Cash Machine (Oliver Tree Cover)

Time it goes so fast
These things never last
When you look back
You realize what you had
But its all gone
You feel so wrong
You call out to god but hes never there

I miss the past
I miss the past
I wanna go back
cause i miss the past
I miss the past
I miss the past
I wanna go back
‘Cause I miss the past

It was long ago when i felt better
In those days i thought itd last forever
But the time has passed and it’s all over now
I dont know what to do and i wanna get out


I miss the past
I miss the past
I wanna go back
cause i miss the past
I miss the past
I miss the past
I wanna go back
‘Cause I miss the past

I Miss The Past

Play Through The Pain (Negative XP Cover)

This summer im swimming alone
Got no friends and i got no hoes
All these hot girls walking around
Makes me wish that i would drown

Ooooo

At the blackpill beach
Ooooo
At the blackpill beach
Ooooo
At the blackpill beach
Ooooo
At the blackpill beach, the blackpill beach

Next summer im killing myself
So sick of being an incel
I want a girlfriend that is hot
I wanna stop touching my own cock

Ooooo

At the blackpill beach
Ooooo
At the blackpill beach
Ooooo
At the blackpill beach
Ooooo
At the blackpill beach, the blackpill beach

Blackpill Beach

Woke up and i feel like shit
Theres nothing that is worth it
Woke up and wanted to die
Theres nothing i wanna try

I dont wanna do anything
I dont wanna do anything
I dont wanna do anything
I fucking hate everything

No friends yeah im all alone
Blackpilled all the way to the bone
Depressed i should kill myself
I need to escape from this hell

Nothing ever helps
I should kill myself
My mind just melts
Away

Hold a gun to your head
Cry and say your prayers
Say good to everybody even though nobody cares

Woke up and i feel like shit
Theres nothing that is worth it
Woke up and wanted to die
Theres nothing that i wanna try
 
Fucking hate my life
I really wanna die
Every single night’s
The same

Hold a gun to your head
Cry and say your prayers
Say good to everybody even though nobody cares

I don't wanna do anything

Hang yourself because you cant have her
Everything is a disaster
cold world where nothing matters
Take your pills obey your masters

Someday youll realize that everything here sucks
Someday well all be fine because soon well bite the dust

Hang my head cause im a failure
Too far gone to really care
Every night death calls my name
I dont wanna live here another day

Why is it all so hard
How do i go on
Where do i go from here
I think im too far gone

At least this lifes not forever
I dont care fuck it whatever
At least this lifes not forever
I dont care fuck it whatever

Why is it all so hard
How do i go on
Where do i go from here
I think im too far gone

Too Far Gone

Nika's Got It Wrong

i can see it in your eyes
blood drips down your thighs
cuts and lots of drugs
youre so fucking dumb

youre a fucking sluuuuut
and i hate your guuuuuts
youre a sluuuut
and i hate your guuuuuts

i can see it in your face
soulless and so fake
your life must be fun
drinking all their cum

youre a fucking sluuuuut
and i hate your guuuuuts
youre a sluuuut
and i hate your guuuuuts

i will never find love
all the girls that i like are sluts
i will never feel joy
i try hard but i cant fill the void
i will never find love
all the girls that i like are sluts
i will never feel joy
i try hard but i cant fill the void

Slut

Failing all my fucking classes
I dont want to pass them
Everythings so bad and i want to quit
Nauseous, i feel so exhausted
I dont want to talk and
Please just go fuck off and
Leave me alone

And i know its all so shit
I just wanna sleep in
And i know the game’s all rigged
So ill just fucking quit

Sleep In

I dont want to try
Fuck the world and fuck my life
I cant take this shit anymore
So sick of this life’s a chore

I wanna lay down and die
I know i cant go on
Dark thoughts poisoning my mind
Where did it all go wrong 

Now im all alone
And i did it all on my own
Nobody likes you when youre sad
So either die or learn to act

I wanna lay down and die
I know i cant go on
Dark thoughts poisoning my mind
Where did it all go wrong 

I dont want to try
Fuck the world and fuck my life
I cant take this shit anymore
So sick of this life’s a chore

I wanna lay down and die
I know i cant go on
Dark thoughts poisoning my mind
Where did it all go wrong

Lay Down And Die

Your help is for suckers
I guess ill just suffer
I dont want your pills
I just want to be killed

I might kill myself
I might end up in hell
But im already there
So why should i be scared

I dont want your help
Ill fix it myself
I dont want your help
Ill fix it myself

Your job is so useless
Cant believe your this stupid
You think that when we talk
Ill break free from these thoughts

I cant stick around
Death is my one way out
I think its about time i put the gun inside my mouth

I dont want your help
Ill fix it myself
I dont want your help
Ill fit it myself

Your help is for suckers
I guess ill just suffer
I dont want your pills
I just want to be killed

I dont want your help
Ill fix it myself
I dont want your help
Ill fit it myself

I Don't Want Your Help

They are real cant you feel
All the evil in the air
I got pictures i got proof
Why does no one even care
Run the earth in disguise
Why cant you see through their lies

Space demons in nato led us astray
Lied to and subverted, now were enslaved
It might not have been nato, i forgot the name
Space demons in something made us all gay

Were so dumb, theres no choice
I guess well just be destroyed
In this game that they play
I feel like i am a toy
Fuck things up just for fun
Were just puppets til theyre done

Space demons in nato led us astray
Lied to and subverted, now were enslaved
It might not have been nato, i forgot the name
Space demons in something made us all gay

Blame it all on them
Theyre rent free in my head
They want us to be dead
And i dont care
Cause we deserve it all
Our conscience is so small
Theyre rightfully appalled by the human race


Space demons, i can see them
Space demons, i can see them
Space demons, i can see them
Space demons, i can see them

Space Demons in NATO

I wanna know why you need all these other guys
You need attention from everyone else alive
It pisses me off i dont think you realize
Or maybe you dont give a shit

Why am i not enough
So sick of this stuff
Youre messing with my head
And im in a rut
Why am i not enough
So sick of this stuff
Youre messing with my head
And ive had enough

I know ill miss you but i know this cant go on
You couldve listened, accepted where u were wrong
You always made me so filled with this jealousy
I think you like them more than you like me

Why am i not enough
So sick of this stuff
Youre messing with my head
And im in a rut
Why am i not enough
So sick of this stuff
Youre messing with my head
And ive had enough

Why am I not enough?

this girl is a bitch and i fucking hate her
we go to school and i wanna date her
her face is cute but shes so obnoxious
i still wanna put my fucking cock in

oooooooooo

i follow her inside the hallways
i dont wanna part ways
i just wanna stand here and stare at you
i dont think shell ever see me
why cant this be easy
i just wanna stand here and stare at you

someday ill make you mine
ill just take it one day at a time
someday ill make you mine
i dont care if youre dead or alive

I Wanna Date Her

Theres a hole that i cant fill
And nothing will fix whats in my head
I wish i was dead 
When will it just end

ooooooo

Everythings fucked up and none of this matters
I smoked too much and my mind shattered
I should jump off a bridge and fucking splatter
Because its all fucked up and none of this matters

Everything now looks so fake
And i cant explain why im so freaked out
I let you down
Now i cant leave the couch

Oooooooo

Everythings fucked up and none of this matters
I smoked too much and my mind shattered
I should jump off a bridge and fucking splatter
Because its all fucked up and none of this matters

None Of This Matters

My life is void of direction or meaning
Outside im calm but inside im screaming
Inside my house is where i stay
Nothing out there ever seems like a good play

I dont know where to go thatd make me feel much different than this
I dont know what to do thatd make me feel like i exist

So fuck this
So fuck this

Nothing i do will ever be enough
Ill never fill the void with any amount of stuff
Nothing i do will ever fix this shit
Ive tried way too hard to amount to just this

Everyday i let down my family
Im so depressed and you know that im planning
To kill myself in a matter of years
No one will miss me when im not here

I dont know where to go thatd make me feel much different than this
I dont know what to do thatd make me feel like i exist

So fuck this
So fuck this

Fuck This

Buddy Holly By 30

and i love her

my attempt at using an audio interface and DAW. I want to drive off a bridge

Gloom 4Ever

Should've known right when I saw you
Been sending nudes since the start of high school
But I liked your hair, thought that you looked cool
But now I know that there's no fucking hope
I remember when my friend showed me
He pulled up your nudes on his iphone screen
I wanted to die, I wanted to scream
And in that moment I knew there was no fucking hope

The girl I like is the village whore
Now I don't want her anymore
The girl I like is the village whore
And I've never wanted to kill myself more

Been heartbroken for about six months
I really wish you weren't a dumb slut
We could've done cool things and had a lot of fun
But you went and crushed all my fucking hopes
You do dumb shit and fuck a lot of guys
Everytime I think about it I wanna cry
Wanna crash my car into a tree and fucking die
And every day I think I want to commit suicide

The girl I like is the village whore
Now I don't want her anymore
The girl I like is the village whore
And I've never wanted to kill myself more

Village Whore

Stay in my room all day long
I need to get a job
but I cant because im messed up
scared of everything and everyone
I stutter and stare anytime that anyone talks to me
and at this point I wanna drop out of society

Im an agoraphobe
so scared wherever i go
can barely pick up the phone
im fuckin dying alone

terrified wherever I go
something's wrong me and everyone knows
they all realize that something's up
they know that I'm a fuck up
never moving forward again
beat down by the shit in my head
I just wish that my life was fun

Im an agoraphobe
so scared wherever i go
can barely pick up the phone
im fuckin dying alone

Agoraphobe

You can call me incel you can call me a freak
i dont fuckin care it means nothing to me
you can call me a nazi you can call me a virgin
but i dont fucking care bc you are fucking worthless

youre a fucking normie
youre so god damn boring
youre a whiny bitch who loves censorship
youre a stupid fuckin normie and u shouldve been aborted
you dont desrve to live you fucking stupid normie bitch

you obsess over dumb shit and you post a lot memes
 you dont know how to be sincere
u speak in irony
would u cut the bullshit i am sick of hearing u
would u stfu normie or ill fucking slaughter u

youre a fucking normie
youre so god damn boring
youre a whiny bitch who loves censorship
youre a stupid fuckin normie and u shouldve been aborted
you dont desrve to live you fucking stupid normie bitch

Die Normie Scum

notice
me now
i make music on soundcloud
follow me
and like my songs
stream them all day and all night long
follow my twitter too
tell me that i am cool
like all my tweets and reply to me
i have nothing left
i have no girlfriend
filling up the void with the internet

the numbers on the screen must go up
the numbers on the screen must go up
the numbers on the screen the numbers on the screen
overstimulation dopamine wtf

wasting all my time
caring more about numbers than real life
feeling like a loser
excited by numbers on computers
my soul has been erroded
5g is corrosive
the internet will fuck u up and ud never know it
real goals have been erased
we wait for the numbers to go up all day

the numbers on the screen must go up
the numbers on the screen must go up
the numbers on the screen the numbers on the screen
overstimulation dopamine wtf

numbers on screen go up

I am doomed and i am screwed
I walk around in a living nightmare
I hate the present and i hate the past
wondering why im a dumbass
i fucked up the last few years
i did dumb shit and now im here
i think abt it and i get pissed
i wanna break things when i reminisce

Im so screwed
im so doomed
life is tough when nobody loves you
im so screwed im so doomed
oooooo im so doomed

I hate myself, and I hate my life
I sulk all day, and nothing feels right 
All I do is complain and whine, I’m afraid to live, I have no spine
I’m a piece of shit, I’m irrelevant, I’m embarrassed and I’ll admit it
I wish I could just be like them, but I’m all alone and I have no friends

im so screwed
im so doomed
life is tough when nobody loves you
im so screwed
im so doomed
life is shit when everyone hates you
im so screwed
im so doomed
life is tough when nobody loves you
im so screwed
im so doomed
oooooo im so doomed

So Doomed (ft. NEET)

im never speaking again
too much dumb shit that ive said
so much dumb shit in my head
i would be better off dead
i would be better off gone
i am a fucking retard
i fuck everything up
i make my life so hard

spaz attack, i didnt mean to say that
spaz attack, so many things i cant take back

im never making new friends
my life has come to an end
people think i am a sped
why am i so retarded
just put me in the grave
i dont know how to behave
i cant communicate
i am a fucking dumbass

spaz attack, i didnt mean to say that
spaz attack, so many things i cant take back

spaz attack spaz attack
didnt mean to fucking say that
spaz attack spaz attack
too many things that i cant take back

Spaz Attack

i dont want nice things
i dont wannt a  house
i just wanna live in a trailer park down south
i dont go to school
and i dont have a job
i sit around all day and disappoint my mom

i dont have big hopes
and i dont have big dreams
all i ever wanted was a white trash queen
i dont want a fucking house
i dont want a degree
i just wanna live in my trailer home in peace

im on the trailer park trajectory
i think that is what is best for me
im on the trailer park trajectory
no ones gonna tell me otherwise

Trailer Park Trajectory

I'm Sorry That I Blew My Brains Out Across The Room (UhOhSlater cover)

lately i have been giving up
theres no reason to give a fuck
everybodys all messed up on meds
the whole worlds coming to an end
all my life people told me to try
but i just wanna lay down and die
i think i am done
i will never give a fuck

dropping out and giving up
i hate my life and everything sucks
always has and always will
i just wanna be shot and killed

lately ive been feeling down
i dont think ill ever figure it out
ive been getting more and more braindead
pretty sure in 2 years ill be dead
all my life i thought things would get better
now ive realized that im fucked forever
i think i am cursed
my life is the fucking worst

dropping out and giving up
i hate my life and everything sucks
always has and always will
i just wanna be shot and killed

Dropping Out And Giving Up

Im so ashamed and im so embarassed
I fucked up my whole life and i never was aware of it
I wish i could go back
I wish i could fix the past
But im handicapped by the choices that i have made

Im so ashamed and im so embarassed
But its hard to care when the worlds so careless
Im so ashamed and im so embarassed
Everyone hates me, even my parents

Im so ashamed
Ooooo
Im so ashamed
Oooo
Im so ashamed
Im so ashamed
Im so ashamed and im so embarassed

Somwthing is wrong with me
I am always so confused
I need to fix my life 
But i dont know what to do

Im so ashamed and im so embarassed
But its hard to care when the worlds so careless
Im so ashamed and im so embarassed
Everyone hates me, even my parents

Im so ashamed
Ooooo
Im so ashamed
Oooo
Im so ashamed
Im so ashamed
Im so ashamed and im so embarassed

Embarassed

Practicing self destruction
I can barely function
I fucked my whole life up
I think that my times up
Theres no coming back now
Everyone is sad now, sad now

Times up i know that my life sucks
Nothing worth saving I am barely living
Waging and praying just to end it
You wish i was dead now dead now

Ill be dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Wasting my time because it is all worthless, worthless
Ill be fucking dead by 30, 30

Useless this why I choose this
Maybe im just stupid dumb and clueless
Houston can you read me can you even hear me
Do you even need me Need me

Chemicals in my brain
I am not the same
I watched too much youtube
I ate too much junkfood
Had too many vaccines
Now something is wrong me, wrong with me

Ill be dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Wasting my time because it is all worthless, worthless
Ill be fucking dead by 30, 30

Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Lifes fucking worthless

Dead By 30 (feat. UhOhSlater)

Feeling burnt out and feeling so bad
I try to do stuff but I give up so fast
I want to progress and I want success
But it's hard to do that when I'm always so stressed

There's nowhere I want to go
There's nothing I want to see
There's nothing I want to do except crash my car into a tree

I'm so bored and life's not fun now
I hate everything and I'm so burnt out
I'm so bored and my life sucks now
I just want to lay down and cry my eyes out

Feeling so numb and feeling so dead
I want to enjoy the things I like again
But I'm messed up and everything hurts
I'm starting to think things only get worse

There's nowhere I want to go
There's nothing I want to see
There's nothing I want to do except crash my car into a tree

I'm so bored and life's not fun now
I hate everything and I'm so burnt out
I'm so bored and my life sucks now
I just want to lay down and cry my eyes out now

Fried By Fluoride

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