Friends

lyrics:
(razegod)
suicide stuck in my brain and i wonder why, oh
(i don't wanna die, no)
suicide stuck in my brain and i wanna fly home!
(but i don't know the way...)
suicide stuck in my brain and i wonder why, oh
(i don't wanna die!)
suicide stuck in my brain and i wanna fly home!
(but i don't know the way...)

you and i both wanna die and i wonder why?
you and i both wanna die and i wonder why?
and i wonder why?
and i wonder why?
and i wonder why?
and i wonder why?

and i wonder why...
and i wonder why?
do i wanna die?
i don't wanna die, no!

and i wonder why?
and i wonder why?
and i wonder why?
i don't wanna die, no!

you and i both wanna die and i wonder why?
you and i both wanna die and i wonder why?
you and i both wanna die and i wonder why?
you and i both wanna die and i wonder why?

suicide stuck in my brain and i wonder why, oh
(i don't wanna die, no)
suicide stuck in my brain and i wanna fly home!
(but i don't know the way...)
suicide stuck in my brain and i wonder why, oh
(i don't wanna die!)
suicide stuck in my brain and i wanna fly home!
(but i don't know the way...)
i'm still afraid that i can't make a difference,
i'm still afraid that i can't...
(i don't wanna die!)
suicide stuck in my brain and i wanna fly home!
(but i don't know the way...)

i don't wanna die, no!...

Suicide Stuck (Prod. Razegod)

https://linktr.ee/Rivilin

I just wanna feel alive, but it’s not right, im not high
everything’s too much when we collide
I break down, thought id get used to this
unravel when I get too nervous

you’re burnt in me no the wounds not healing
you pick at it so it won’t stop bleeding
you hit me up I don’t want to talk now
anger builds and the walls close around

shut me off I don’t want to feel this
I just stare while you’re throwing your fist
I hate the noise so I stopped replying
your screaming now but im lost in silence

the veil comedowns and holds me closely
I take a step while the ground is calling
I don’t know why this just happens to me
if I let go will you come and save me

I WISH I COULD BE ALIVE

Candyman

Shout out to brudduh for making the beat and Patrick Hyatt for mixing the beat. All vocals done by me 🖤
LYRICS:

"come on, this is no time for feeling down."
"But, why am I so sad?"

(They said that I'm falling apart)
Tell me what you like, tell me what you live for
I don't wanna cry but I got nothing to live for
Tell me what you like, tell me what you live for
I don't wanna die but I got nothing to live for
Tell me what you want, tell me if it's real bitch
I don't wanna lose you but I don't wanna feel shit
Pop another stick, smoke another box with it 
Rev can't die look alive when I rock with it yeah, yeah, yeah

And they said that I'm falling apart
I think I lost my fucking mind I knew it right from the start
I wish that I could just go back and start all again
You were the only thing I needed but your gone in the end

Bitch I hit a line cuz I'm never okay (never okay)
You been stuck up on my mind make it go away (go away)
I don't ever wanna die young, imma die young (go away)
Never wanna die young, imma die young  x4

die young (Prod. Brudduh)

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To Hell With It

you only love me when the lights out

ig: iamkillfish

Lyrics:
Unto the sun I waste my words
We all die least last I heard
Bitch looks bad in diamond pearls
Devil marks my hand im sure

Unto the sun I waste my words
We all die least last I heard
Bitch looks bad in diamond pearls
Devil marks my hand im sure

Fuck it im bad like that 
Got an ace in my lap cuz I don’t look back
Suck it im mad like mad
Cut a lace with a bag said I fuck right past

Blood blood give gonna run right shift cuz its all gone bad ok ok
Cunt don’t miss said you're gun might stick cuz its all gone mag ok ok

Do we really die in the end 
Said were really going fast put a mic in the pen
Who you really like in the end
Are you really going back for a fight in the den

Stab stab dead got a bitch in the bed 
Got a corpse with the force and I might like head
Grab grab lead where the fuck have I been
Catch a course in the source that I might have bled

Unto the sun I waste my words
We all die least last I heard
Bitch looks bad in diamond pearls
Devil marks my hand im sure

VIRUS!

IM RUNNING

Prod. by https://soundcloud.com/ele_wav

Lyrics:

I don't save time for the others,
Couldn't save my life in the summer,
She the only one that go stubborn,
So fucked up, but I love her,
Time move fast in the suburbs,
All of their cash is a bother,
I stay home for my mother,
Others that'll never find recover,

Watch me walk out,
Spin me around,
Heads still flip out,
Making you proud,

Watch me walk out,
Spin me around,
Heads still flip out,
Making you proud,

Am I making you proud?
Am I making you proud?
Am I making you proud?

Special, special,
You been upset I know,
Devil, devil,
You still dance with his cold,
Special, special,
Killed my thoughts long ago,
Tremble, tremble,
You still locked in that snow,

Go back, 
King hail, like long last,
Stings held, trust no act,
Still fam that stab back,
Frontlines I'm on that,
Crunch time we on that,
Street signs, my bags packed,
Washed eyes, dry laugh track,


I can help myself,
I been all alone,
I'm the only one that know it,
Ain't complaining though,

I can help myself,
I been all alone,
I'm the only one that know it,
Ain't complaining though,

Special, special,
You been upset I know,
Devil, devil,
You still dance with his cold,
Special, special,
Killed my thoughts long ago,
Tremble, tremble,
You still locked in that snow,

Video

Making You Proud (Prod. by ELE)

https://linktr.ee/Rivilin

wheel snaps head turns whiplash vision black
you know im doing fine, so fake I always lied
suicide on my mind won’t live to 35
am I even alive, no emotion I can’t cry

don’t feel a thing now that the nerves are gone
anxiety it spawns, feel the chills right in my spine
ash skin it burns the mental scars they hurt
you can’t kill what isn’t alive anymore

check my phone just to see you hit me up
yeah I cut you off for a reason yeah just check the dms
it always felt like you were suffocating next to me
we change give up

it’s so sad to see that you went to rehab
im glad your back but your still half-alive man
I always drive past the places that we use to love
two best friends never talk again man

cus it’s a shame that it ended up this way yeah
always hitting me up for some extra money
Like even if I gave it to you what’s the point
you just spend on drugs just to get fucked up again

hollowed cheeks not doing well i can see that
all the track marks on your arms yeah I feel that
cus I always split myself for you
like why do I put myself through this

Yeah so what is it like to wake up and not feel like your not in your own skin
well homie let me tell you something 
it feels like im a prisoner in my skull
so won’t you just break it open and just let me be free

well mental health doesn’t work like that
did you really think the drugs would put your life on track
like what did you fucking expect of me
I had to cut you off and just leave you know it killed a part of me

cus every day I regret not coming back, yeah 
Cus Every day it hurts to see your face like that
so lifeless eyes dull it’s like someone just took your soul
we both know it was the girl we both fell in love with

she was feeding drugs to make us break, I took chances and escaped
look at you compared to me, im back on track with my own dreams
cus my hands were tied when my car flipped
rearrange my mind just to find out you weren’t even a friend

VIRUS!

𝙆𝙄𝙇𝙇𝙁𝙄$𝙃

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