first of all, i don't feel confident in uploading this 'cause my voice sounds shitty plus the weird breathing sounds and saliva sounds, sorry for that! *peace sign*
but i hope you enjoy this english cover, thank you for listening! :)

lyrics:

full of loneliness
this bloomed garden
prickly
sand castle that i am stuck in

what's your name?
don't you have a place?
oh could you tell me?
i saw you who was hiding in this garden

and i know 
that your warmth is real
your hands that breaks a blue flower
i want to hold it but

this is my fate
don't smile on me
light on me
i can't get closer to you
so there is no name that you can call me

you know that i can't
show you me
give you me
i can't show you my pitiful side
i, again wear my mask, and go to meet you
but i still want you

a lonely bloomed garden
there's a similar flower
i wanted to give to you
and take off my stupid mask

and i know
forever can never do that
i can only hide
because i am my ugly self

i'm afraid
i'm pitiful
i'm so afraid
in the end, you as well, will leave me too
i wear my mask again and go to meet you

i can do this
in the garden
from this world
after blooming a similar flower
you breathe me in the way you know me
but i still want you
i still want you

perhaps then
just a little
just this moment
if i gained courage and i stood in front of you
would everything now have changed?

i'm crying 
disappeared 
broken down
in this sand castle left alone
i look at the broken mask
and i still want you
but i still want you
i still want you...

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