a thousand words
feel them crawling beneath my skin
if less is more
than you gave me just i 
wanted
if thats how i felt
then we wouldn't be here in the first place
but i guess im to blame for it still
cause this is new to me,
and new to you
there's nothing we can change for us
just close your eyes...
we'll be there soon <3

close your eyes

Thank you @kaedefall 
Produced by myself
We finished recording this in September 2021

Thanks for listening. Love you all

Lyrics:

sk8:
Everything feels the same, it really is nothing new
Every day shit changes but for me my days are through
Wanna break away, but the day I cannot choose
I’ve been so away, and it’s sad cuz u knew

You can’t hurt me, no more
And I miss it but I can’t go back before
I’m so used to these feelings its numb
And its turned me into who I’ve become

So I’m sorry for the way I am
Tried to change just need a chance
And I ache might need a hand
Getting late I just want it to end

Time is running short, don’t know how much I’ll endure
Lock myself in slam my door shut
Fucked up in the crib, i just wanna get away
Leave me lone just get away, leave me lone I’ll be okay

Kaedefall:
Don’t know who I am anymore, get split in two to see my core 
Hurt myself on my own accord, it's all my fault i wanted more 
I've been stressed out, wishing I was dead now
But here's the truth I’m scared now
I cut I run with my head down

You don't know my pain, I beg and pray for change, i hate it never came 

Before I’m gone, there's a wish that i want.
It’s to make me whole, it's to bring me home, guide me from the cold

pain song +kaedefall

@miro @cryingonit
NerdTrap Live #Memories
Hit my skin, touch a nerve, papercut
Didn't know who I was, thought I was a mutt
Had to break out of the mould, I was getting stuck
But it feels just like I'm really back to where I was

Hit my skin, touch a nerve, papercut
Didn't know who I was, thought I was a mutt
Had to break out of the mould, I was getting stuck
But it feels just like I'm really back to where I was

Miss my friend I never thought that it would get to this
Fucking hurts to see my brother in the state he in
Shallow breathing, swear it feels like needles and the pins
Maybe you should say it louder, didn't get the hint

Can you hear the sirens?
Listen to the silence
Can you hear the sirens?
Listen to the silence

Sharp knife, happy life
Just another heel bite
Like, what a pretty light
Please just be kind

Hit my skin, touch a nerve, papercut
Didn't know who I was, thought I was a mutt
Had to break out of the mould, I was getting stuck
But it feels just like I'm really back to where I was

Hit my skin, touch a nerve, papercut
Didn't know who I was, thought I was a mutt
Had to break out of the mould, I was getting stuck
But it feels just like I'm really back to where I was

Miro - Mutt prod cryingonit

Tallest plant grows from the smallest seed
I can't even see
You're just out of reach
Chew Flores 100 years, bitch, cent'anni
They all been bumping me
I'll never up and leave

I don't wanna talk, I'm allergic to your words
And I've lived a 100 lives but I'm still roaming the earth
And I always come in first
I've been at it since my birth
I said you could win like me
I said you could make it work
I don't wanna talk, I'm allergic to your words
And I've lived a 100 lives but I'm still roaming the earth
And I always come in first
I've been at it since my birth
I said you could win like me
I said you could make it work
I said you could make it work

Step by step I'm making it
In my favorite fit
At the precipice
I'm just taking pics
I look awkward with the joint but I'm inhaling it
Bitch I'm high as shit, walking like a penguin
Think that's everything
Think that's everything
Feeling like it's 2010, I don't even remember it
Used to always wonder where the river was gonna take me next
Now my life is perfect I don't want this shit to change again

Change again, change again
A song a day, I'm locked in
Quitting ain't an option
Cuz I'm on top, I ain't stopping
Quiet at the function
Cuz I don't got shit to say
Posted up, sat in my corner
Best dressed bitch that's in this place

To read, to think, to feel
I didn't need any of that shit to feel real
Only found myself once I stopped searching, it's surreal
All that overthinking led to only bad ideals

Tallest plant grows from the smallest seed
I can't even see
You're just out of reach
Chew Flores 100 years, bitch, cent'anni
They all been bumping me
I'll never up and leave

I don't wanna talk, I'm allergic to your words
And I've lived a 100 lives but I'm still roaming the earth
And I always come in first
I've been at it since my birth
I said you could win like me
I said you could make it work
I don't wanna talk, I'm allergic to your words
And I've lived a 100 lives but I'm still roaming the earth
And I always come in first
I've been at it since my birth
I said you could win like me
I said you could make it work
I said you could make it work

Tallest plant grows from the smallest seed
I can't even see
You're just out of reach
Chew Flores 100 years, bitch, cent'anni
They all been bumping me
I'll never up and leave

Chew Flores 100 years, bitch, cent'anni
Chew Flores 100 years, bitch, cent'anni
Chew Flores 100 years, bitch, cent'anni
I can't even see
You're just out of reach
Cent'anni
Cent'anni

cent'anni

art capital
written by capital + scum boi
produced by pvthfindxr + nxietymeds

moongang 
moongang 
moongang

gaps in history ft scum boi (prod pvthfindxr + nxietymeds)

Ch2rms - claustrophobia

THROW EM ft.dubz!

film

sum about yu w malcoozy(prod.emerald)

Self Image

1- the beginning of the journey
2- together in the snowy harbor
3- you and i, forever [with @konomii]
4- new children of the snowland [end]

this is the story of 2 bunnies that wanted to escape their current world leaving by ship to discover something called "snow"

hope you like it !

Ch2rms - claustrophobia

nov19th

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