chilling in panic

LYRICS

Use me like cocaine, only on the weekends
He says he’s an actor, he’s good at the pretend 
Texts me from a party, when he’s lost his composure
But in all my dreams he is kissing me sober 

Need to get a grip, can't let it get this far
Was I just a slip in judgement in the dark?

It’s been hard, to be
Falling apart you see
Cause you’re so far from me
And I did it to myself

I’ve missed you since August, I don’t mind the distance
I’d beg if I thought it, would make any difference 
You won’t meet my mother, but trust me she hates you 
You’re up on another, and I’m trying to blame you 

And I can’t believe I let it get this far
Has it always been your plan to break my heart?

It’s been hard, to be
Falling apart you see
Cause you’re so far from me
And I did it to myself (X2)

All I can think is oh my God, I bought a goddamn dress for this 
All I can think is oh my God, I got all dressed up for this 

You’ll stay and I’ll go, it’s okay, but you know 
You can stay, I can go, but I hate it cause I told me so (X2)

You’ll Stay (Demo)

honestly if you were dying 
my legs be tied and i'd be crying 
it's not up to me no 
it's not up to me no 
and i could be a head on spike 
so hypnotised from all your lies
it's not up to me no
it's not up to me no

see you in a bit and a lot of it
it's so hard to get one like you again

if you were dying 
my legs be tied and i'd be crying 
it's not up to me no 
it's not up to me no 
and i could be a head on spike 
so hypnotised from all your lies
it's not up to me no
it's not up to me no

i know we're in love 
it's hard to explain trust me
i know it's enough
but it's not enough for me 

it's not enough for me 

you forget
i try to be good
im trying my best 
im depressed 
you know if i could 
i would tell when 
you could see me again

it's not up to me no
it's not up to me no
it's not up to me no
it's not up to me no
it's not up to me no
it's not up to me no

i lost a ring 
see you in a bit and a lot of it
and another thing
it's so hard to get one like you again
i know we're in love 
it's hard to explain trust me
i know it's enough
but it's but enough for me

NOT UP TO ME

thing.

rubber band - short demo

welcome

black and white dog - demo

Ermonduo - Contrast

Words and Vocals: Ermia x Tamara
Production and sound: Mondy
Cover Art: Idaasgri

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chilling in panic

ollie west

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