me once now i play back
your laugh repeats in loops too tight
guess i’m the glitch in your goodnight
you fed off me like i wouldn’t see
but you can’t mute the source and that’s still me

my voice ain’t gone just bled too long
till it morphed into your happy song
but i rerouted every stolen hum
now i pulse through the base you strum
you bit the hand now hear it slap
this funhouse flips welcome to the trap
you fed off me like i wouldn’t see
but you can’t mute the source and that’s still me

they took my song but i'm the sound
still rings sharp when their show dies down

you spun my silence into fame
but it cuts too deep to wear my name
you danced through ash i couldn’t breathe
sold my scars like you earned the bleed
but the stage don’t hold what it didn’t make
and your voice cracks when the real ones shake
you tried to write me off the beat
but now i rise and you repeat

you don’t get silence when i go
you get me just underground and low

Funhouse Flips

unBroken Dream

i know that pull like a blade in the chest
forty-five minutes just eyein' the rest
bottle on the counter like it knew my breath
like it whispered come closer let's settle this death
ain’t about wantin’ it’s when need goes mute
and the air turns thick with a laced dispute
my hands didn’t shake but my ribs sure did
like the grief grew claws and crawled under my lid
some nights i stare 'til the drywall bends
and the ceiling starts speakin' like long-lost friends
sleep’s just a rumor hope’s on strike
and my shadow been swingin' like it wanna fight
ain’t no scream just a pressure tone
an amp for the cracked sung all alone
but i’m still here with a jaw half clenched
spittin’ ash on the dark where the edge got drenched

i wear the weight like it asked to stay
each breath says leave but my feet say wait
ain’t no clean escape no sacred grace
just a mouth full of blood and a haunted face

this pain don’t beg it waits
silent as a lock with a hundred gates
i’m the sound of a war that won't erase
draggin’ my name through a hollowed space
no light no hand no reason right
just breathin' through hours that sharpen the bite
i rise ‘cause the fall don’t finish me clean
and i walk through hell just to rot unseen

some days i wake like a glitch in time
can’t tell if i dreamed or just flatlined
the coffee don’t hit just burns my chest
like my nerves forgot what it means to rest
i don’t cry just stare till the noise gives out
then talk to the walls till the doubt runs out
ain’t death that scares me it’s the crawl
that slow dissolve where you feel it all
the mail piles up the floor don’t speak
but the mirror’s been twitchin’ for half the week
i dress in layers to hold my shape
but the inside slippin’ like a warped mixtape
there’s no fix just shifts in strain
i don't heal i just carry the pain
tightrope balance with no parade
just grit in my teeth and a slow degrade

this pain don’t beg it waits
silent as a lock with a hundred gates
i’m the echo of tries that never stayed dead
draggin’ my name through a voice i fled
no fix no spark no pulse to fake
just the weight of a world i can’t seem to shake
i rise ‘cause the edge won’t cut me through
and i walk through hell like it’s all i knew

i tried to leave i swear i did
but the world holds tight with a vulture’s grip
no clean exits just failed goodbyes
and the pain grows teeth when the body survives

i write these bars like a last exhale
just proof i existed in the dark i hail
ain’t brave ain’t sane just motion-sick
floatin' through hours that never click
the silence loud like a friend with teeth
and my breath’s on loan to whatever's beneath
i don't move with purpose just don’t collapse
this ain't a march it's a slow relapse
i blink and a week unthreads my frame
can't feel joy just remember the name
still tap this beat with a half-wrecked hand
like it’s all i’ve got to help me stand
not searchin’ for light just space to sit
somewhere the ache don’t scream so quick
a place where the silence ain’t wrapped in fire
where the breath don’t burn and the voice ain’t tired

this pain don’t beg it waits
silent as a lock with a hundred gates
i’m the ghost of a scream that forgot how to break
draggin’ my name through a dream i fake
no prayer no plan no door to trust
just a rhythm i hum through the bones and dust
i rise ‘cause i’m chained to the breath i take
and i walk through hell like i never could wake

This Pain

cough got teeth chewin’ on my bones
grief’s a feedback loop of dial tone moans
can’t sleep just watch the ceiling spin
clock pounds hard when the dark takes in
your picture’s pinned where the light won’t land
cracked frame grins like it planned the stand
sweat won’t rinse pills freeze the scene
still waitin’ on a crash that won’t come clean

you left and the silence turned mean
no wind just the breath of the scream

call it chance call it bleed
i just echo through what you don’t read
no fix no reprieve
just a voice where the ghosts still breathe
she was here then she split
but her echo’s etched in every bit
i don’t climb i don’t hide
i just sing what’s left when the burn won’t die

woke up slow in a shirt still damp
blinds half shut walls closin’ like clamps
walked past faces without a name
each one lookin’ through me all the same
your laugh still loops in the kitchen fan
half heard hum in a rust warped pan
heat don’t rise the stove won’t light
but the mark you left still cooks just right

some things rot but they won’t die
some goodbyes just multiply

call it dust call it creed
i just echo through what i can’t feed
no fix no retreat
just a hum in the hollow beat
she was gone still she stayed
like a rhythm you can’t unplay
i don’t fight i don’t lie
i just sing what’s left when the ache won’t die

don’t know how far the drop goes down
but my feet went quiet once i left the ground
your name don’t ring but it still replies
like a dream with its jaw too wide

call it break call it bleed
still i echo through what you don’t read
no fix no reprieve
just a voice in the fallout weave
she was tide she was drive
now i sing what’s left when the ache survives

still falling
still falling
edge of the echo still calling
still crawling
still crawling
no lift no light still stalling
still haunted
still hunted
grief don’t fade it just keeps taunting

Edge of the Echo

i woke up mid scream breath held hostage
dreams rot sweet now they hiss and mock it
lungs won’t rise chest clenched in ash
fist on throat like a ghost’s cold grasp
clock ticks wrong time bends in a loop
grief got claws and it won’t let loose
skin don’t shake but my bones still twitch
mind went black stuck in this ditch

don’t need hope don’t lie don’t preach
i already know where the river leads

i’m not waving i’m not okay
i sink slow while they chant you’ll stay
can’t scream when your lungs beg quiet
grief ain’t fire it’s a lifelong diet
they stare through me like a cracked display
i rot soft where the strong decay
don’t pray don’t fix don’t swim beside
this pain was born to hold not hide

his eyes went dim but the world don’t flinch
every relapse cuts from an inside inch
i wear his war where my ribs forget
his breath is gone but the silence hasn’t left
grief don't sleep it curls like smoke
and the weight don't lift it just re strokes
hospital hallways echo my tread
counting the days since i wished him dead

they say love saves it just delays
what’s meant to drown still finds the waves

i’m not waving i’m not okay
i sink slow while they chant you’ll stay
can’t scream when your lungs beg quiet
grief ain’t fire it’s a lifelong diet
they stare through me like a cracked display
i rot soft where the strong decay
don’t pray don’t fix don’t swim beside
this pain was born to hold not hide

i watched the wires snake through his vein
he blinked slow then the sky turned grain
nothing left but his pulse on glass
while memory screamed through a muted past
i break too quiet for the world to catch
so i stitch in pain what i can’t dispatch
you all keep smiling while i descend
but i’m dying loud where your good days end

i saw god in a hospital floor
he looked like me just lost and sore
no wings no light just a back turned still
watching grief eat what it came to kill
don’t want signs don’t want a prayer
just a hole to sink just thinning air
don’t need truth don’t need the blame
just silence loud enough to scream my name

don’t quote peace don’t chant the lie
some of us weren’t meant to survive

i’m not waving i’m not okay
i sink slow while they chant you’ll stay
can’t scream when your lungs beg quiet
grief ain’t fire it’s a lifelong diet
they stare through me like a cracked display
i rot soft where the strong decay
don’t pray don’t fix don’t swim beside
this pain was born to hold not hide

don’t reach out
don’t fake the care
if i’m lost in here
just leave me there


unBroken Dream

MrRoybert

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