whenever I'm really down or miss you to the point where I can't bare it, I come back to this and read the description. I love you so much I hate that we're so far I hope you're sleeping well at night and everything is okay 

late

Cerulean Blue

to the moon and back [thenian remix]

picked at

Blindly pushing forward through the fog of life.

23.08.2025 Updated with a new extended instrumental and a tighter mix.

A new track I am currently developing. I hope you enjoy it. 

A full song version will come soon. 

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Preamble

bleed through

so much luv 2 @yngsn

i hope this isn't terrible

lyrix:
you know they say that time flies 

well 

thats why i strive to be lifelike,

so,
you either live or you die right?

let it ride 
everything will be alright 
right?




step aside 
bruh
 you 
wouldn't wanna jeopardize 
go
get the mic plug 
and try to write some clever rhymes
but
here’s that better advice

you're on some lame shit
if 

you’re
just 
tryna push the peddle to be famous 
ugh

they always saying that I’m looking slightly asian
cause
my hair’s black
but I’m whiter 
than the powder wigs,
i wear a hat 
when using a lighter on this sour piff 
a pterodactyl 
while swooping
you off your terrace like 
a terrorist,

on
top the tower 
where i stare at the city  
and think of jumping off
arrogance 
is telling me 
you’re fine 
man there’s nothing wrong 
if only i could confide 
into this dusty bong,
and
from dusk til dawn  
my eyes tight 
while i write lines 
the nightlife 
isn’t nice to the 
wise guy

now 
im

sleeping where the mice lied 
or 
in the jungle where the life thrives 
stay humble 
or you might die 
yeah,
yo-

you know they say that time flies 

well 

thats why i strive to be lifelike 
listen 

you gotta step into the limelight 
existential crises 
keep plaguing up my mind 
but
nah
i tell em 
everything’s sublime 
i
got
 the mic up in my hand, 
and the
hennessy on the right 
im finna write the perfect plan  

to relinquish all of the blight 
with these pure soul rhythms 
extinguishing any plights 
ugh,

yuh
 yuh!
you know they say that time flies 

let it ride 
everything will be alright 
ight
ugh

always striving to be lifelike 

right 
right 

uh, yeah-

we
battle in a foreign land

to the castle
 in a forward stance 

its too morbid fam,

i
got a apple in my deformed hand 
its
a
 hassle
 jus tryna stay off the sea floor man

whatever happened 
to
my c4 plans 
got
duds in my thoughts,
many
dubs in my pockets 
got the mary on my mind 
and i don’t really try to stop it 
haha
ugh
i just try to make a profit 

its like my life is a precipice 
and I’m well on the edge of it
and i never really could 
tell 
if id

 get to live 
with the shit that I’ve said with this
microphone 
check!
oh
 don’t test me 
please 
show respect 
ya flow is messy 
dog 
you just 
weak at best 
no contesting 
wonton soup 
gets my blessing 
everything else 
below that’s
straight dead to me 
plenty oregano 
you know i keep it zesty 
haha
I’m just playing yo 
you know they say that time flies right?
so i just live in the moment

mad chi (prod. yngsn)

Manila

Cammie - Falling In Love

you aint real you a mirage, ill show you how i really feel>>>

ill drop you off if you need it
(spot light on me )
lights make these shadows on an empty road
on my way back
(although you love me, theres still fools above me)
from my home
and every time
im stuck laying in a half filled bed
running from sleep
and it really seems

I get questioned 
if its really happening
if i stay here for long
will you still listen

---------------------

send this to someone you love.
i am sending this to max and kieran-
among others.

max,
i love you.
this gray will turn to stardust soon.
i promise.
you just have to push forward, and i know you will.
my strong boy,
you light up everything around you
and brighten all that's already lit.
you are beautiful,
inside and out.
the confusion,
the pain,
the frustration,
is all a part of this beautiful life we have been given.
and it gets taken away so suddenly.
don't let the pain of things blind the joy in the rest.
i know you are so wise,
and i know you have so much to give.
please keep giving it.
remember these words and all the others i've said to you if i happen to disappear.
i don't plan on it,
but the future is unknown.
my lovely archer.
my beautiful brother.
i would do anything for you.
please never settle for anyone who won't
or can't see why they should.
you deserve eternity in serenity.
nothing less but everything more.

sincerely,
lucas.
x

kieran,
you are the best brother i could have ever known.
no amount of songs,
words,
smiles,
car rides,
text messages,
or company,
could ever explain how much you mean to me.
i know words are hard for us a lot,
but i hope with my being here beside you-
in due time-
you begin to feel tranquil in the stability of my love for you.
you are the best friend and the brother i wish i could have had the pleasure to know earlier in life,
but i know you now.
i don't know what i did to deserve such a genuine person,
someone who thinks of me even in the worst
and has taught me so much,
but i'm glad i did it.
this life you are set in is not all there is.
it's been a long time,
and i know the sinking feeling well,
but you and i both know that there is so much more than what we are sitting in.
none of this will last forever.
and i always see you.
i always hear you.
you are never alone as long as i am breathing.
ever.
please,
never doubt what you mean to me and the lengths i'd go to ensure your contentment.
you are everything right with this place,
and every place you'll ever roam.
i love you so much.
and it doesn't feel weird to say to you.

everlasting,
lucas
x

Sincerely, Yours

ig: momsaidcomeinside
twt: suckager
theoswritings@gmail.com

Sincerely, Yours

felix sparke

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