The sun comes up and I just feel the pull to sleep
The world is rushing, secrets that I have to keep
My bones are heavy and my head feels full of mud
A muted version of myself, misunderstood
I try to focus, try to get the tasks all done
But all my energy is gone before the day's begun
I watch the clock like it's a silent, ticking bomb
Waiting for the blessed moment of the twilight calm

'Cause I swear I come alive when the daylight starts to fade
In the quiet of the night, a new person is made
My brain wakes up, my thoughts, they start to race
And I feel a strength I can't find in the daytime's space
I'm a creature of the dark, a child of the cool moon air
I finally feel the fire that I wish I could share
Yeah, I come alive when the day turns to gray
I feel more real at night than I ever do all day

The afternoon's a battle, and I'm losing every round
My mind is drifting, not a solid thought is found
They say "just push through it," "it's all in your head"
But they don't know the feeling of my soul being dead
Then something shifts, a peaceful, velvet kind of shade
And I feel the pieces of my broken self re-made
The pressure lifts, the world's demands all fade away
And I'm finally free to get up and start my day

'Cause I swear I come alive when the daylight starts to fade
In the quiet of the night, a new person is made
My brain wakes up, my thoughts, they start to race
And I feel a strength I can't find in the daytime's space
I'm a creature of the dark, a child of the cool moon air
I finally feel the fire that I wish I could share
Yeah, I come alive when the day turns to gray
I feel more real at night than I ever do all day

It's not that I hate the sun, it's just so loud and fast
A beautiful chaos that I'm just not meant to last in
But in the hush of midnight, with the world finally still
My mind is sharp, my spirit free to take the wheel
My hands are steady, my heart is finally clear
And the ghost of who I am just disappears

I'm just a shadow...
Yeah, I'm just a shadow...
Waiting for the light to finally go away...
So I can feel more real...
Than I ever do all day...
Yeah, I come alive at night.

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