Litteraly just the song NXP

my head
is all over the place
its not getting better

i cant
seem to make a change
ill be like this forever

23
whole years i
feel retarded all the time

any longer im confined
im gonna lose my god damn mind

staring at the words again 
i cant make sense of anything 
all i see is static in my brain 
need a way to end the pain
id give the whole world to be
a normal boy eventually
instead im rotting to the core
i cant take it anymore

breakdowns
from anxiety 
i hate being alone

wasting all 
my energy 
staring at my phone

cant focus
for 2 minutes
even if i try

yet another day goes by 
and im still here but i wanna die

staring at the words again 
i cant make sense of anything 
all i see is static in my brain 
need a way to end the pain
id give the whole world to be
a normal boy eventually
instead im rotting to the core
i cant take it anymore

out to lunch

edgelord

letting despair fill my body
Everybody hates me 
Because im so ugly 

Dont look at me 
Im fucking ugly 
So embarrassing 
Don't want you to see

Failing to spread on my shit genes
Nobody will know me
Because I'm so ugly

Ugly

here on spotify https://open.spotify.com/track/7k7WhP0uact7W7TDO3iRW8 or YouTube https://youtu.be/vH_sEFJW_2g 
also merry christmas :)

Fried By Fluoride - Dead 4 Christmas

XO_Willow✰ - NxP

PLEASE FOLLOW https://soundcloud.com/belowground2
(btw if he wants me to take this down I will)

belowground - Born To Be Alone

Fried By Fluoride — Stone Cold

notice
me now
i make music on soundcloud
follow me
and like my songs
stream them all day and all night long
follow my twitter too
tell me that i am cool
like all my tweets and reply to me
i have nothing left
i have no girlfriend
filling up the void with the internet

the numbers on the screen must go up
the numbers on the screen must go up
the numbers on the screen the numbers on the screen
overstimulation dopamine wtf

wasting all my time
caring more about numbers than real life
feeling like a loser
excited by numbers on computers
my soul has been erroded
5g is corrosive
the internet will fuck u up and ud never know it
real goals have been erased
we wait for the numbers to go up all day

the numbers on the screen must go up
the numbers on the screen must go up
the numbers on the screen the numbers on the screen
overstimulation dopamine wtf

numbers on screen go up

i dont want nice things
i dont wannt a  house
i just wanna live in a trailer park down south
i dont go to school
and i dont have a job
i sit around all day and disappoint my mom

i dont have big hopes
and i dont have big dreams
all i ever wanted was a white trash queen
i dont want a fucking house
i dont want a degree
i just wanna live in my trailer home in peace

im on the trailer park trajectory
i think that is what is best for me
im on the trailer park trajectory
no ones gonna tell me otherwise

Trailer Park Trajectory

Ooooo never getting better
Ooooo brain is in the shredder
Ooooo never getting better
Ooooo always and forever

My memory is gone
It all feels wrong
I think my brain is broke
Im getting so slow
Im so fried
Surprised i havent died
What the fuck

Irreparable Brain Damage 2

NXP (Hard Christ cover)

You're always telling me
That nothing's wrong
You're always telling me
That I should just get a job
But I know that won't help
'Cause nothing does
And after 18 years
Some things can't be undone

There's no point
There's no point
Losing feeling
Feeling no joy

Can't seem to find a purpose
Just living to survive
I'll never be anything
'Cause there's nothing that I like
I'm losing motivation
I'm starting not to care
I can't feel anything
Except anger and despair

There's no point
There's no point
Losing feeling
Feeling no joy

NXP (Hard Christ cover)

Fried By Fluoride

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