Out of the ordinary

theres a government in my pocket
advertisements in my eye socket
everybody go praise prophets
everybody praises what profits

here the people crying slowly
hear the prayers are unholy
here the people are more than merry
here evils the virgin mary

it makes me cry
youre dead inside
it makes me cry
i wanna commit suicide

free will will make you a slave
so enslave yourself to drugs and games
play the games the way we say
and say the things we advocate

"dont be a slave to devotion
dont be a slave to god
dont think about your emotions
dont think just sit in pod"

it makes me cry
youre dead inside
it makes me cry
i wanna commit suicide

Shadow People

feels like forever
since i've been together
can't take the pressure
so fuck it, whatever

dead bodies all around me
they're pilling up, i'm drowning
i'd care but i'm too drowsy
no one gives a fuck about me
so i do not think
and i do not dream
i lie down and rot
i tear at the seams
it's too late, forgot what everything means
i don't care about anything

lying face down
nobody around
another hole in the ground
lost and never found

feels like forever
since i've been together
can't take the pressure
so fuck it, whatever

whatever

For The Hell Of It (Anhero + Dethtech Cover)

You were the Sun

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3sETRyPpEuTEtZ7OxCm9an?si=1e3436e74cad4846
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/icarus/1613326864?i=1613327048

Icarus

there's a station that you gotta see
streaming now on your TV
HD, commercial free
so gather round with the family

there's a channel that you gotta know
broadcast around the globe
Telavi to Tokyo
fall asleep to the fluorescent glow

There's a station, you can't turn it off
broadcasting since the bombs went off
Berlin clubs LA coffee shops
London pubs NYC Bus Stops

It already knows what you like
If you want it you can order it online
You don't even have to go outside
Stay in the pod and close the blinds

There's an algorithm watching me
tells me what I want to see
who I am and who I should be
Who's a friend and who's an enemy

It doesn't rest doesn't need to sleep
it has no ears but its listening
It has no eyes but it sees through me
It has no mouth but I hear it screaming

Station//Newspeak

YEAH!
waking up everyday to a kick in the face
all your dreams are gone
you'll never leave this place
made a habit of falling into holes
this joke is getting kinda old

i've heard it a thousand times before
and it's just not that funny anymore
now that everything's falling apart
i'd dive over the edge for a new start

i'll carve myself a chelsea smile
like sad clowns are going out of style
i'm so tired of getting pushed around
can't wait to be six feet underground
it gets harder to breathe the longer i stay here
under the weight of it all
i'm better off alone
i feel safe in my home
oh it's all my fault

i've heard it a thousand times before
and it's just not that funny anymore
now that everything's falling apart
i'd dive over the edge for a new start

the joke isnt funny when ur the punchline

It could be easy
pretending that you don't care
live without feelings
But soon there'll be nobody there

And I know that you’re smiling.
but I know that you're lying
Cause outside you're laughing
but inside you're dying

no one has to know
better dead than alone

She made it easy.
You couldn’t fight her anymore
Can be so easy
to become all the things we abhor

And I know that you’re smiling.
but I know that you're lying
Cause outside you're laughing
but inside you're dying

no one has to know
when I take you home
no one has to know
better dead than alone

Better Dead Than Alone

I dont want to try
Fuck the world and fuck my life
I cant take this shit anymore
So sick of this life’s a chore

I wanna lay down and die
I know i cant go on
Dark thoughts poisoning my mind
Where did it all go wrong 

Now im all alone
And i did it all on my own
Nobody likes you when youre sad
So either die or learn to act

I wanna lay down and die
I know i cant go on
Dark thoughts poisoning my mind
Where did it all go wrong 

I dont want to try
Fuck the world and fuck my life
I cant take this shit anymore
So sick of this life’s a chore

I wanna lay down and die
I know i cant go on
Dark thoughts poisoning my mind
Where did it all go wrong

Lay Down And Die

cry cuz you're so worthless
die without a purpose 
why do we do all this
well, I can't tell

Cuz I'm so bummed out
My life's not fun now
I'll just shut down
Cuz I'm so bummed out
I'm so bummed out 

Lie down forever
Try but doesn't get better 
why am I so bitter 
Well I can't tell

Bummed Out

Gul Dukat

Imitation Intimacy

I've got the voltage running through all of my veins
I've got a current and it's coursing through my brain
And I cannot sleep
It's a constant beep

Addicted to the things that make me feel alive
Deleting files deep within my data drive
To free up some space
Gone without a trace

You were always on my mind
Now my circuitry is fried
No matter how hard I try to hide it

Now you're playing on repeat
It's a constant data stream
Amplified amphetamines
And I like it

You were right there next to me
It was so hard to conceive
Now it's all so clear to me
Can't deny it

So one day I'll pay the price
But for now I feel alright
You can judge me
But don't knock it till you try it

I am a victim of a new technology
Tied down by wires and I'm trying to break free
Eyes are open wide and I'm up all night

Now I'm addicted I can never get enough
I'm waiting for a taste of your electric touch
When I'm in the dark waiting for that spark

You were right there next to me
It was so hard to conceive
Now it's all so clear to me
Can't deny it

So one day I'll pay the price
But for now I feel alright
You can judge me
But don't knock it till you try it

Voltage

IT'S GONNA BE A LONG DAY

Written, recorded and produced by Johnny Goth

UNDER THE FLOOR

My life is void of direction or meaning
Outside im calm but inside im screaming
Inside my house is where i stay
Nothing out there ever seems like a good play

I dont know where to go thatd make me feel much different than this
I dont know what to do thatd make me feel like i exist

So fuck this
So fuck this

Nothing i do will ever be enough
Ill never fill the void with any amount of stuff
Nothing i do will ever fix this shit
Ive tried way too hard to amount to just this

Everyday i let down my family
Im so depressed and you know that im planning
To kill myself in a matter of years
No one will miss me when im not here

I dont know where to go thatd make me feel much different than this
I dont know what to do thatd make me feel like i exist

So fuck this
So fuck this

Fuck This

prod. oxee

RAWRZ:
(rawr)
in the club and we gettin fucked up
i think i think shes the one
i just need some dumb luck
she says oh x2

pop tags buy it back
in the gucci fucking bag
cus its bottle after bottle and we drinking off the rack
coke give me heart attacks
never ever ever relax
never answer fucking texts
im too famous for that

pull up to the club lookin like a fuckin zombie
bitch we getting rough u could never fucking stop me
pop another pill with my main man oxee
in the back of the club with all the bitches on me

H8 M0NDAYZ:
Im going numb
Can’t feel my face
I’ll pour some more just to escape
2 more pills
Another shot
1 more hit and im so gone

poison in my brain fuck the next day
Dancing til were dead and then were getting dragged away
Living so fast money so stacked
Bitch im always going hard yeah ill never relax

SKU11B0Y:
Angel of the night
Thug in club and liquor make it right 
Cutting up my body hello kitty knife
I don't wanna get up bleedin my wrists dry

Get my stack up
Racks on racks off
Fuck these haters 
See you l8er
I'm immortal 
Angels fly high 
Sku11 forever 
We'll never die

OXEE01:
slit my wrist in the club
shawty wanna suck my blood
geeking off the fucking noz
feel it all inside my lungs
feel it all inside your guts
come on baby suck my cock
give her pills to keep her calm
baby i will rock your world

cook like walter
dress like jesse
drowning in the tub
yeah my wrists all messy
feeling fucked up
yeah i pop another benny
kissing all my cuts 
won't somebody help me

ya won't somebody help me

dumb luck - @rawrzxd @h8m0ndayz @sku11b0y @oxee01

SUICIDAL THUG BBYGRL U KNO I GOT SCARS ...
prod. me

fresh as fuk ya im feeling like a popstar
lights camera action like a fukin pop star
suicidal thug babygirl u know i got scars
blinded by dusk so im following the north star
ima popstar baby im a popstarr
fucked up just likea fukin rock star
angel with a blade walkin round like a nomad
jean fly like robin but i dont need no mask

girl you wnana fuck well i cant fw normies
rotting in the club staying till the fukkn morning
she sorry but she want me
yeah they copy yeah they on me
THUGANGEL run the show like tamagotchi
popstar baby, papparazzi
rockstar baby, they all want a piece of oxee 
hate my fucking life so imma take another oxy

POPSTARR☆

prod me

baby cut me dont hug me
break my fuckin ribs
and give me wings like you're a viking
blood all over my skin
talkin shit over the internet
but he still hiding
i found his address
cuz i spend too much fuckin time here

ya im so sad
hang myself thru my webcam
ion even care bout my mom and dad
slit my wrists to forget the past
blood eagle, babygirl im evil
ill do whatever u do even if it's illegal
sayin stupid shit cuz i dont understand people
torture me baby , like you're medieval

Out of the ordinary

Nevaeh Johnson