nothinwitoutu

pass me the gun
I'll pull the trigger
u were the one
that made me feel bigger

i
can
not
let
go

feel
my
weary
soul

with time we grow distant

u
were
my
lifeline

i held on
for the time
that our lips
intertwined


mein inneres für dich

Yes, I'm ok dad

Stumik Bug - Miss Kitty

Under the hum of citylights
Where months before I bid my goodnight
And hushed my truth
Heavy snow kissed my pale flushed flesh
You saw through my guise
Before I ever could
Our images blur into sound
Your voice makes me warm
Finding comfort in small gestures
Burdened by this sense of self
The nocturnal everlasting who dreamt of sleep
The clairvoyant who could not speak
And the exhaustion that led to collapse
Finding comfort in small gestures
Burdened by this sense of self
Defined by past mistakes

Exhaustion That Led To Collapse by burial etiquette

it breaks you 
that everything that you’ve done
it all amounts to 
nothing close to what 
you believe that you need.
and these thoughts that breathe 
warm air down your neck
 for you to feel 
cold hands wrap around your neck.
you rest better when you live for them. 
you think you move forward 
they control when it begins. 
hang tight for what? 
bring yourself to an end. 
cause pain lasts much longer when your in your own skin.
nothing can save you now.

Consider Your Position by train breaks down

mandy files

mandy - clown

mandy - Chill Guys Im Okay

mandy - 🎀

yuke - imagine bleeding out here

old old oldoldoldol song i wrote! on a couple of splits :--)

dark room

prod @yuke @yuke ft @elijxhwtf

www.instagram.com/elijxhwtf www.instagram.com/yyyyuke

yuke ok 2 ft elijxhwtf

devine love -lil tony archive

Dead Friends

Topoppgen-hoping (unreleased)

TopOppGen - Dont Snow

thumbs

piles of papers 
ur not bothered 
you like to watch people on the subway 

u wonder whats inside their mind 
who are the ones they love 

u dont think of things normally 
ur too busy to be sad abt anything 
i like the way we can sit and talk 
lose track of time n realize its 1 o clock 

my friend emma ur a funny one 
u like to think of things looking from upside down 
ill ask u a question and u wont answer 
youll smile and say get rid of that frown

late show

pal - clairo

fuck this one makes me cry :')

Put on your shoes 'cause that's what they want you to do
Put on your makeup, I've got too many scars to make up for it
I've never been to Insomnia Cookies
Maybe it's because all I do is worry
About you
About you
About you
About you

Looking for the signs
Do you wanna hold mine?
Running out of time
The hourglass is almost on one side

So do you love me like I love you?
Burning question you're the only one in the room

nothinwitoutu

Von🌟