Minivan Etiquette

Bittersweet Memories (no interruptions)

Be whole

Background Beat is completely by Neeks-Summer Lovers , I don't own any of the beat just the lyrics. 


Lyrics:
Words cannot describe what I feel
Should I just come back to earth and deal
Self deluded thoughts of what is real..

I just wanna Love
I just wanna Grow
I just wanna Laugh
I just wanna Cry, with you

But what I really need is to
Know the love I have is true
Yeah..
Separate my wants & Needs
Closeout all the social media feeds

Remember who I am 
Grow from who I was
& strive for a better me

That's all I'll ever wish for you to see.



~End




For you, if you know who "you" is then.. just know this is a fraction of the unmeasurable amount of emotions I feel for you, I want to work on my own self more and rise, more than anything, grow, love and know I can do this all for me, if I can rise as my own self for my own self and when.. or if our paths ever cross again, I'd really just want to hold you, this could be delusional but I've never met anyone that I've vibed with so well, someone that I've really really wanted to understand and more than anything just wanna be there and grow together, experience together, it's odd there's obviously an attraction, but more than anything there's a burning desire to just look into your eyes, cry together, laugh, smile and understand you in silence, however these are "wants" and I need time for my own self to understand if these are true and if so then well hot diggity Dan, I'm such a little emotional slut. hopefully ya don't call me out, but knowing you knowing me so well.. I'm probably fucked 🥺 . If you are reading this just know I can never really be forgiven for hurting you, even though you may brush it off , within my own soul I can't accept that I've done such a thing and kinda hoping we don't cross paths again cause if we did and you did allow me to try to make it up to you.. I will most definitely over-shower you with affection and just might end up doing something so grandiose it might just make you more upset.. I'm definitely gonna try and learn to forgive, and love and more than anything pursue my own understanding of my ownself so if.. if we do come back to each other I'd really like to just take things as slow as possible, enjoy ever second, your very presence just comforts me, and I'm so. so very sorry for making you upset. Imma stop typing now the thoughts are never ending, definitely good to wright this out though cause these are the feelings I've felt when writing this song. much love!!

Neeks - Summer Lovers feat. £ (Be a better me)

Cocoa Butter (JYLPO) Feat.Maugre & E

Spoken Words - Golden Boy Anime
Lofi beat - Dotlights (Artist)/ Song - Anywhere But Here
Edit - Garageband

Golden Boy Lofi

Iroh Lofi 3:30am Lofi Beat

Lion King Meets Full Metal

Don't Be Sorry Avatar Lofi

Bittersweet Memories Studio Edit

Just kinda a sadboy constantly looking for light. This is primarily to have a place for the songs I make as a really fun hobby.