2021 demos

sarcoma (demo)

An ode to everyone that makes me create music, including myself.

S U L K (demo)

....didn't want to get out of bed...actually, let me rephrase that, I wanted to get out of bed...like I had done many times before....begrudgingly...but this time...I couldn't...the thought of interacting with other people was terrifying...paralyzing...I didn't want to talk to anyone...and I was positive no one wanted to talk to me...excuses were easy to throw around...I'm tired, I'm not feeling well, I'm reading...disappearing under the covers heightened the helpless gnawing...I don't know what clicked...but one day, something did...and in my head I came to a peaceful resolution with myself...im getting up...its a perfect day to get up...and its probably gonna fuck me up...so lets get fucked up...most days since...I've been getting fucked up by the most perfect of days...lets get fucked up.

Polaroids of Polarbears...but they keep looking...well, Dad said, let them look.

Lil' Girls Pointing And Laughing...Cooking with knives...featuring sgp on vocals...the first track from the next LGPAL Mixtape...lazily titled...Mixtape 2 ...due for release in August 2022.

Unlike the previous mixtape...where cutting/pasting and making a collage from the musical contributions of the Lil' Girls Pointing And Laughing Collective was the foundation...this Mixtape is about making short catchy noise/pop songs.

Lyrics:
My love how selfish I could never breathe in without you
Lungs burn the arrogance of your ghost hurts the most
No words, no songs sung, the sign said God is depressed
A thing of beauty watching joy turn into loneliness
I know next to nothing content out of breath
I know thoughts of running will not fix this mess
Always knew your sweetest smile held violence
When we were cooking with knives those memories were the best

My love in took 10,000 hours to bury you alone
No concern being thoughtful of thoughtfulness
No words, no songs sung, no sign of beating in this chest
No ears to hear nor eyes to see there's just nothing left
I know tangled in the sheets there's still regret
I know theres still love there wrapped up in the sex
Always knew your sweetest smile held violence
When we were cooking with knives those memories were the best

Credits:
On this track Lil' Girls Pointing And Laughing are:
- sgp
- S.D.W.

Polaroids of Polarbears...but they keep looking...well, Dad said, let them look.

lilgirlspointing&laughing

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