SWAG LIST PT4

mixed by suni vega :)

(eric)
Joystick, I hate when you play w/ me
we're feeling evil baby I hope that you pray4me
Lead me astray, psychopathic tendencies 
You cure the sickness in my brain yeah ur my remedy


(me)
Ur without a flaw in ur
Skin
Tight
Jeans
You did nothing wrong
Baby it’s
Timing
It’s never ur fault
Narcissist-
ic (narcissistic..)
Throwin fits
I leave
gets intense high key

But for once feel like nothing really mattered
And the sun
Makes ur halo mimic saturn’s

Let me find it out
But both of us hate those discussions 
Perfect timing now 
Think for once we’ll keep in touch 
And bring the silence out 
I think a month 
Was plenty enough to spend inside ur house

I can’t make a promise 
But I promised you the long run 
Tell me bby do you think you’ll be there when it’s all done?

Ice
cold
Light blue sweater and
I don’t
Mind the weather
Your eyes closed
Mine get redder
When I show
My displeasure


I don’t mind, I don’t mind, I don’t mind
Ur just high
You won’t die you’ll be fine
I don’t care to show that side but u can try
And I swear I still think ur one of a kind

I don’t mind, I don’t mind, I don’t mind
Ur just high
You won’t die you’ll be fine
make me suffer make it up or make it mine
i'm a lover it's a wonder I survive

u can try

u can try w/ ericdoa (prod. 4am)

I need a new life,I gotta reselect,the ones around me make me feel like I am at my death,another soul begin to slip I’m gonna lose my breath,another sentence that get bent I’m gonna break this curse,it seem like everyone around me gonna hate me first before they know my worth,before they see the person that I am my heart get hurt,my life get worse,I wanna tell you all my love can’t find the words I’m sick of it,I don’t wanna give my all again to another bitch,I don’t wanna put another razor to my fucking wrist,I don’t give a fuck about the start I need to find the end,my existence just another light that is gonna dim,my existence just  another time in another head,everybody got they own bubble they be living in,some people happy as fuck,while others giving in,some people good on the luck,while others never win. I’m so mad it’s so sad,rain coming in pouring on me I’m so sick,but I see that your glad,see my flesh rotting off yea I’m almost a skeleton,it’s not me, it’s your bad,blaming me for the things that I never did,but it’s fine it’s life, but I feel my heart darken call me maleficent🖤

MALEFICENT (6tracks)

hope you enjoy, or something <3 :")
prod. @user-230494921 <3

𝘪 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘸, 
𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘪𝘳𝘤𝘶𝘮𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘰𝘯𝘦'𝘴 𝘣𝘪𝘳𝘵𝘩 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘳𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘦𝘷𝘢𝘯𝘵.
𝘪𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘰 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘨𝘪𝘧𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦, 
𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘥𝘦𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘦𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘳𝘦.

(2x)
down on all fours, like a dog speakin' prayers
if i miss a call, it was on purpose, i swear
yellow-tainted teeth biting down into my hair
if i'm meaning what i preach
would my god even care?

she said i'm "hella right"
everything i say past three is hella right
and the night time 
welcomes me with open arms to tight bind
bright lights; everybody trusts it
i don't trust it at all
i'm terrified right now
wish i could give you a call :(

i overthink and scrap everything
i'm trapped behind these bars
that you could never see
a majority of the time
i'm disgusted by the industry
but if it's okay with you
then it's okay with me aswell

as the essence surrounds me 
and corrupts my soul
what a blinding gaze
i wish i could break it's hold
as i'm marching through a land
that is unknownst to me
i've only seen it inside of my dreams

(2x)
down on all fours, like a dog speakin' prayers
if i miss a call, it was on purpose, i swear
yellow-tainted teeth biting down into my hair
if i'm meaning what i preach
would my god even care?

purple fingers
makes these feelings linger
been staring into empty space
for way too long
caught up on what is "right"
and what is "wrong"

i thought about her
again, last night
again (3x)
last night

these thoughts give me dopa- 
dopamine
as long as i believe they're real

it always comes back to this...

would my god even care [prod. 4lexf]

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Lyrics
==================================
Yeah yeah, I remember back then
We were getting fucked up at parties
I spilled my drink on your shirt
And said I'm sorry
I felt like dirt 
You're saying you kinda want me
And thirty minutes later
We were feeling up our bodies
I would get my racks now
Ready up and pack out
Live together, maybe could get our act down
Would you ever worry
When I ever start to ask how
When you said forever
For however ever lasts now

Is it wrong that I care
Or is it wrong that I'm there at all
If you met me would you stop and stare
Or would you just keep walking on

Cause I was never enough for somebody like you
Spending every single moment alone in my room
I could respond but I don't want to
I'm only listening when you decide to tell me the truth
I'm a fuck up no matter what I do
And I'm sorry that you tried to see this through
Always on the run from another pursuit
Yeah you wanted me then, but would you want me anew

Say it's all in my head
Like I'm calling my friends
The stress gives me migraines
You're asking what I say
I don't know what's best
I never got any rest
So we crawl into bed
The depression lessens on your chest
No stress or tension in my breath
No mention to forget all that I said

Dodging cupid is fruitless every time that I try
Couldn't stop these feelings while I'm writing alibis
But I ain't stupid I know it's probably all in my mind
Fuck it grab the pills, hope I pop a cyanide

Is it wrong that I care
Or is it wrong that I'm there at all
If you met me would you stop and stare
Or would you just keep walking on

Cause I was never enough for somebody like you
Spending every single moment alone in my room
I cold respond but I don't want to
I'm only listening when you decide to tell me the truth
I'm a fuck up no matter what I do
And I'm sorry that you tried to see this through
Always on the run from another pursuit
Yeah you wanted me then, but would you want me anew

Somebody Like You [Prod. Cian]

LYRICS:
And I'm sorry bout the things I said
There's no need to leave me left on read
But I get it girl
I've been thinking bout the days we fight
Walking on thin ice
I'm the fire to your candle girl
Best believe me I'm trying heal us
But baby girl I'm no genius
Gotta tell me how you feel, It's between us
Argue, late nights, I'm left sleepless
~
She wants dates nights, I want nights in
Got a bottle on the night stand
Bite my tongue so she stops crying
and I'm so sick and tired of lying to get what I want
Either you love me or leave me alone
Calling and calling please pick up the phone
I remain silent when I hear the tone
~
Girl I need you bad
Always on my mind
I've been in my bag
Remember all the time that we spent?
Late nights high, blowin smoke out the vent
now you always wanna vent
I'm like what'd I do now
Girl just tell me, I don't got a clue, nah
Why I got to fix shit when you're feeling blue?
Cause when I feel the same I got to fix it too
I'm done
Tell me how it is or I'm done
If you not gon try
Girl I gotta run
I can see it your eyes that you puttin on a front
On thin ice, hope it cracks, so I plunge
Freezing to the bone, Got me feeling how you felt
If you truly love me girl maybe I can melt
If not, oh well ... leave me cold, shattered and broken
~
And I'm sorry bout the things I said
There's no need to leave me left on read
But I get it girl
I've been thinking bout the days we fight
Walking on thin ice
I'm the fire to your candle girl
Best believe me I'm trying heal us
But baby girl I'm no genius
Gotta tell me how you feel, It's between us
Argue, late nights, I'm left sleepless
~
Rainy days
Hear lightning striking
I remember getting geeked when She typing
Now I'm lucky for a text without frightening
Me to the core, little love left Syphon
Crying cause memories haunt
Grasping whats left
Cause what's next I don't want
I lost myself in you
Parts of my heart
Thoughts of my past with her tares me appart

Thin Ice [Luv2Feel]

@reject333
@not-a-fucking-hero

maybe im not good enough
for you to gimme all ur love
i rly miss ur fuckin touch
so ima let out all my blood

dont take the knife away from me
there aint a point in savin me
my current state youd hate to see
so ill just end it hastily

ur make believe
i dont wanna be what u make me to be
and i dont wanna dissapoint my family
but this whole damn time nobody was there for me

so ill go


dont really wanna go but i know i cant stay
in the back of my mind voices takin their place
everybody linin up for the start of the race
when i hear the gunshot i cant keep the same pace

take a 9 millimeter to the side of my face 
so i dont have to sit here and count down the days
take a chunk of my flesh just to get you a taste
when i die fuckin happy ill be a disgrace

and i dont want my legacy to go to waste
so the fame and immortality is what ima chase
but everything i want is stuck behind a lens painted grey
i cant make out the faces cant make out the shapes 

[popularreject:]
baby im not good enough 
for you to even give a fuck 
my hands are tied 
my wrists are cut 
and ima drain out all my blood
you arent where youre supposed to be
you belong here close to me 
and ive been thinking overly 
you arent where youre supposed to be 
im not the best but im doing better
lifes a mess youre fine then whatever.
you dont want me alive and thats messed up
smoking so much i fill my chest up
im not the best but im doing better
lifes a mess youre fine then whatever.
you dont want me alive and thats messed up
babygirl jus-

HOLD ON
COULD YOU HELP ME HOME
LET ME KNOW
GIVE ME HOPE
HOW LONG
YOU COULDN'T HELP ME I'M TOO GONE
HOW LONG
HOW LONG
i need a change right now
could someone fuckin notice
in jus a couple days
went thru a couple pounds of potent
its generic as fuck but i'm really on my own
SHIT
that's jus the show biz is what they say
is what they say
is what they say

disgrace

disgrace w/ popularreject (hero)

there's guns in the house (prod by Thornskin x baboon)

Drown It Out

Stream 0% ft. ZillaKami:
https://snot.lnk.to/zeropercent

Prod. Joe Reeves & The Elements

0% (feat. ZillaKami)

'paranoid' produced by heylog

lyrics:
we go and hike in the woods
what a perfect place to be
all my troubles behind
no sign of reality
i could live here and build
a shelter out of trees
say goodbye to the world
no electricity
the way the sun hits the water
i swear i see god himself
i feel shame, i feel hurt
it's like i'm somebody else
i try to hide but it's not
gonna help or save me
cover up all the shame
like adam and eve

i intimidate her
i think she's scared of me
cause your biggest fear is that i'll leave
and then you'll carry on
like nothing happened
and then you'll think about me one night and leech in
why don't you try me
i'm always hiding
i'm like a needle in a haystack, u won't find me
my teeth, i'm grinding
feel like i'm flying
i told you once, i'll say again you'll never find me

hanging out down by the creek
couple deer following me
if i stop to look at them they just stand there as if they freeze
why haven't they ran away?
figured they wouldn't have stayed
hear some branches crack behind now i'm paranoid of this place
look to my left and my right
check my shoulder one more time
maybe i'm a schizophrenic, i be fearing for my life
you hear that, you hear the tones?
i'm convinced i'm not alone
maybe i'll go deeper in the forest to find out if i'm pyscho

we go and hike in the woods
what a perfect place to be
all my troubles behind
no sign of reality
i could live here and build
a shelter out of trees
say goodbye to the world
no electricity
the way the sun hits the water
i swear i see god himself
i feel shame, i feel hurt
it's like i'm somebody else
i try to hide but it's not
gonna help or save me
cover up all the shame
like adam and eve

spotify

paranoid

New World Depression

Burgundy

Misery in Waking Hours

Misery In Waking Hours

SPLIT(cosyboys)

RAMBØ² prod. by swiftfox

Moon feat. Mxrcyyy

[+] i know well what i am fleeing from, but not what i am in search of
* featuring @steadysuffer * prod by @bornhero *
(artwork created by @scottysplash)

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[hook:]
i remember days they were laughing at my shit
but now im coming up, so they all want a pic
catch me in the crib, chillin with a new bitch
they tell me that i'm nice, now they tell me that im sick

[verse:]
hate be alone, but i still drive slow
when im by myself and my mind froze
she just took my heart, she a dark rose
i still hate myself, but thats another road

i still miss the bars but i let em' go
i ain't tryna die, but you never know
i still love that girl but i let her go
left it all behind, for the better though

[verse 2: steadysuffer]
they always telling me the same shit
i don't wanna hear that
now you're all up in my face like
where the fuck the pack at?
i hid the louis belt in my backpack
smoked out to the max yah
ice all in my white cup
fucked up, i'm like fuck love
tell me i'm a starter
iced out in a charter
boof louder than farter
coughed up, Skywalker
and if you're thinking that staring will help me now
you're wrong
all the pressure you put on my back was soft
i'm raw
it was soft
oh like you were coming back
but you just had to ask
oh god

SPLIT(cosyboys)

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