This track is about someone very important to me personally. I've known her for a year and she's already done a lot for me. She was my support in difficult times and I helped her when it was hard for her. I truly love her with all my heart and only next to her I feel alive. Sometimes she upsets me, I care and worry about her, but despite this we stay together, even though at a distance. I don't know how I will be without her, she is my everything, only with her I feel alive, only with her I can feel really happy, she gives me all the emotions that I can experience from deep sadness and pain to the strongest happiness. This track is an outlet, none of the samples were recorded specifically for this track, they are all taken from her voice messages that are so dear to me, I tried to put as much of her voice into the track as possible, throughout the intro her voice plays, sines modulated by her phrases, cherished words mixed with white noise, all to convey what goes through my head every time I hear her. I can't be without her, she's like sunshine to my flowers, she's my everything, she's my only.

She's my everything, She's my only

She (was) my everything, my only

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abandoned child, forest fog

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nuuee - blank obituary

@unhappy-existence 
https://on.soundcloud.com/Wf4fiPL3CF1mqHTm9

the worst part is that I can't put into words everything I feel (w/ menher)

Hope it was worth the wait xd... (Wish I made it longer tbh)

1/5 - New Album. Enjoy the sounds lovelies, no long ass summary like usual. More coming soon (I promise, I have big but reachable goals for 2025!) <3 xo - Ahdd.


edit: 03/08/2025
Changed cover to what album cover will be.

Laurie XR

It's hard to continue on saying goodbye to her, yet I feel numb and emotionless to this day of when she left, I'm not sure why I'm still emotionless to this day even if the only way to be sad of it all is to reminisce the time we spent together, all I can hope is she'll return back one day...

1000 Days of a ruined friendship

sample: 5ubaruu - tired eyes (intro)
author: https://soundcloud.com/subaruusux

very tired eyes

watching the stars twinkle as i suppress all the memories i want to forget

Europa Park - Euro-Mir (Mr.Chippy Remix)

CALENDERS

If something upsets me then it is not real. Anything that upsets, annoys or bothers me is a temporary hallucination that will be corrected by nature and my divine destiny.

https://linktr.ee/stormoutside

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