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Lyrics
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And if I saw you on the road you'd be missing
And if I saw you on the road you'd be missing
You'd go missing
We'd both go missing

And I thought it was you in the headlights
I ain't even stop a second, I don't feel right
Down a couple shots of rum with a mai tai
I don't care if you're with me or with another guy
That fucking other guy
Taking the spotlight
If I don't have it for a second then I might die
How many shots with the gun 'till it's my time?
I'm still asking is this really even my life
Is it my life?

And I could tell you I'm pathetic
But you already knew that when we broke up I'm the one who said it
Mrs. Leave it and forget it
Maybe if you bring up all my fuck ups I'll regret it
Blacked out on my terrace
Wondering if maybe I could be more than my merit
But don't you tell me that I meant it
I know what I meant and if you ask me Imma tell it

Oh motherfucker I don't need this
I've been dealing with my problems how I see fit
Yeah it hurts when I breathe in
Anything that escapes me from a feeling
And I pretend I've been dreaming
But I can always feel the nightmare seeping
Or maybe I'm the villain
And if I saw you on the road you'd be missing

And if I saw you on the road you'd be missing
And if I saw you on the road you'd be missing
You'd go missing
We'd both go missing

And I thought it was you in the headlights
I ain't even stop a second, I don't feel right
Down a couple shots of rum with a mai tai
I don't care if you're with me or with another guy
That fucking other guy
Taking the spotlight
If I don't have it for a second then I might die
How many shots with the gun 'till it's my time?
I'm still asking is this really even my life
Is it my life?

I thought it was you in the headlights

I Thought It Was You In The Headlights [Prod. Sorrow Bringer]

Cast Out (prod. Venus)

Carried Away

chorus
i know that i'm losing weight
but i don't really care anymore
i know that i haven't ate
'cause i'm so fucking numb to this (x?)
'cause i'm so numb 

verse
i got too many scars on my wrist, wrist
i know that you're worried, please don't worry bout shit, shit
you know i don't wanna live, live
i'm so sorry for telling you this 

chorus
i know that i'm losing weight
but i don't really care anymore
i know that i haven't ate
'cause i'm so fucking numb to this (x?)
'cause i'm so numb

(prod. NXMADIC)

i'm so fucking numb to this

the clouds move fast up here
i'm high as hell
i've got a midwest darling that i sip from a flask
i like to ask her when she thinks that you'll be calling me back
and california feels far away
good luck with that
i've got a stained glass heart that could put some color on her face
and god just gave me shaky hands because he's begging me to change

i'm high as hell
the clouds move fast up here
the clouds move fast up here

i've got a midwest darling that i sip from a flask
i like to ask her when she thinks that you'll be calling me back
i dance around the desert all night with a couple bullets in the mag
if i get cancer from the sun i'm going out like your dad
faith 
patience
i'm high as hell

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high as hell (p. jacob vallen)

I work myself, EXAUSTED
not knowing what the cost is
I smoke until I'm breathless
I'm young, stupid and reckless
~
Growing pains!
I got growing pains
but these drugs up in my veins
make them fade away
so I roll another spliff to take the pain away
feeling tight in my chest
Still I fight never rest til i'm gone
~
I'm fiending to get in the spotlight
But I'm not ready; keep my aim steady
These people they giving me frostbite
I cope all alone under starlight
~
I've been trying to be
to be free
I've been trying to be
to be me
~
But I want so much more
Sad that can't be the case
All these memories I hold
mold my empty face
Who I am
Maybe god had left me out the plans
Who am I besides thoughts and actions in a dance
~
So much beauty intertwined
good and evil in my mind
Nothing but a ball of pure potential I must find
gotta walk beyond the pines
Carve a path to my design
Every action taken is a step in a direction
Hope I make the right choices but you never can tell
waking up in hell kicking screaming oh well
I've been taking these desisions
hoping one day I'll be grinning
I just wanna live a life that matches with what I invision
oh lord knows that I've been sinning
I've been blurring out my vision
burning all the weed I have to make me feel alright
All these songs I'm singing help me sleep right thru the night
I can't live without them, they have been my guiding light
Thru the darkness
Thru the harvest
we are stardust
we are comets

Growing Pains [prod. neverforever]

lanterns(memento)

Prod. Kado

I thought you knew me 
I thought that you knew I was fucked up 
I told you over and over 
All you would give me was tough love 
When I was going through my worst 
When I thought the only way out was a hearse 
Everyone thinks that I’m so down to earth 
But I know the power I hold in my words 
They’re always so negative 
I don’t want to be negative 
I  want you to know that you’re relevant 
That you matter and you’ll get ahead of it
That you can get past the impediment 
That you’re made of more than just sediment 
I know it’s rough with your parents 
But You got a chance of repairing it
I thought you knew me 
You acted like you could see through me 
I couldn’t believe you would actually choose me 
I didn’t feel right for a month 
You asked me to put up a front 
Like why are you keeping this secret 
Who are you hiding me from 
I’ll do whatever you want 
I know it’s never enough 
I was up wishing for death again
Mom gets upset when I bring that shit up
This isn’t fair to me 
It’s fucking embarrassing
Ask where you were and you lied 
I couldn’t do this to you if I tried 

I don’t want to be negative

I thought you knew Me 
You honestly felt so familiar 
Like we’d met each other before 
In a dream that I couldn’t remember 
What am I fighting this for 
What am I really afraid of 
I’ll never give up on myself 
Some of us didn’t forget where we came from 
I thought you knew me 
I’m not a fan of Commitment 
You say it’s you or the music 
Gotta take care of my business  
And my feelings are valid 
Even if you’re not about it 
I finally know what I’m worth 
Try to talk down on me I won’t allow it 
I don’t want to be negative 
I want to tell you that you’re not defined by your past 
People will notice you giving your max
Soon you’ll feel better the pressure will pass
You’re up to the task I promise 
I know that you’re giving the effort 
You’re going above and beyond
Stressing about it till it makes you Chest hurt 
Everyone’s searching for peace 
We cope with unhealthy release 
I hope I’m helping you see that
All that you need is yourself and belief 
But My life is imperative 
And I have to to take care of it 
asked who you were and you lied 
I couldn’t do this to you if I tried 

I don’t want to be negative

Negative

Featuring HKFiftyOne on the vocals. Enjoy <3

look what i did from my room
i’m making money from rap lines
and i been addicted to loot
don’t know why i’m addicted to bad times
they play in my head on a loop
every day it’s getting harder to survive
and i just keep picturing you
the shape of your face but it’s harder to see mine
run it back
deja vu
i’ll lie to your face
i’m fine
and i landed right on the moon
i can never fall when i’m this high
i’m sipping wine
i wouldn’t mind if you stop by
i still think about you all the time
you’re the only one that i recognize
baby i’m here just gimme a sign

baby i’m here
just gimme a sign that you love me
need to know that you love me
expressing emotions and making my money
baby isn’t it lovely
looking around for somebody to hold me
cause i been so lonely
i been around causing damage
i’m feeling manic

i’m here
whenever you need me
i’m near
just look in your brain
i’m up there
and i just wish you could be here with me
and i just wish you could be here with me
and i just wish you could be here with me
just give me a sign that you love me
just give me a sign that you love me
just give me a sign that you love me
just give me a sign that you
love me

baby i’m here
just gimme a sign that you love me
need to know that you love me
expressing emotions and making my money
baby isn’t it lovely
looking around for somebody to hold me
cause i been so lonely
i been around causing damage
i’m feeling manic
baby i’m here
just gimme a sign that you love me
need to know that you love me
expressing emotions and making my money
baby isn’t it lovely
looking around for somebody to hold me
cause i been so lonely
i been around causing damage
i’m feeling manic

you could be here with me
you could be here with me
you could be here with me
you could be here with me
you could be here with me
you could be here with me 
you could be here with me
and i just wish-
gimme a sign that you
love me

LOVE (eric godlow)

I swear you’re so perfect but tragic
One look in your eyes I can tell that you’ve had it
You’re trying so hard just to break those bad habits 
Not seeing your worth just the pills that you smashing
Just to take from the pain but the people keep laughing 
They’re digging you deeper to cause a reaction 
you reach out for help but they think it’s attention
But I’ll stick by your side doesn’t matter what happens

Hope your warm when I’m not there
And I hope your brave when you get scared
And I hope your strong when theres despair
So I’ll hold you close till my arms wear
Cause you give me light when I can’t see
You bring me hope that I can’t reach
And you give me faith when I’m empty
You give me the strength when I can’t breathe

when I can’t breathe
think abt the tricks under your sleeve
matter fact life gettin messy
your fault cuz you know I don’t get no sleep
it’s abt what you put in the stare
makin it harder to breath
got me here trippin on air what is it that they don’t see

you’re makin it harder to quit this
look to the heavens have god as my witness
wrong all along on the mission hope I don’t you don’t miss me when I go missin
if I lose my flaws I think you come back
buti think that there would be tention
yea you say I’m wrong but I think I’m right
that’s y u jest sent me a message

look me in my eyes tell me that it’s gon be fine
every night when the light off see ur poltergeist

i know what your saying now
I’ll pick up the phone and I’ll play it loud
I’ll let ‘em all hear what I really found
if you want me dead I’ll leave unannounced

Hope your warm when I’m not there
And I hope your brave when you get scared
And I hope your strong when theres despair
So I’ll hold you close till my arms wear
Cause you give me light when I can’t see
You bring me hope that I can’t reach
And you give me faith when I’m empty
You give me the strength when I can’t breathe

lanterns(memento)

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