the only real depression I had in my soul

backyard beetle - dark tower princess (prod. saint mike)

they don't know whats in there

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Lyrics:

Don't you go in there
You might get scared
Of where I've given up
It's full of hair
And past despair
I don't know how to love

It's got some things
About my dreams
For how I don't think I'm enough
I know I seem
Like I'm real mean
But habits form when we're real young

But nothings wrong with me
At least that's what they see
I stutter when I speak
So I'm not taken seriously

Maybe it's my fault
I could just be too dumb
The chemicals they feed me
Might be taking they're toll 

All night
I hide
From what's inside
We lie
Then fight
We won't confide

We carry on
And carry on
We hit a bong
Then sing a song
We sing it loud
We say it proud
We know make it there somehow

We carry on
And carry on
We hit a bong
Then sing a song
We sing it loud
We say it proud
We know make it there somehow
We've got to make it there somehow

We know make it there somehow
We've got to make it there somehow
We know make it there somehow
We've got to make it there somehow

Cranium (Prod. by Vilesky x)

got me in denial
disbelief I still see you smile 
pick up leave feeling shit pile 
act so delightful I need revival 
cuz ever since you left
got me feeling homicidal 
we were vital 
now I’m underneath my covers 
reading the Bible 
tryna find out how to forgive a rival 
can’t be mindful 
this survival and I was dead upon arrival 

shot my heart out like you got a rifle 
fallin in a spiral 
will this be a cycle 
put a broken heart down in my bio 
if I could give my life a title 
call it a wave of sadness 
and its a tidal
buts it’s finial 
always been a number that you could dial 
someone who would 
make your time worth while 
now I have a river of tears 
call it the Nile
4,132 miles 

got me in denial
disbelief I still see you smile 
pick up leave feeling shit pile 
act so delightful I need revival 
cuz ever since you left
got me feeling homicidal 
we were vital 
now I’m underneath my covers 
reading the Bible 
tryna find out how to forgive a rival 
can’t be mindful 
this survival and I was dead upon arrival 

Something to mend 
only cause im rolling in my head.
Cannot move when im in hell,
You Can't pick a side you need some help.
What a fool that i have been.
Cannot keep it quite my soul is overflown like what you expect me keep it silent.
I got a voice i got a choice 
that's something that i'm fighting,
But bitch there is alot for me to learn.
Really don't know nothing about me 
it's a gift and a curse.
Yeah I'll hotbox my hearse 
cannot breath cannot hurt
Yeah i know they concerned.
They play foul
That's why i go 4132 miles (miles miles miles)

got me in denial
disbelief I still see you smile 
pick up leave feeling shit pile 
act so delightful I need revival 
cuz ever since you left
got me feeling homicidal 
we were vital 
now I’m underneath my covers 
reading the Bible 
tryna find out how to forgive a rival 
can’t be mindful 
this survival and I was dead upon arrival

4132 Miles (ft. AlwaysMyself)

A Song Called Cope

young & dumb

i can’t promise i won’t love you

vict molina - i can’t promise i won’t love you

wasted time and memories
girls seem like accessories 
tired of getting used again
wish that you could feel the pain

you said im pretty, not pretty enough
you say im the one, now im calling your bluff
texted and called but you never picked up
i should’ve realized that you were fucked up

i dont want to feel this way
taking drugs to numb the pain
suddenly i feel okay
but im just going insane

i thought you were the one
oh i thought i finally won
i was delusional 
made me so useable

who was ever there for me
when i needed a guarantee 
i learned to be alone 
just want to feel at home
what the fuck do i own?
put my art in my tombstone

i can say that im over you
never though thatd ever be true
but at the time it was so blinding
in the end i ended up shining x2

taking my time
making my life
all about me
past in the dead sea

thought this shit was different but i guess that i was wrong again
i always seem indifferent but that was me back then
always seem to fuck things up even when its not my fault 
various versions of vibrant emotions; songs in the vault

wasted time (heyrick)

Broken Hearted Confessions

instrumental produced by Michael Harrison and Ayoley
featuring lxstboy the goat

lyrics:

andrewsfuneral:
I think id notice i dont feel a thing 
Pure seratonin you flood through my brain
Run through the forest forget all the pain
and forget feeling hopeless with you i feel great 

Oh you’re perfectly perfect 
To me you are worth it 
Do anything for you kill all my urges 
Way past the surface i’ll love you today
Fill me with purpose youre perfect to me 

How you say that you know me 
I dont even know me 
Blade in my back girl youre killing me slowly
I dont control me and i know you know 
So just please hold me closely we’re so far from home

Lxstboy:
im far from home
I dont wanna talk your eyes say it all
baby youre perect and thats what i saw
when i looked in your eyes
i felt warm inside
now i write songs about the girl who changed my life
give me a call when youre sad or youre scared
when you feel alone you know im right there
talk to me, girl just breathe
the nightmares are over, and youre here with me.

andrewsfuneral:
Oh you’re perfectly perfect 
To me you are worth it 
Do anything for you kill all my urges 
Way past the surface i’ll love you today
Fill me with purpose youre perfect to me

Perfect w/LxstBoy (michael harrison x ayoley)

tightrope

@yagirlbunny

Lyrics:

What'chu know about it?
you don't even make sense
Roll another blunt
just so I can deal with it
There's something in my bud
but I'll smoke another spliff
Laced with fentanyl
this gon' be my last hit

What's up, got bands
bitch, I want it all
Die young
bump Peep at my funeral
Pour a cup
you gon' need it when I leave this world
Leave you all behind
except my boys
We with the reaper

(@theraevyn)

I remember after the fall
I don't see you here
I don't see you at all
I miss you, my dear
My knife cuts through it all
Blood leaking onto the floor
My body drop and I'm cold

When you forget my face
I'll be in heaven at the gates
On the other side where the angels sing
I hope you come back to me <3

the fall (prod. YUNGBUNN)

Long live my best friend and brother lil T3CH🕊️

Broken Hearted Confessions

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