I go where I exist
I load bullets into mine


I've never pictured myself like you do
I'm on a flying beetle
trying hard to find you

Miles above you, miles below the class room 
I'm on a flying beetle
trying hard to find you

ew...

Pretending to be sad to socialize myself
winners win and losers lose, I don't mind

I don't mind

on a beetle

2021
I know so many words 
but I cannot speak them well
peel off my scab
I won't let this be a happy end

How long have we been 
bored and losing taste
What did you try to say?
would it be nice and sweet?

Your silence
drawns me out

I planned to escape the game
Cuz I was chewing tasteless gum
I used to close my eyes
But I'm still here


Music and lyrics by 肉塊

2021?

I've lived today
That's all I can tell you
Somehow I'm still alive
That's all I know
Isn't it enough?

I've lived today
but tomorrow turned yesterday
Somehow I'm still alive
That's all I know
Isn't it enough?

I made a friend with the wind that is blowing in my brain

Music & words by 肉塊

I've lived today

Cuz I'm a simple minded boy
Having so fun
in the end of the day

nobody ever told me why
Removing words between the lines

In the end of the day
I walk myself and greet the night
To find the pieces of my mind
Waiting for you to come back

Tell me why my dear
It's keeping me up all the night

In the end of the day
I walk myself and greet the night
To find the pieces of my mind
Waiting for you to come back

Music & words by 肉塊

In the end of the day

I feel so guilt

It's 4pm and I'm still on the bed
I feel so guilty but I don't know what to do 
the rest of today
feel so upset that I can't describe

When I was not here, he was there
I feel so guilty but I don't know why
I can prove you that I'm not confident
to see the world as what it means

Help me inhale the air 
of the spring we have waited

I liked when you just smiled at me
I know I'm wrong but I wanna hide myself
from the tomorrow feels no new

I don't know where to go, where to stay
I don't wanna know where I wanna go and where I wanna stay

under the sun and on the ground
We'll escape from the world


Music and words by 肉塊

I feel guilty

Theories killed my love
Feeling like I'm lost
When you see the void
I'll wake you up
Hold my candle for a while
Soon I'll be back
in this room there's only sorrow
Brought a wine to you

Leave your nights
find something you need
take what you want

So let there be a flower
that shares your loneliness
sitting by the window
like she don't smile 
like she never cries

Seasons drag you so rough
very slowly but too fast
Fliping over the pages
without knowing why

Labor is bad, noodle is good

God bless garlic breath

Sitting on something I don't know how to call in the city seems busy
Slip into my pocket so you see I'm not lonely at all 

I'm not dazed at all
I can breathe in but not out

We're gonna forget that we forget
So you live in your brain
in your head

it's a bit silly on Monday
We're gonna seal it till you peal off

carrot silly silly

I take shots till life feels good again
I write a song to keep forgetting
I looked out the window all day
Cuz I wanted to see the wind blow

Why do birds flying to the stars
it smells of a landfill
Is everything alright?
Is everyvhing alright?


music&words by 肉塊

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