INTRO: MISSING ME

Let me give you my heart 
So you don't fucking care 
Let me give you the world
So you can throw away 
Hurt me, right, just like that
So I can fall in love, in love
Oh my God, why did I fell for you? 

I know I'm stuck on this 
Maybe I like this shit
I'll be good just like this
So you can be happy 
I won't hurt you again
Yeah, I'm so in love, in love
Oh my God, do anything for you 

But is hard
To the tough and rough all the time
But you'll be upset again 
And I'm in love, in love
(So, what I can do to apologize?) 

Use me 
Don't ask for me, just do it 
I hate it when you do this
Don't care about it, just use me, abuse me, I'm your pretty little plastic bag 
Do it
Don't ask for me, just do it
I hate it when you do this
Don't care about it, just use me, abuse me, I'm your pretty little plastic bag 

Your little plastic bag 
Your pretty plastic bag 

Hm, hm, ya, ay, ay 
Please get out of my head, yeah
You know you don't belong in there 
You know I'm already over it 
But you can always make me sad 
But you can always blame me for that
Hurry up, hurry up, make me sad 
Hurry up, hurry up, make me sad
Hurry up, hurry up, make-
Shout at me! Forget all the good stuff 
Fight with me! You never do wrong 
Paint me like the bad guy, maybe I am the bad guy 
Maybe I deserve to cry at night, maybe I deserve to not be alright 
Maybe I'll never be alright, maybe I don't deserve love, right? 

But is hard
To the tough and rough all the time
But you'll be upset again 
And I'm in love, in love


Use me 
Don't ask for me, just do it 
I hate it when you do this
Don't care about it, just use me, abuse me, I'm your pretty little plastic bag 
Do it
Don't ask for me, just do it
I hate it when you do this
Don't care about it, just use me, abuse me, I'm your pretty little plastic bag 

Use me, abuse me 
You'll never go through it
Even though my mind never go through it, go threw me 
Use me, abuse me 
Don't care about it, just use me, use me, yeah, use me 
Use me, abuse me 
Don't care about it, just do it 
Even though my mind never go through it, go through it 
Use me, abuse me
Don't care about it, just use me 
Just use me, fucking use me!

Plastic Bag

Can't eat 
Can't sleep
There's some ghost in my room 
And tears on my sheets 
Can't trust 
No one
Please don't touch me, you will hurt me 

I think I have a trauma 
I need to see a doctor
They say I have a trauma
Maybe I need a doctor 

I want to 
Cut this thing out 
Rip my hair out
Tear my skin out 
I am poisoned 
Can't stop feeling down
I'll be like...
No one will save me I'll be like
Trauma lives in my head all the time 

Everything is scary 
Everyone is scary
I feel like a monster 
Who deserve to be in this cage that I'm living 
So I close my eyes 
To be alright 
It's terrifying 
I wanna die

It's really like a trauma 
Someone call me a doctor 
It's really bad trauma 
Can someone... Can someone..

I want to 
Cut this thing out 
Rip my hair out
Tear my skin out 
I am poisoned 
Can't stop feeling down
I'll be like...
No one will save me I'll be like
Trauma lives in my head all the time 

Trauma lives in my head all the time.


TRAUMA.

Ay, I got a bad feeling
Feels like it's never enough
Feels like I'm daydreaming 
Dreaming of feeling some love
I know that I'm used to it 
Sometimes it just hurt like shit 
I know that I'm used to it 
Sometimes it just hurts liker nah-ah-ah 
I need your lap, I need your hugs, come on!
I'm almost smelling your affection from a far
It's more than saying pretty things, I'm feeling lonely
I'm on the corner of my bed, it feels so lonely

I'm not a clingy clingy girl
It feels I'm flying of this world 
I'm not a clingy clingy girl
I'm not a clingy clingy girl
It feels I'm flying of this world 
I'm not a clingy clingy girl 

No, no, never really thought I could get so, so
So damn needy 
It hurts so badly good I'm begging 
Could you please send some cuddles to me

I need some love, I need some feelings 
I need some love, I need some feelings
I need some love, I need some feelings 
I need some love, I need some feelings
I need some love, I need some feelings 


No, no, never really thought I could get so, so
So damn needy 
It hurts so badly good I'm begging 
Could you please send some cuddles to me!


so needy!

When I was at my eight years 
I thought that the world was against me 
All theses girls 
On the TV shows 
Straight hair, blue pearls, white skin, jealously 

So, maybe 
If I was like this 
Oh, maybe, maybe they'll love me

Oh, pretty girls 
They call theses girls the pretty girls
Wanna be in their pretty world
Well, I guess this is a pity, a pity, girl 

Oh, pretty girl, pretty girl
I wish I was a pretty girl 
I wish I was the girl that they would put it on the TV shows 
I wish I was the blonde 
But not the curly blonde
Yeah, I wish I was the girl that they would correspond 
Trying to love myself 
But like it's not that easy 
"Like, I'm not being racist 
But your type just don't please me" 
Maybe if I was like them it would be more easy, easy, easy.

So, maybe 
If I was like this 
Oh, maybe, maybe they'll love me

Oh, pretty girls 
They call theses girls the pretty girls
Wanna be in their pretty world
Well, I guess this is a pity, a pity, girl 

Oh, pretty girls 
They call theses girls the pretty girls
Wanna be in their pretty world
Well, I guess this is a pity, a pity, girl 


pretty.

(One, two, three, ching!)
Holy moly, grab my coin
I would do anything for this boy
I don't do this type of shit
But you would make me pay for it! 
Holy moly, grab my coin
I would do anything for this boy
I don't do this type of shit
But you would make me pay for it! 
Pay for it
Pay for it
Pay for it
Yeah, Pay for it

Just can't get over you 
Put your hands on me, I know you want me too
I just turned off my phone 
To look at you, can't take my eyes of you 

Dança e gasta comigo
Mostra pra mim que quer ficar comigo 
To me esforçando pra ver teu sorriso
Pra você ver que sou um bom partido 
Eu te quero e vou ver se consigo
Não te ter que vai ser um castigo 
Mas por você corro esse perigo 
Essas covinhas valem um cassino

Holy moly, grab my coin
I would do anything for this boy
I don't do this type of shit
But you would make me pay for it! 
Holy moly, grab my coin
I would do anything for this boy
I don't do this type of shit
But you would make me pay for it! 
Pay for it
Pay for it 
Pay for it 
Pay for it
Yeah, pay for it, yeah


pay for it!

I should have knew it 
When you had theses dirty dreams about me 
Always using me just to fulfill your fantasy
Making me say those words until I got weak and tired of it 
When I finally leave 
My tongue got so bitter 
Tears falling from my eyes 
Theses months got so bitter
How can you make me feel so disgusted when you're behind a screen?

Last week, I meet a girl who is so sweet
I wish that we could try a thing like this 
Then I think, that you ruined me like this
So I slap my own face 
And I go back to my reality 

I felt so empty 
Even tho I realized I got free
I have some people by my side
But no one can help me 
Maybe that's one of the reasons that I started to do therapy 
I don't love you anymore 
But your name make me throw up
Nothing make me feel good
God, I really hate you so much
I think you killed my butterflies instead of making them fly 

Sexual trauma and falling in love too
I didn't even imagine getting theses things from you
You didn't even touch me
But why do I feel like you did?
I should go back to my reality 



reality.

Everytime I go to sleep 
I think about little things 
I wish that it could help me sleep 
But it's not like counting sheep
Overthinking, overthinking, overthinking, overthinking

I wish that I could have
This little reset button 
To reset all the little things 
Sometimes I hate me all of sudden
"I think I was so toxic, I blame myself for all, because it was my fault" 

Everytime I go to sleep 
I think about little things 
I wish that it could help me sleep 
But it's not like counting sheep
Overthinking, overthinking, overthinking, overthinking

I wish to be a different person from the start 
Sometimes, wish that I closed my mouth and stayed quiet from the start 
"Maybe, I hate myself for falling in love with that friend, oh. I feel ashamed for all"

Everytime I go to sleep 
I think about little things 
I wish that it could help me sleep 
But it's not like counting sheep
Overthinking, overthinking, overthinking, overthinking

I think, everytime I think
I think on my mistakes, I hate the way I was made 
I think, everytime I think 
I think on my mistakes, I hate the way I was made.

overthinking..

Remember when 
We'll tell each other everything 
And every night we would say good night? 
What happen then? 
We got this space between us 
And now you're another person's good night? 
Oh, best friend 
Suddenly turns into friend 
I always say I'm okay with that 
But honestly sometimes I cry about that 

That's okay cause 
People come and people go 
People come and people go 
People come and people go
But it looks like 
People go and people go
People go and people go
People go and people go

Remember when 
You showed me some new things 
And we would tell each other our stories
What happen then?
You abused the hell outta me 
And now you became a bad story? 
Oh, best friend 
Suddenly she's a enemy, man 
I always say I'm okay with that 
But wishing karma gets you really bad

That's okay cause 
People come and people go 
People come and people go 
People come and people go
But it looks like 
People go and people go
People go and people go
People go and people go

Well, I think that I should behave 
To make my new people stay 
But maybe, I should get away 
So my new people won't get away 
Well, I think that I should behave 
To make my new people stay 
But maybe, I should get away 
So my new people won't get away 


that song but sadder.

No matter how much I say it it will never be enough 
My brain is always stopping I don't remember enough
Feels like something just eated my brain, sometimes it bleeds too much
Like a wolf has ripped off my heart, and sometimes it bleeds too much

You made me feel uncomfortable with myself
I feel so dirty, and no soup could ever help
You made me feel so bad about myself 
I feel so dirty, and no one could ever help

You're so selfish
You thought I was a pretty doll that you could break it and remake it
Cause you knew no one would ever deal with your insanity
Yes, you're insane to me
And then I lost it 
Lost all my trust and my colors
And I know that people hurted me
But no one did the things that you did to me 
Maybe I just deserve it 

No matter how much I say it it will never be enough 
My brain is always stopping I don't remember enough
Feels like something just eated my brain, sometimes it bleeds too much
Like a wolf has ripped off my heart, and sometimes it bleeds too much

You made me feel uncomfortable with myself
I feel so dirty, and no soup could ever help

You were my lover, and I was your lab rat
I wanted to love you but I was a experiment 
Made me injured, and you don't regret it 
And you won't, I know you won't 
Oh, you were my lover, and I was your lab rat
I wanted to love you but I was a experiment 
Made me injured, and you don't regret it 
And you won't, I know you won't 

You made me feel uncomfortable with myself 
I feel so dirty, and no soup could ever help.


SQUI.

Popular tracks