Name: Selfish Demeanor by felix sparke in աɨʀɛֆ
Duration: 4 min 2 s
Description: a track i made inspired by peach pit's chord choice x

yo what was your souncloud name before your last one? and this definitely in my top 3 fav songs 👍

back 2 years later pls put on apple music/ spotify 😞

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"Hazy Past" is a small release and pairing of two new songs which will be included in a future full length record I've been working on in recent months. For this batch of tracks I'll be hand-dubbing and self-releasing a limited number of cassettes (30 in total) which will be available for purchase online soon.

Hazy Past

What do I say? My heart feels like you're never near. 
What do I do? Admit I was a fool for you. 

Trapped myself back, sinking into a hazy past. 
Fell into dreams, a place with more sincerity. 

Not this time, She's not mine. 

Now we lie, a state where we shouldn't be. 
Strangers now, lift your eyes and look at me. 

How could I say, my feelings are true? 
Desperate today, I have to have you. 

Selfish things tell me I can never be 
A heart at peace, a head of smiling. 
Convince myself I was someone you'd never see. 
Convince myself I was someone you'd never see. 

I won't mind, say you're mine.

Hazy Past

Mosh Pit Make Out

Manic Pixie Dream Girl

two beds in one big room
tuesdays...
they'd go, we'd stay  

i guess that's family life?
no way that this is how we'll stay

your face says lets get out 
ok...
rebel and lets get out 
ok...

you know that i…
i wanna say

'how you doing? how ya been?''
i wanna say...
'ill see you in three months again'
i wanna say...
'remember how we'd wish it end?'
i wanna say…
'kind of my fault were just friends'
i wanna say…

don't think i don't care
i wanna say…

you could say i mind it, when i think back day by day  
i feel fucked up when you ask 'can i see you?'

your face said lets get out 
ok...
rebel and lets get out 
ok...
your face said lets get out 
ok...
rebel and lets get out 
ok, how about today?

how you doing? how you been? 

how you doing? how you been? 
how you doing? how you been? 
how you doing? how you been? 
you used to be my only friend..

new laundry

i made a song for mister daniel johnston this afternoon

Daniel's Song

Slip In Your Dreams (Demo)

Verse: 
Reachin’ out my hand for the pill 
Imaginary friends upon my hill 
I grab my chest and gasp for air 
Life ran so slowly don’t stop to stare 

Pre-Chorus:
Open my windows cause I’m so blind 
Hold onto yourself or just die 

Chorus: 
Oh, Oh in the back seat of our car 
And with these drugs I don’t think we’re going far 
Cause we’re making out and it feels so right 
Cause we’re making out oh please don’t hold me tight 

Verse: 
We took our time as conscience moves 
Do I let the guard down? Do I fall into you? 
The projections can make false claims 
I try to escape, but who’s to blame 

Pre-Chorus:
Open my windows cause I’m so blind 
Hold onto yourself or just die. 

Chorus: 
Oh, Oh in the back seat of our car 
And with these drugs I don’t think we’re going far 
Cause we’re making out and it feels so right 
Cause we’re making out oh please don’t hold me tight 

Bridge/Chorus: 
Oh, Oh in the back seat of our car 
And with these drugs I don’t think we’re going far 
Cause we’re making out and it feels so right 
Cause we’re making out oh please don’t hold me tight

So Slowly

My current project is called Dirt Buyer and you can find it on Spotify, Instagram, & Twitter @dirtbuyer


it's so action-packed, catch all the flak
it's been a long, long time since you looked back
you wanna wait some time, i understand
it's gonna take some time to feel it out
i wanna know just how your life turns out
and when your body knows your brain's upset
you're stuck cleanin' up the whole damn mess
you know i'm at your side, shakin' my head
i spent my whole life workin' up the strength 
to accept the fact i'm a fuckin wreck
it ain't that hard to clear your head
just emasculate your entire being
you'll be happier, though it may be fleeting,
but it's one step up from where you're at
you exist in shit, you should know that
no matter how you move, your bones will ache,
it's an eternal pain you just can't shake
you gotta run, run, run your entire life
you gotta keep your mind from blowin out
just accept the fact that it's all a lie
i swear to god, it'll save you time
you gotta work real hard to avert your gaze
from the meaninglessness that'll come your way
and she said

Jotay - She Said

Sonic Bloom

there's no today there's no tomorrow 
I just closed my eyes a bit 
all these days are full of sorrow 
watch the sunrise through the slits
watch the sunrise while you sleep 
I need a thousand years to think 
commercials playing in my head 
its so fucking hard to find a point 
when all your dreams wash up dead 
so where should we go just flip a coin
watch the sunrise while you sleep
I need a thousand years to think
oh no did you hear they closed the mall 
fake nails scratching at the walls 
oh no did you here they closed the mall 
fake nails scratching at the walls

Online Shopping (Demo)

Headboard lil ugly mane

a track i made inspired by peach pit's chord choice x

Selfish Demeanor

produced by dillon mee-lee
https://linktr.ee/egodeathpcola

still functional

ive got a problem

to someone who means so much to me. wrote this at the beginning and now it's the end. you'll have a part of my heart forever.

feelings- jane mcisaac (prod. godflow)

ig: momsaidcomeinside
twt: suckager
theoswritings@gmail.com

Selfish Demeanor

felix sparke

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