The Joy
I'll be sad, sometimes, forever.
it is easy to promise doing something forever
but not being something forever
just being clumsy
SOMETIMES I CAN BE WRONG
you decide.

Into The Dark (Elipsis Intro)

It's so sad.
Taking pleasure in my own pain, isn't that what we do?
(disclaimer: picture is not of me. If it intimidates you then ur taking me and yourself too seriously)

pamela (prelude)

Watching me fall watching me laugh seeing me crawl watching you gaff
I love when they think they are winning
When I'm playing a bigger game and in a smarter way
Making responsibilities mine
Weaving time
Heal with your own expressions
I did this for the others: the frequencies.
Not be afraid of being terrified. . .

SHE PRELUDE (FIRST & FINAL)

Give ya a taste and trying my hand at meditation trance.

Medication (headache)

She didn't have to do that to me.
(Yesod, Foundation of Life, Peter Mohrbacher)
"Wow you're lucky," he laughed. 
Not my family, and defending himself for going back to his abuser.
BYE THEN!
I tried.

BLED (!)

& Her crinsom rage.
you and them knew. . .
Why I had that knife and the man that was not you father hadn't come.
To church that night.
That was before I knew what death was- I thought god would be cruel enough to have us not be.
After I knew the truth of reincarnation i was no longer afraid to and I had written a poem for her while she was still struggling to stay alive that had a message like this.
Do your heroes kill or not?
Do they know or not?
Just trying to protect her from his presence ever. . .

My Diamond Doom

Mirroring ME

Where'd you go?

The quality is pretty bad here, was using a mic on this playlist that wasn't very good then moved to using a phone mic for the others lol. 
And just my laptop so just to show, you can do this too!
Of course not everybody but that's just a not yet.
(ps the frequency doesn't come in until the next playlist and the next song on this one)

self sabotage!

You know which art is by Peter Mohrbachers' Angelarium(.net) Project. see his poems and titles
-E.J.
Our Great Knight of Her, The Wombless Void. 
Prophet of The Unknown
This times' before i remembered, as i did as i wrote't.
I had a experience of the Grand Arguement as described in religous lore-
I imagined it being my mom then she whispered (as nothing does)
I moved on then. Survived the whole terrifying ordeal. 
She told me: Death,
And it was their answer, they'd been to pathetic to kill. I'd'll

EXYINAUL

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