thoughts of thots

Yeah I’m throwing up the peace sign
Everything is alright
I just wanna climb to the top but I’m scared of heights
Nobody knows my bad side
Like maybe I’m the bad guy
I’m looking in my mind I don’t talk about the shit I find

I don’t know what I should do
Conflicted but who isn’t
I second guess myself and I don’t know who I should to listen to
Because I relapsed on the thought of missing you
One day I’ll fill the gap you left like a missing tooth
I need to eat more
I need to sleep more
But if I have a dream about you I don’t wanna see more
Cause when I wake up everything is different
That’s with a capital because the way that it all shifted

Yeah I’m throwing up the peace sign
Everything is alright
I just wanna climb to the top but I’m scared of heights
Nobody knows my bad side
Like maybe I’m the bad guy
I’m looking in my mind I don’t talk about the shit I find

Yeah I try my best to move on
L eave it in the past until the time I write a new song
Maybe in the future I will have a different topic
I'll probably just write about all the things I do wrong
I know that I could make bad decisions to help distract me
But if I take it there I might be never coming back see
I don’t wanna live that lifestyle
Sometimes my life feels like someone speeding
And I’m stuck up in the back seat

a peace sign a day keeps toxic people away (prod. eric godlow)

Life with you (Prod. Just big hills.)

Spotify/Apple

Float Away [ft. SadBoyProlific] (prod. zeeky)

Fuck(ed) Up

Luv Yourself - David Alexander (f.k.a) [old era]

been mad stressed lately so this is just a way for me to get it all off my chest. hope yall still fw it uwu <3

sample: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B-Hi-YQ2tOE

i just wanna know 
where my mind is at
it's somewhere in between 
being happy and sad
i wish that i could take away 
the pain for my friends
but everybody knows 
that it never ends man
i can barely help myself
forget everyone else
givin out advice
i barely follow myself
i just wanna disappear
fuck heaven or hell
6 o' clock in the morning
eyes glued to my cell
bloodshot red 
got a pain in my head
i can never sleep
i'm making music instead
lookin in the mirror
think i'm halfway dead
or almost there
ion even think i care but
mom's gettin worried
at the habits i have
i apologize
for everything in the past
doin fuck shit everyday
skippin all of my classes
but i'm glad it's workin out
lemme pay you back

every time i drop a song
people ask if it's sad
and everybody spam my shit
only for a collab
but ion fuck wit anybody
unless ur one of my brothers
and if i barely work w/ them
then why the fuck should i bother with u
and im gettin tired
of all of this bullshit
that comes wit the 
things that i do
fuck up my voice
just to make
a new song everyday so this 
dream comes true
but honestly 
forget all that
i can buy the shit i want 
bc i'll make it back
replace the pain
w/ y-3's in the triple black
call it 1st degree murder
when i kill this track
crescent moon on my wrist
im alive in the night
if the reaper tryna take me
ima put up a fight
everybody's sus
so i keep my circle tight
don't pretend to be my friend
get the fuck out my sight

bloodshot freestyle

What I’m Waiting For  Ft.Ouse

i just want my heart to beat again. :c

w/ laeland
https://soundcloud.com/bradsingsalot
https://instagram.com/laelandd

Listen on Spotify!

@rxseboy x @laeland - resuscitate

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/cavasoul/
Producer YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCKtZZB_Jfc2wTTA2BN0fQqA
Shouts out to DKH: https://www.instagram.com/dawsondkh/

Marty McFly (Prod. Wetflxx)

Tears (feat. Rxseboy & Duzzy)

Produced by @hateful 
Mix & Mastered by @berler
Artwork by @allonemfg

crashed my whip (prod. hateful)

hope u like it (⌒‿⌒)
(free download available)

lyrics:
i won't talk
cause i'll probably blow it
i will walk away
cause i'm not worth knowing

got no friends
got no one to show me
around this town
i don't know where i'm going

i don't belong
all i do is listen to sad songs
but life goes on
how does everyone carry on

i won't talk
cause i'll probably blow it
i will walk away
cause i'm not worth knowing

got no friends
got no one to show me
around this town
i don't know where i'm going

i've lived in my head
i'll do till the day im dead
it's my escape
it's my getaway

spotify

i won't talk

Follow https://soundcloud.com/lostxfriend

This was a quick small different project for you guys 
Thank you for all the love and let's see how 2020 goes <3
Feed suggested 
Much love <3
LMG

Master by
https://soundcloud.com/skinnyatlas

Lyrics 

Gothic girl by my side 
& Always down to ride 
& always down to slide 
She is my ride or die 

Stay balling in my lane 
a little bit insane 
Girl give me all that brain 
Left me with all that pain 

I’m thinking about you now 
It really ended, how? 
I really need you now 
You never need me now 

You know that I am done 
We really had our fun 
You see that loaded gun 
My ride or die we run

Teqkoi - Gothic Girl (Prod. Thislandis) [Mastered by Skinny Atlas]

Powfu - Laying On My Porch While We Watch The World End (ft. Rxseboy)

or did i?

sample by timmy holiday
produced by con

@rxseboy - i wrote this about no one (prod. con)

SadBoyProlific X Le Play - Boots (bass boosted)

Lost in my thoughts I dont know what to do....mp3

Lyrics:

Nowhere, I've been gone
tryna find that home that
the people keep on talking 'bout and

so i venture out
and try to scout for
places i can stay for ever in

i know that it's not realistic
but i don't care about the things
that seem to sting
right in my feeling
this is not the same as last time

i hate to think that you're the one
'cause honestly i'm so fucking done
i thought that she would care about me
i guess that i was wrong from the start

try to figure it out
what i'm missing now
was it slipping through my fingers again
was it all in my head
were the feelings i felt just fake
'cause i can't really tell anymore

Nowhere, I've been gone
tryna find that home that
the people keep on talking 'bout and

so i venture out
and try to scout for
places i can stay for ever in

i know that it's not realistic
but i don't care about the things
that seem to sting
right in my feeling
this is not the same as last time

Realistic (feat. Elijah Midjord)

lover boy (prod. citrusgastank)

Powfu - Sanguine Remix (Prod. n.chnt)

You're the song i listen to in repeat
And im the one who keeps the same beat

thoughts of thots

Mon