lyrics:
Now i , wake up then
I see these people round me 

I survive in a place that is dark like a shark but i  always end up drowning 

I dont know what it takes should they wear this smile put an end to this endless frowning 

Take a breath and i hit this flow cuz i know im old , take it back  to grow 


I mean , Whats a home when those feelings hurt me 
Im all alone , i hear my grandma lurking
Shout and scream ,"oh my back is hurting "
I raised you up cuz your dad is working 

You're just a flop cuz your momma left you 
Ill call your dad let him come and get you 


You're cousin's better at least she didn't suffer
Now she hurted my little brother


Hit the mirror cuz i couldn't hit her 
Broke my hand didnt break the picture 
Husband's mad wanted to assist her 
So he brought in the knife wanted me to filter 

All those actions like im tom cruise 
But i know how to throw these bombs loose 

They wish that im dead suffocate in my bed 
But im always ahead cuz i pay for the bread 

Eat from my head cuz my cousin and her mom are worhty  instead of the food on my plate 

Stay in my room then i talk to my girl cuz i know what they'll say if i come home late 

He's smoking some weed and he's jumping around while my cousin right here is an angel thats great 

I kept all the pain and she got so insane
Cuz my aunt has a brain that is split into halves 

Im goin in circles , repeat everyday 
This place is a circus , my rage is delayed 

I've been so encircled ,i duck and evade  hooks on my face  left  funeral dates 

I know what to do and i know what to say 
Send me a HI letter  everyday
In a different way and a different day 
Im sure i will make it , my mary and jay


Appologize cuz i couldn't handle
All this pain cuz im wearing sandals 
They got me those from like 2012
Then moved my pics from the fucking shelf 
Now im in the frame all by my self 
So I stand strong then i build a  shell 
To protect me  from my raging hell 
Cuz i know ill end up in a prison cell 

Move on move on like i notice whos on 
In the game of coupons ,now it  turned my mood off had to flip my food off like i know its coolo had to cry to school or had to fight my hoolo 

they know i know one day ill get psycho one way turn the cycle once they turn the volume upside down with valium ,like ray breathe and im  so annoyed ,so i wake up .









RAYDoubleAz- BYE

Im feelin myself and im feelin really honest 
Honest feelin really honest , call it really bouta call it  ,  jog it really bouta jog it 


Im Feeling myself with a no sense chorus 
Take a puff now im a tourist 
Counting all the dimes on my tore wrist 
Hands on the wall prepare my door fist 
Stand up for yourself 
You aint got much left 
I swiped life right but she swiped me left 
Can't wait for  the moment that  im out of breath
Can't wait for all those checks 
Can't wait for all those next 

Im standin by my own 
Realised that ive grown 
Proved my points , Im never wrong 
Decided to take a break 
All I'm losing now is hate 
All im choosing now is fate 
Wonder why i cut them off 
Wonder why they were  fake 

Had to let the leash go 
Had to let the beast grow
Gotta cut these ropes
Blood spittin these flows 
Im never not too much 
Yet im killin these hoes 
Cut the water  off them 
Because my plants really  grown

chorus again .


verse 2 :
now back to reality, op there goes gravity 
usin ems bar to upgrade the mentality,
figured out the moon was too far , step by step i put your brains in a jar , test by test  lose the weight ( wait) in the car 
city by the Joint , 
J to the
O to the 
I to the 
N to T 
the entity is filling my recipe to kill you all and rest in peace dont test me please , not tryna please you all my rage has became too small . 
not complete, all these demons are knocking me to fuck with me cuz im feeling very tall. 
not a single one of you can ride with me to die with me , even got time for me to fly with me , pass me the j its time to sleep no harash feelings all im doing is .

chorus again

RAYDoubleAz -Honesty

RayDoubleAzz-ShadyFt Ziko

RayDoubleAzz-R.A.Y

Just a kid spreading out his silent thoughts on a beat i guess ...?

RAYdoubleAz