i should be sleeping but i keep finding like the best music ever, i love this

This track is about someone very important to me personally. I've known her for a year and she's already done a lot for me. She was my support in difficult times and I helped her when it was hard for her. I truly love her with all my heart and only next to her I feel alive. Sometimes she upsets me, I care and worry about her, but despite this we stay together, even though at a distance. I don't know how I will be without her, she is my everything, only with her I feel alive, only with her I can feel really happy, she gives me all the emotions that I can experience from deep sadness and pain to the strongest happiness. This track is an outlet, none of the samples were recorded specifically for this track, they are all taken from her voice messages that are so dear to me, I tried to put as much of her voice into the track as possible, throughout the intro her voice plays, sines modulated by her phrases, cherished words mixed with white noise, all to convey what goes through my head every time I hear her. I can't be without her, she's like sunshine to my flowers, she's my everything, she's my only.

She's my everything, She's my only

She (was) my everything, my only

inspired by https://open.spotify.com/intl-pt/track/7kLrSyuf56CsOkZAwFf7Y0?si=27a409a303594682

total disconnect

nuuee - blank obituary

@unhappy-existence 
https://on.soundcloud.com/Wf4fiPL3CF1mqHTm9

the worst part is that I can't put into words everything I feel (w/ menher)

I just took an unsurvivable dose of desoxyn

𝟼𝟿 𝟼𝙴 𝟼𝟼 𝟼𝙲 𝟼𝟿 𝟼𝟹 𝟽𝟺 𝟼𝟻
𝟼𝟺 𝟸𝟶 𝟽𝟻 𝟽𝟶 𝟼𝙵 𝟼𝙴 𝟸𝟶 𝟼𝙳
𝟽𝟿 𝟽𝟹 𝟼𝟻 𝟼𝙲 𝟼𝟼 𝟸𝟶 𝟼𝟷 𝟼𝙴
𝟼𝟺 𝟸𝟶 𝟼𝟷 𝟼𝙴 𝟼𝙵 𝟽𝟺 𝟼𝟾 𝟼𝟻
𝟽𝟸 𝟶𝙰 𝟶𝙰 𝟼𝙲 𝟼𝙵 𝟽𝟼 𝟼𝟻 𝟸𝟶
𝟼𝟿 𝟼𝙴 𝟽𝟺 𝟼𝙵 𝟸𝟶 𝟼𝟾 𝟼𝟷 𝟽𝟺
𝟽𝟸 𝟼𝟻 𝟼𝟺 𝟶𝙰 𝟶𝙰 𝟼𝟷 𝟼𝙲 𝟼𝙵
𝟼𝙴 𝟼𝟻 𝟸𝙲 𝟸𝟶 𝟼𝟿 𝟸𝟶 𝟽𝟹 𝟽𝟻
𝟼𝟼 𝟼𝟼 𝟼𝟻 𝟽𝟸 𝟶𝟶 𝟶𝟶 𝟶𝟶 𝟶𝟶

abandonment and letting go

inspired by https://soundcloud.com/comptonhikikomori/tell-me-what-station-i-should

other track w the same sample:
https://soundcloud.com/explosaointerna/lets-go-home-together-today?ref=clipboard&p=a&c=1&si=59d4c740b201479289ed398be71e90c7&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

https://soundcloud.com/comptonhikikomori i don't even know your real name, and we’ve never talked before, but your music is absolutely fascinating. you have no idea how much your music truly inspires me. i love everything on your soundcloud. i just want to say thank you—thank you for those messy and chaotic breaks, thank you for the incredible music you create. i miss your music I.W. <3

内的爆発

dedicated to my bestest friends @eurobeatlover69  @ucatela @lc9-299224612

meow moew meow meow....meow..

watching the stars twinkle as i suppress all the memories i want to forget

A journey into the impossible hybridization of classical music and drum n bass. Really enjoyed making this one :-)

The Semi-Violent Violin

ThingsSaid

Phökal - Superconsciousness (original mix)

If something upsets me then it is not real. Anything that upsets, annoys or bothers me is a temporary hallucination that will be corrected by nature and my divine destiny.

https://linktr.ee/stormoutside

meow moew meow meow....meow..

stormoutside

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