music video:
https://youtu.be/rYJrqiSOzps

Lyrics:

I know that I'm still here, 
but I'm not sure if im all there anymore.
I know that I need to comply,
but voices lie to me evermore.
I know that I'm still here, 
but I'm not sure if im all there anymore.
I know that I need to comply,
but voices lie to me evermore.

...But I've been forsaken; lonesome in the distance.
But I've been forsaken; lonesome in the distance

When I'm sat in my deathbed,
I'll be laughing till sunset.
Death my passion, I'll be led
to thy passing, spite embed.

Yeah, I suck at this, I dont wanna guess what is coming next; rotted corrosveness.
Had enough of this; it's a hit or miss.
Blacked out, never miss what I cant reminisce.

I dont wanna sink into another abyss,
but I've been forsaken; lonesome in the distance.
..But I've been forsaken; lonesome in the distance

Corrosion Prod. Dreamsun

witchboiii: @https://soundcloud.com/witchboiii
WHORE OF BABYLON: @https://soundcloud.com/whoreofbabylon666
Mastered By: witchboiii

Lyrics:

I hook up with granny's 
all them nooks and crannies 
hook me up with xannys 
hide em in your panties hoe
suckin on her titties
wrinkles on her fanny
she call me her daddy
I be getting litty yo
I need nicotine
I need dick in me
I be sipping lean
I need me caffeine
faggot gagin on ma fat cock I'll bag him up
bitch I'm lickin on ma dads cock and nuts, shit sucks
like im miss piggy imma fuck a frog 
getcha motherfuckin cock out of the dog 
get ya ass here witchboy ya fuckin wog 
now is not the time to hang a fuckin log
I coom in ya mum 
leave goo in her bum
mix poo with the cum
she chewin it up

_Witchboy_
My anus be raw
From my shit so sore
Drugs on the pour
Get me some more
Bloodhound after the gore
GoodSleeper got my shit outta the door
Too bad I spit cum straight blood
From my bum
Got that bitch praying for the piss
Yeah she a nun
Yeah I gave you're sister to your dad
Now you're daughter so sad
She be fucked up on the fent
Straight from my gutter stash
Bitch Imma gut and slash
Few grams of salts
Flakka that shit malts
Coke nah not for me
Black tar heroin smacked with the lean
Yeah now that's for me
Stick a needle in my balls
Filled with pcp
Stick a needle in my eye
So much crystal clear
I can finally see outta the blood
Like the fetus in the mud
Fucked it outta her lung

CONDOMS FULL OF SCAT FT.  witchboiii Prod. .EXE

witchboiii: @https://soundcloud.com/witchboiii
WHORE OF BABYLON: @https://soundcloud.com/whoreofbabylon666
Mastered By: witchboiii

lyrics: 

justin Bieber's fat fuckin cock in my ass
oh shit, so thick I really hope it last
whip it out, put it in my mouth,
out I'm bout to pass
suck my shit off clean
I hope I get a rash 
he got a stinky dick
hopin I get a sniff uh yuh
look at that feta cheese 
hopin to suck on deez nuts yuh
shane dawson finna cuck
he ain't gonna get a suck
want it all to myself
leave the cat for him to fuck
he came in my butt
flip it over, finna fuck
his ass till I nut
not before i lick his dot
no I'm not gay
I just really wanna suck his cock
if I get laid
hopin bieber is the one to top
dont care if its floppy 
I'll still give him sloppy toppy
when we fuckin ain't no stoppin
when I see him, pants are dropping 
man I love to dip his nuts all up in my coffee

_Witchboy_:
I don't need to cuck lol
To bellle Delphine, nah
Cause I got Justin's huge
Massive throbbing cock, yuh
Oh shit his balls got the drop
Oh please beibs lemme licky licky
Yuh cocky cocky stocky stocky
Moist bouncing back got me
On like his trampoline thong
Fuck it's worth for his huge dong dong
Everything in this song has got me
Wanting more of beibers long long
Spit on me like you tasted cheese
Wankel me like you want to all
Of Justin's nudes make me cum
When I bleed right outta ma bum
Like the sun breathing on me rum rum
Gimme that condensed milk over my back
Straight from his smooth fucking sack
Spray that thickening cream like that

Pour that shit over like Shane Dawson did
His mum uh
Oh, shit wait he fucked his cat?

JUSTIN BIEBER'S P0RNSTAR C0CK ! ! ! FT.  witchboiii  Prod. .EXE

Mastered by witchboiii
Lyrics:

My oh my, I dont know why I can't trust my mind, though I've tried; it just lies.
I broke my shy side, now I cannot find my place to hide no more.
Mind so sore in a place so poor.
Face the door, no escape? 
I'm torn.
Find the core of my wasted lure;
say I'm cured and I'll take the thorn.
Say I'm cured and I'll take the thorn.
...take the thorn
Crashing down.
Crashing down.
Say the words, I'll come crashing down.
Crashing down.
Crashing down.
Say the words, I'll come crashing down.
I dont know anymore weather or not I'm gonna be getting any better, but i know I'm in for quite a lure. 
I think It'll be rending at me; severed.
Once I'm caught and my souls torn down,
I'll resort to my old course. 
Drown my mind to keep me ill, to recover in reverse.
Why do I only feel better when its getting worse?

keep me ill Prod. socidgaf

Mastered by witchboiii
Lyrics:

endlessly recovering
sickness is their profit, see the
endless cycle of dependence
is what they would hope to see from
every living thing
from currency to health it seems
like all that we've ever been
is digits on a fuckin screen
to them
cant let this be how it ends
how can we all just pretend
that we just deserve to live like this
with wounds we'll never tend
that's because it's not a front,
people really think it's not
just another fuckin stunt
slave your mind until you rot 

privatized pillaging and
cyanide civilians
idolizing villains 
while we 
cry over what we're givin em, 
sigh the cyanide we're given 
while they pile up the prisons. 
fight over what lives are 
worthy of what's given 
by them
but the
corporate government 
love it when we forfeit 
from livin in this gore pit, 
start strugglin to make a profit
livin for the minimum 
level of rewarded win
but
look at what we givin em
everythin we livin in
already managed to infect us, 
if we let then they'll digest us, 
it is clear that they're repentless, 
when we're done they will respect us
when we're done they will respect us

Cyanide Civilians Prod. Dreamsun

(Mastered by _Witchboy_)
Lyrics:

love the hit of when I'm poppin on the molly yeah
heavy hitter with the hard narcotic yeah
when I'm tired, get me in the lines 
pill poppin know that I ain't ever sorry yeah
love the hit of when I'm poppin on the molly yeah
heavy hitter with the hard narcotic yeah
when I'm tired, get me in the lines 
pill poppin know that I ain't ever sorry yeah

wish me dead all you want
miss me when I'm gone
all the shit that I'm on
doesn't make me wrong
I know when I've gone
too far, too long
have I felt like
I'm the one that don't belong

love the hit of when I'm poppin on the molly yeah
heavy hitter with the hard narcotic yeah
when I'm tired, get me in the lines 
pill poppin know that I ain't ever sorry yeah
love the hit of when I'm poppin on the molly yeah
heavy hitter with the hard narcotic yeah
when I'm tired, get me in the lines 
pill poppin know that I ain't ever sorry yeah

somebody better be gettin me ritalin
know I'm a villain that's why u be killin when
I'm off a pill or ten
molly in cup um refillin em, yuh
never a saint
never a fake
poppin the molly to keep me awake
ain't no restraint
I'll never break
killin myself with the doses I take

love the hit of when I'm poppin on the molly yeah
heavy hitter with the hard narcotic yeah
when I'm tired, get me in the lines 
pill poppin know that I ain't ever sorry yeah

I dont wanna die anymore just wanna get high
I know that my time is short, just tryna get mine
I dont wanna lie anymore, I dont know why
I still wanna get high when I'm on my own at night
I dont wanna die anymore just wanna get high
I know that my time is short, just tryna get mine
I dont wanna lie anymore, I dont know why
I still wanna get high when I'm on my own at night

love the hit of when I'm poppin on the molly yeah
heavy hitter with the hard narcotic yeah
when I'm tired, get me in the lines 
pill poppin know that I ain't ever sorry yeah
love the hit of when I'm poppin on the molly yeah
heavy hitter with the hard narcotic yeah
when I'm tired, get me in the lines 
pill poppin know that I ain't ever sorry yeah

Narcotic Prod. Instinct

Mastered by @witchboiii

Lyrics:

cuttin em up guttin em up
leavin em hangin so they know wassup
fuck all your justification I'm not
fallin for shit bitch, I've had enough
cuttin em up guttin em up
fuck out my face or I'm gonna erupt
how could a mind ever get so corrupt
fuckin these animals, thinkin you tough
cuttin em up guttin em up
they gon be gettin beaten the fuck up
leavin em livin aint ever enough
imma be cuttin the lot of em up

I dont feel sorry for
killin these bitches I
love every minute of
huntin em dead they deserve 
every cut in em
lately been feelin numb
live for the thought of me
cullin the lot of em
leave em dead on the ground
they dont deserve a grave
i never make a sound
none of em will be safe
you will not make it round
me in the street I'll make
sure that you get put down
give me a time and date

cuttin em up guttin em up
leavin em hangin so they know wassup
fuck all your justification I'm not
fallin for shit bitch, I've had enough
cuttin em up guttin em up
fuck out my face or I'm gonna erupt
how could a mind ever get so corrupt
fuckin these animals, thinkin you tough
cuttin em up guttin em up
they gon be gettin beaten the fuck up
leavin em livin aint ever enough
imma be cuttin the lot of em up

livin in my dream
hunting zoophiles yuh
I been
I been with my team
makin body piles yuh ay
love to make em scream
leave me with a smile ay
they become a bloody scene
no awaited trial yuh ay
livin in my dream
hunting zoophiles yuh
I been
I been with my team
makin body piles yuh ay
love to make em scream
leave me with a smile ay
they become a bloody scene
no awaited trial yuh ay

Zoophile Hunter (Prod. NOCHILLGOTHEAT)

Mastered by: witchboiii
Lyrics:

FYKswiss:
(freestyle)

GoodSleeper:
yall be bare witnessing
the moment that i bring
the heavy artillery 
to beguin my fuckin reign,
yall be bare witnessing
the moment that I sin, and
to surrounding enemies,
imma leave you all in shame
needle in my fuckin vein
look at how I fuckin slay
watch on where ya walkin mane 
got no time to stuff em, lay
back on the ground, you don't
wanna know what happened, pray
to ya fuckin God that you wont
live to see annother day. 
bottle in my stomach, shame.
I'm dying but I won't give up
imma play this game 
till my dopamine is down the drain
and I'm cravin a bullet to the fuckin brain
more than molly cocaine lines on a bad day
do the math, ain't livin another decade
kinda sad? it ain't shit to me, 
I'm laughing no bitch ain't shit to me I'm laughing
...shit to me I'm laughing

bane of the sheep
came from beneath
just leave me to grieve
or rain hell upon me
are you
sane or asleep?
crave what they feed
lust made them believe
oh how they deceive
gut spew

Bane Of The Sheep Ft. FYKswiss Prod. NXPTUNE x FYKswiss

Mastered by: witchboiii
Lyrics:

(GoodSleeper)

you have the right to remain submissive
scream all you like, they will not listen
dont give a fuck about your suspicions
i been meddling in remission
my addiction: opposition
put yourself in my position
petty little prick
imma get up in his shit
catch a body
I embody
everything that they commit
on me
sorry, but I'm not sorry
I just do it for my own glory
shit finna get gory
if you pull up and that's on me
imma give em each a piece to go
givin em release increase the dose
leavin em in pieces ease the flow
never one to preach of peace take note
up in the heavenly land
up in your head where you try to pretend
that you are safer again
sooner or later if all goes to plan
you wont see me
stalking you down, what of you now?
no more breathing
annother coward under ground
if you try fuck with my image
you will regret it till I'm fuckin finished
up in a red room you vanished
reliving life in a hell that I manage
you will have no control in this
sooner or later you will fuckin perish
thinkin you have an advantage
but I'm not taken any of your damage

(witchboiii)

You won't believe me
Stuck in this purgatory
The mask is my identity
You won't see through
The mirror as it's bleeding

Drown me in your sorrow
Let nobody save me
Crush me with your feeling
I'm no longer breathing
Break me like I'm nothing
You want everything from me

How do you hear this sound
And let me around
I could take you so breathless
Turn you back into a carcass
Take your soul rendering you
Emotionless, hanging off a tree
Taking you like you took from me
Breaking you like you hated me

My Addiction: Opposition ft witchboiii Prod. NXPTUNE

Mastered by: witchboiii
Lyrics:

(GoodSleeper)

I'm spite sighted but,
I try to hide it, luck?
I can't find it
I can only be ignited
fuck
never to be liked again
vicodin in my mind again,
burnin though my blistered skin: cigarettes.
oh, I miss the end...
soul letting me go
I'm gettin low
lettin it show
bone marrow and stone
evident mould
eating me whole
I'm getting sickened
fuck shits intense
no thinkin
I'm sinkin
I'm getting distant
I miss revenge
no blinking
drug binging
mind in a phase, 
in a haze, up for days
I been up in flames, 
coated greys, coded praise
set myself up for failure, 
soul destined to decay
on loop until my sense of 
betrayal has become slayn
what do you see when you're looking back on your life without all the greed?
why do you feed all the fuckin black and white thinking? you need to bleed
shudder at the silhouette
shadow I be feelin it
creepin up, malevolent
killin for the hell of it
you know I would never let
anybody ever get
in my fuckin head again
imma leave em dead again
sedative sinkin in
negative medicine
imma be menacing
if you don't make amends
I won't be the bigger man
chemical adrenaline
cynical levellin
I'm in my element
your demise: evident

(DeadCityRxdio)

red bodies dead bodies all on the floor they all make me happy and im asking for more. baby please i got you down on your knees. ache breaky little heart its been fuckin damaged from the start maybe might complete me so why dont you come and take a walk and come with me. im going to dicect you limb from limb into 4 bars and make you give up on a whim. imma mutilate sombodys nobody body because its better then anybodys nobody body claming they bodied some bodies but they aint got nobodies to touch. lost my soul from the grave fuck decay fuck you bitch now behave. out the gate. life had changed and insane in my brain welcome to The Dead City mane. shots taste like novacaine numb the pain. fuck it im done again.

Spite ft. DeadCityRxdio Prod. NXPTUNE

Mastered by: witchboiii
Lyrics:

feelin like I'm dead
but I'm killin this shit
on my guard I'm villainous
bitch I'm dead, 
but I'm killin this shit
oh my God I'm fillin a clip
I'm dead
but I'm killin this shit
on my guard I'm villainous
bitch I'm dead, 
but I'm killin this shit
oh my God I'm fillin a clip
I'm dead

feel a bit sick
had enough (ay)
belly full of drugs
and I barely got a buzz (ay)
finna cut em up
if they wanna talk tough (ay)
never in a rush till they
pull up for the replay
talkin "Double Dutch"
talk alot but you all play
talkin "don't give a fuck"
why you so cliché?
take your mask off
better off on the wall (ay)
shallow grave
burnin sage
demons comin up
and we finna fuck em up
don't play games
know they all the same
no I'm not a saint
I ain't fuckin with the lames
no bands in the bank
but got body's the grave
got hands in the safe
and I'm fuckin with the psychos
"where'd the lights go"
losin sight?
hope that you make it out
but you won't

I'm feelin like I'm dead
but I'm killin this shit
on my guard I'm villainous
bitch I'm dead, 
but I'm killin this shit
oh my God I'm fillin a clip
I'm dead
but I'm killin this shit
on my guard I'm villainous
bitch I'm dead, 
but I'm killin this shit
oh my God I'm fillin a clip
I'm dead


Whose Alive Nowadays Prod. NetuH

Mixed & Mastered by @witchboiii // ESTHXER https://soundcloud.com/witchboiii

Lyrics:

now that I'm sick of it
I been defending the sorrow
That's leavin me Hollow 
Ain't burnt down my bridges yet
And so I finish the bottle
Of liquor and swallow 
my Pride, up until I quit
Leave me with voices to follow
That lead me me to burrow
Myself in a pit again 
Im the Epitome of a "no
Way out" impossible
Let down, Return of the 
demons I battled back
When I was sent down below
On behalf of that 
Addiction I had for toxicity
Coz I lack reasoning to hold back
Seems I been livin in shame
I got a deal to make
That can reset all that
Look at the Fate I became
sophistry So they don't
Know who I'm aiming at

I see now what it's really all about
I found the hooks 
dragging me into my coffin
I'm fallin, everything is coming down
And Now it looks 
like I did it all for nothing
I see now what it's really all about
I found the hooks 
dragging me into my coffin
I'm fallin, everything is coming down
And Now it looks 
like I did it all for nothing

All For Nothin (Prod. Unknwnshi X YGD Beats)

Mixed & Mastered by @witchboiii // ESTHXER https://soundcloud.com/witchboiii

Lyrics:

god hates me;
Call me St.satan
What awaits me?
Demons when I waken.
god hates me;
Call me St.satan
I remain with
Soul forsaken

(God hates me
God hates me
God hates me
God hates me
God hates me
God hates me 
God hates me 
Call me St.satan)

god, you're lookin foul
Tie the Noose and loosen out
You won't listen now
Watch the blood, it fill my mouth
No faith
Your fake shit filled me with doubt
I break
You made me live on without
My wishes,
Only Visions that tear me apart
So wicked,
That my missions all remain afar
I wait too late
Only left a scar
I take your bait
No more, au revoir

(God hates me
God hates me
God hates me
God hates me
God hates me
God hates me 
God hates me 
Call me St.satan)

god hates me;
Call me St.satan
What awaits me?
Demons when I waken.
god hates me;
Call me St.satan
I remain with
Soul forsaken

St.S8AN (Prod. Nasti)

Mastered by @witchboiii | ESTHXER: https://www.instagram.com/entitywitch/
prod. CL!PPED

Lyrics:

burn down the minds of the 
ones who challenge me
earn back the life that they
tried to take from me
serving of spite force fed
to my enemies
burden, vermin, penalty
burn down the minds of the 
ones who challenge me
earn back the life that they
tried to take from me
serving of spite force fed
to my enemies
burden, vermin, penalty

not so black and white now
that we moving forward
turn the page into
the chapter 
where you learnt to
act all
petty, never 
factual
get ready for the rapture
this ain't something to laugh off
hats off
left annother 
filthy piece of
shit to pick up
(waste of life)
never gonna
think to speak of
what I dig up
(I dont mind)
getting my hands dirty
imma bury you tonight 
watch on where you stand blurry
vision got me out of line 

burn down the minds of the 
ones who challenge me
earn back the life that they
tried to take from me
serving of spite force fed
to my enemies
burden vermin penalty
burn down the minds of the 
ones who challenge me
earn back the life that they
tried to take from me
serving of spite force fed
to my enemies
burden, vermin, penalty

they wont see me coming for them,
too late to regret decisions
by that time I've got em bloody,
clean up all the mess and
evidence I always find it funny
when they try to run
from me
they dont stand a chance
I been
havin hella fun
they gon
catch these fuckin hands boi
know they never learnin
so
imma leave em burnin
look at how the tables turnin
feedin on what you been servin
every step you make confirming
everything, I've been observing

burn down the minds of the 
ones who challenge me
earn back the life that they
tried to take from me
serving of spite force fed
to my enemies
burden vermin penalty
burn down the minds of the 
ones who challenge me
earn back the life that they
tried to take from me
serving of spite force fed
to my enemies
burden, vermin, penalty

PENALTY

PENALTY (prod. CL!PPED)

Mastered by @witchboiii | ESTHXER: https://www.instagram.com/entitywitch/
prod. NOCHILLGOTHEAT

Lyrics:

Served ice cold,
Know my shoulder got no respect 
Learn to get told
When ya words don’t mean shit
Burn my soul, 
Come with heat but at least I
Earned my throne
Out of rubble, I’m a beast that’s
Served ice cold,
Know my shoulder got no respect 
Learn to get told
When ya words don’t mean shit
Burn my soul, 
Come with heat but at least I
Earned my throne
Out of rubble, I’m a beast that’s
Facts 

Tell em look back because im ruthless,
Huntin with no pack, I do my own shit,
Tell em fight back or end up toothless,
Got Movement in the back?
Don’t fuck with that?
Then don’t invite me bitch im 
Sellin problems, standard issue,
If you fuck with me I bet you
Ain’t nobody gonna miss you
Imma get up in yo mental
State
All you bitches fake
Catchin on too late?
I don't wait for shit.
Lure em in with bait
Latch em on and take
Till they repent
Never crash, I heavy land,
Got a passion for commanding
These fuckers to wreck havoc
Coz they know my shit be

Served ice cold,
Know my shoulder got no respect 
Learn to get told
When ya words don’t mean shit
Burn my soul, 
Come with heat but at least I
Earned my throne
Out of rubble, I’m a beast that’s
Served ice cold,
Know my shoulder got no respect 
Learn to get told
When ya words don’t mean shit
Burn my soul, 
Come with heat but at least I
Earned my throne
Out of rubble, I’m a beast that’s
Facts

Cold Shoulder

Cold Shoulder (prod. NOCHILLGOTHEAT)

Mastered by @witchboiii | ESTHXER
STOiZY: https://soundcloud.com/stoizy

Lyrics:

(GoodSleeper)
Belittling my lack of a silver ring, 
never win
Never ring my phone again, 
Got a better Fate to bring
Saving myself from this
Hostile scenery
Lost in the feeding of this
Monster that's in thee
Keep me thinking
On the right path
Heaving
Up negative energy
Eyes open, but cannot see
Cold so cold, 
Low frequencies flood our souls
With the doom that got us low
Don't let em slow 
our minds in the snow
Froze over
Mustn't forget who we are
When we're all sober
Low for a week or two at best
Then we fold up,
grow from the bottom
Before rotting, rub the mould off
Go cough
Up everything
that they're feeding
Into you internal bleeding 
Is imminent
if you're letting 
All they're giving slide down
Minds dont 
Like how
We tend to
fight nowadays
Bright lights pound
Sights gone white sour

(STOiZY)
IM A WIZARD REFLECTING MANY GLIMMERS
IN MY MUSIC, ITS UNHEARD MAGIC
EAR ABSORBING SPARKLED TOUCHED
AND OVERLY CHARMING INDULGED
WITH ENCHANTING BINAURAL FIDELITY
SOUNDS, HARMONIC BACKGROUNDS ENSUING
FROM MY VERY OWN MOUTH, DISTINCTIVE
AUDIO WHEN IT ATTENDS AROUND
DOUBLE DEALING TRICKS N MANEUVERS
UNDER MY ARCANE HAT, IN FACT
I KNOW I HAVE A IMPACT SO ARRANGING
DIFFERENT PLACEMENTS TOWARDS
THE BRAIN CELLS I HOARD BY CHANNELING
NEW FOUND ORIGINAL PERSPECTIVES, OH NO!
A HAMMERING CRASH IS FELT BELOW MY FEET
WHILST IM STANDING ON THE CONCRETE THAT
SEEMS TO BE DELETING FROM THE DELIVERING
SPLIT WHICH IS SEPARATING THE CORE
EXTRACT MY WALKIE TALKIE, SO I CAN REPORT
THE DISTORTED DANGER. . .

Infrasound

Infrasound ft. STOiZY

Lyrics:

Please don't leave
I can't take it,
I won't sleep
Left in Fates hand.
My heart beats
If I fake it.
Rest my feet
Pressure rapes me.

Wait a little,
Wont you wait a bit for me?
I don't Know what I need.
Thousand broken promises,
A battle I'd bleed;
How far will I fall for some company?
Sun falls down, Fear rising up.
Somethings gone wrong,
I can feel it in my gut.
Know my minds gone,
But, I don't trust.
Do I want love, or do I want trust?

Please don't leave
I can't take it,
I won't sleep
Left in Fates hand.
My heart beats
If I fake it.
Rest my feet
Pressure rapes me.

I'm alone now.
I don't know you.
So I bow down,
To a hole you once filled,
Even though I don't want to.
Overgrown my want for you,
Even though it haunts you.
In my Mind I lost you a dozen times.
Losing track of the world I left behind.
Dirty up my words so it doesn't find
It's way back to the world
that I made for us.
To speak my mind,
Always got the guts

If only I knew what.
If only I knew what.
If only I knew what.
If only I knew what.

Company

Lyrics:

She keeps me sane
But I crave self destruction
Try to slit my veins
Just enough so I can function
But I never bleed enough
I never feel enough pain
I'll tell you what is up
I got no hope, no shame
I'm cold and lost and it won't change
My soul, it rots in the salt rain
I'd grow, but I'm locked in a drain
Follow me into the sea
Where insanity remains untamed.
Never fillin up an enemy cup
I poor my drink
Till I'm morally numb,
I'm forgetting how to tell
When enough is enough,
Bloodstains gather rust 
On my blade and I finally get it.
Don't leave me I need you in my mind embedded
I flee to a place where I cannot regret it
My past is a burden, my future is dreded
I fear where my present is soon to be headed
Dont fall with me, I can't replace you, I meant it
When I said I never met somebody like you and connected
Im waiting for something that's new to regret and
My patience is never gon let me forget it
I don't believe you when you
Tell me you love me because 
No one can love me
I'm a shell, I'm a zombie
I push everyone from me
I turn something to nothing
Black clouds followin
The bad weather is on me
And it won't stop
I Drown in the rain
Lay alone, stop, 
Don't lay with me
Baby in the rain drops,
Decay is what I'm cravin, 
I don't want that for you,
You deserve better than what I am taking.
This world ain't ever gon be what I try to make it
Its not for us, but I promise we can take it
Alone I just struggle to find motivation
I know I shouldn't try to find it in you, baby 
Let's go,
and run away From this world Maybe
we'll show
Everybody they were wrong about us
It's so
So foreign, this love to me
Not fake, I fell hard for you baby 
Let me Hold you,
till we fall asleep in eachothers arms,
Fall too deep,
then we bleed when we are apart
I was sorry that my feelings for you were so dark
Now i know that's what you wanted from me from the start
I can see
Though I fall
I am free
But I'm lost
When I'm alone
I can't breathe
I feel no soul
Inside of me
I can see
Though I fall
I am free
But I'm lost
When I'm alone
I can't breathe
I feel no soul
Inside of me

Fall Too Deep

Fall Too Deep (Prod. Nasti)

Out Of Place Ft. Kazuma13 & ShadowCrye (prod. WXRST)

mixed & mastered by GORE DABI
https://soundcloud.com/goredaddyxx

Lyrics:

GORE DABI:

Shawty laced on
My face is so numb
Shawty laced on
She make me so numb
Shawty laced on
My face is so numb
Shawty laced on
My face is so fucking numb
Shawty laced on
She make me numb, she make me numb
Shawty laced on
My face is so fucking numb
Shawty laced on
My face is so fucking numb
Shawty laced on
She make me fucking so numb

GoodSleeper:

Garglin my liquor
With the molly
I'm a victim 
Of the body rot
Addiction so add
So add Poison to the mixture
Found alot of bodies
In a picture
Empty bottles 
Never miss em
Gotta follow 
On my mission
To feel so numb
Gotta Live with my regrets
when I get sober
But at least I had a night
to not feel so alone 
All the risks I'm taking take me
Even lower though 
Hope the risks will show their worth
When I'm done throwin up

GORE DABI:

Shawty laced on
My face is so numb
Shawty laced on
She make me so numb
Shawty laced on
My face is so numb
Shawty laced on
My face is so fucking numb
Shawty laced on
She make me numb, she make me numb
Shawty laced on
My face is so fucking numb
Shawty laced on
My face is so fucking numb
Shawty laced on
She make me fucking so numb

Good sleeper:

Purple nails and white numb finger tips
Face so numb will I ever wake up
Before we fall apart we gotta call it quits
But Shawty laced up,
I'm laced up,
we laced up yeah

Dying to feel dead
May never learn my lesson
Crushin up these pills when they
Fall into possession of me
I ain't in my head
I'm not in this dimension
I can't feel my face I think I
Took to much I'm guessing, I be
Fallin off the deep end
Fakin till I make it
Vacant in my eyes 
I can't lock em onto anythin
This is what I asked for
This is what I wanted from it
Hangin by a thread
I feel my pulse enough to fuckin vomit

Laced

GoodSleeper X GORE DABI - Laced (Prod. Nightrd)

Lyrics:

Wanna be able to
work on my music and
not have to worry 'bout
where I'll be sleepin next
week or next month or next
meal will be from, I'm done
sleeping for dinner in
beds I don't own
Wanna be able to
Live how I used to without
feelin trapped in my
Home with abusive behaviour,
can't seem to look
After myself anymore,
I feel rust eating 
Up at my soul...

...Mind and body 
Not another sorry motherfucker not
Gettin what what he worked for (huh)
Still thinkin that he deserves more (oh)
Mind my rotting, not sorry
Anybody see me lose, put a Noose on me
Do not listen to refuse, I'll be loose running
My own revolution
while embodying delusion
Find it kinda funny 
That I have no faith left to lose in me

Only ever loved myself back
When I self medicated
Livin life faded
Sober now
don't know how to cope
I'm afraid it
Ain't ever gonna end
Till I let the blade hit my skin
Can't win, I'm afraid of my own sin
Rust in vein, I'm a fuckin broken
Mess on the floor,
And it's all my fault, 
Been blessed with a choke hold
On my fuckin throat, ugh.

Try to say I'm at my best, but I'm sinkin
Feel a little bit less when I'm drinkin
We sin less now, but it's all I'm thinkin
Freak skin, No rest, no sleepin
My wrist gets shredded, let it seep into
The floorboards of the room that I rot in,
Leave me all alone, please don't fuckin knock, I been
Losin motivation to refuse all that I crave,
And I'm losin all my patience to end up inside a grave,
Never thought I'd live this long, I don't know how much I can take,
think I, think I'm bout to break, oh
Fuck it, never saw myself as one that can be saved
Learnt my lesson now I'm guessing who I've become every day
So cynical might as well evolve into my hate
Is there any real debate? (Nah)
 
Wanna be able to
work on my music and
not have to worry 'bout
where I'll be sleepin next
week or next month or next
meal will be from, I'm done
sleeping for dinner in
beds I don't own
Wanna be able to
Live how I used to without
feelin trapped in my
Home with abusive behaviour,
can't seem to look
After myself anymore,
I feel rust eating 
Up at my soul...

...Mind and body
(Eating my soul)
Mind and body
(Eating my soul)
Mind and body
Mind and body
Mind and body yeah
Mind and body
(Eating my soul)
Mind and body
(Eating my soul)
Mind and body
Mind and body
Mind and body yeah

Mind And Body (Prod. ESTHXER)

Lyrics:

They tried to tell me that my mind got
Fucked up from the drugs
But I beg to differ 
only started chasing highs
Just so I could kill my liver
Didn't wanna keep on living
As a kid, and so I figured:
"What's the matter with a little bit of Poison in my figure?"
I never wanna the one that's sentimental though
Had to get a better tone, numbin when gettin low
Forgot to build a ladder, hit the bottom of the rabbit hole
Couldn't fathom that I had to find a way out on my own
Fuck this pain bestowed upon to me,
I still can't resist this urge I got to bleed,
Left alot of rules broken, hoped to end up in the sea,
Throat open for the feed,
Float away never to be
seen again
But I can't just let go of the past
Who I am feels like a mask
In top of who I used to be
No I didn't think I'd last
this long, but look at me
Who I be and who I've been
Is just a moment scheme
Got too dizzy from
runnin round in circles
No I never miss a thing but
don't think I deserve all
This shit that I'm feelin now,
Escaped from the abuse
The shit felt like a roof on top
To keep me from gettin loose
From livin like animals
I'm free and I cannot grow
It seems like I'm livin in a dream
I don't want it though
I'm feelin like getting freedom for me is impossible
Leavin that scenery is haunting me, im a cannibal
I'm eating away at myself
Feel like I may need some help
Fallin apart again and I'm hoping nobody can tell 
Left in the vile emission,
something inside of me, hissing
I can't revive what I'm missing, 
That me is dead and in hell
I don't know why I keep letting
My mind divide and then set in
Lies, I abide and regret it,
I am the pilot with a  
Kamikaze mentality
Nose diving into everything I
Built for myself, but forgot
Why I decided to, you get it?

Kamikaze

Lyrics:

I can't go on livin my life like this,
Mind always flooded with a dark psychosis
By my side I feel nothing righteous,
Hide my mind, hopin nobody notice,
No focus, what a fuckin joke, it's
Obvious everybody fuckin knows it
You lost it long ago, hopeless,
No point tryna hide it, you're too boneless.

Oh, See, look at the irony,
I am doubting my 
Reality like we would
Even know what that is,
Seems like the bleeding of me
Has become a habit
That I cannot seem to leave
So fall down the rabbits
Hole, where I stay,
And I think of letting go,
Everybodys fake,
Everybody that I know,
Go and isolate
Don't let em see you grow
Into the monster that you ran from
a long time ago

Flooded (Prod. ESTHXER)

Cyanide Civilians Pt.2
Lyrics:

The system never gave a shit about you
So quit lyin to yourself
Bootlicker stickin up
for a bullet in the mouth
Killin us for profit
Bitch this ain't no cat and mouse
It's a slavery and genocidal
Massacre for wealth
Prayin on our downfall,
pitiful ball game for 
Rich motherfuckers 
Cheating fault 
How are we to grow
When they tying up our ropes
Into nooses on our throats
And trippin us until we choke
Get yourself some recognition
Get you some publicity 
Become somethin people miss and
Don't waste opportunities
always feed us
that our time is wastin
That it's too late
so we don't get a pace in
Don't listen to em
Don't let em win
They only wanna screw us over
Let me fill you in 
They pin us on eachother
So we never bother
Pointin fingers at the 
Ones that pull the strings above us
Downplayin on our bothers
And complaining from above us
While they claim that they're among us
While we starve in gutters
only want the best
For the system
They confess
In our faces
But the mess
Blinds us from holes in our chest
Blinding hypnotist
Flooding minds with ignorance
Screens so dopamine receipting
Cue brainwashing to commence
Flood our minds with nothin
Keep us hypnotised till death
Feed us Poisoned medicines and
Wonder why we all depressed
Fuck your boss
Fuck your landlords 
Fuck the system
Fuck the cops
Middle fingers up
If you won't miss em
Fuck anybody out here still
Defendin em
Grow the fuck up
They're not here to save you
It's a prison

Lyrics:

I never remember the days
blended together, my pains
Never been mended, The same
Fuckin repetitive phase
wonder how much I can take
Wanna examine my pain
Look at them setting the stage
Cameras and compliments, fake.
All of my friends had been made tough,
Yet I just saw them all crumble and break
In an invisible maze, 
Bullets and mines in our face, fuck
Wanna go home from the war,
but the war is over, I'm still in a cage

Mind lost in the Shell shock,
Red dots, turn to holes, turn to blood gust,
6 days, no sleep, Hostile thoughts.
Mind lost in the Shell shock,
No sleep till the bombs and the guns stop
forgot whats the goal, what's my soul cost?
6 months in the war made my hope rust.
Mind lost in the Shell shock
We just some kids, they set us up 
No future that they promised us
6 years and it stops for the lucky ones

Only doin what my leader wants
Only doin what the devil wants
Only doin what my leader wants
Only doin what the devil wants

Pawn of war, don't worry bout the trauma
Keep the score goin till your shifts over,
Pray to your God life goes back to normal but
When you get home still feel like a soldier.
Nowhere feels like home anymore
When you still feel like you're runnin from everything you saw
Blood, gore, dead friends, faces everywhere you go,
Blood hands, your soul won't forgive when its sold

Mind lost in the Shell shock,
Red dots, turn to holes, turn to blood gust,
6 days, no sleep, Hostile thoughts.
Mind lost in the Shell shock,
No sleep till the bombs and the guns stop
forgot whats the goal, what's my soul cost?
6 months in the war made my hope rust.
Mind lost in the Shell shock
We just some kids, they set us up 
No future that they promised us
6 years and it stops for the lucky ones

Only doin what my leader wants
Only doin what the devil wants
Only doin what my leader wants
Only doin what the devil wants

War came with me to the ward
Hear the screaming down the hall
Bullet holes won't heal
I can still feel em all
Heaven cannot hear me
Hell I'm livin: inescapable
I can't Trust these faces anymore
No rest left from these shakes
Till I hit the floor
No medication can make me normal again
Can't break fight or flight, keep a knife by my bed,
I'll brace for life every night till I'm dead
 
I Only did what my leader wanted 
I Only did what the devil wanted 
I Only did what my leader wanted 
I Only did what the devil wanted 
I Only did what my leader wanted 
I Only did what the devil wanted 
I Only did what my leader wanted 
I Only did what the devil wanted

Shell Shock

Shell Shock (Prod. ESTHXER)

Lyrics:

(Inciede)
It might not be a game to you
But that's what I feel
I'm getting too deep in this
And it feels unreal
I need to stop and take a breath
But my chest's caving in
How can I be at an end
When I don't know where to begin?

(GoodSleeper)
Wishin that my intuition 
Didn't keep me up at night
Feelin useless, wish I 
Knew this would end up in fights
Fuck my wishes, there's no
Picture perfect way of life
I'm not one to lie 
At least I can say that I tried
My lucks been missin
Drink to forget
My confidence is
Now so foreign
I'm building on my
Place of solace
My coffins the 
Only place thats locked in
I been waitin for it
To get better lately and it
Doesn't seem to get to finish
I gotta stop countin minutes
I been craving more than
I been gettin lately
Maybe I should focus more on
What I take for granted, I admit

(Inciede)
I don't know what to think
I try to close my eyes, but I can't blink
I still can't see, I'm in the dark
I'm tryna find the light, but there's no spark

Letting myself ruminate
I'm getting trapped again
I can't bare this loneliness
Can't be my only friend
The only way to heal my wounds
Is to be one with time
And let the memories fade away
With the flow of the tide

Locked In

Locked In Ft. Inciede (Prod. Nasti x splashgvng)

Lyrics:

I'm broke, Sorry
Job won't, Call me 
I've got No money
Cant fill up My stomach
Looks like I'll have to stay lonely
Looks like I'll have to go hungry
Looks like I'll have to stay home be
On my own in my head, 'till I find me something to...

Just Kill my boredom
I'm just Smokin my cigarettes
Till it's all gone and
I end up with nothin left
Waste my time
I've got more than enough
I just Sit and write
I Wanna go out, it's just

I'm broke, Sorry
Job won't Call me 
I've got No money
Cant fill up My stomach
Looks like I'll have to stay lonely
Looks like I'll have to go hungry
Looks like I'll have to stay home be
On my own in my head, 'till I find me something to...

Oh well, Poor me
Go just fuckin ignore me
This is just "sleepin on the floor" me
Wishin I was "get to be alone" me
Every day I wake up I feel a little less  
Every day I wake up feelin like a mess
Every day I wake up dreading what's next
I don't wanna wake up anymore

I'm broke, Sorry
Job won't Call me 
I've got No money
Cant fill up My stomach

Purgatory

Purgatory (prod. WXRST)

Lyrics: 

Gagging on a liquid Poison I intoxicate myself with
I'm sick of the taste but I'll still pour up another cup
To fill my empty and Hollow guts of shame and sorrow
I fear asking for guidance from the toxic path I've paved myself
Because I fear that if they fail, they'll surely follow
And I'll blame myself
And so I just burrow and hide
until my time of demise arrives
What a life
A frail mind weary and wired clearly incorrectly 
Set up to live a life of regret and shame for the aimless and untamable decisions I refuse not to make
No wonder I stay awake at night when I've lost sight of the downers I forgot I misplaced inside me that I still try to find on my bedside table 

Loudly and proudly I wreck havoc and claim that my excuses I can't stop making aren't my fault
I blame my parents my friends my foes and anyone in the world but myself
Though I'm not wrong to blame everyone around me, the refusal to take accountability at all on myself will only hold me back longer than I can keep a straight face at the joke of my life that I'm making of myself 
Its neither a guiltless cold heart, nor self pity that I need to dig myself out of this hole that's been dug especially for me
But the hope that I seem to dig away at and reject on a daily basis as a passion that I need to learn to harness as a weapon to fight the demons that claw away at my potential

Amongst the poetry of my pain...

lyrics:

Sinkin in the deep end
Yeah we tend To be gettin descended
Dead end thinkin got me all codependent
I don't think that I can comprehend
Sinkin in the deep end
Yeah we tend To be gettin descended
Dead end thinkin got me all codependent
I don't think that I can comprehend
This world for much longer
Stuck inside my hunger
From my skin to liver
Body burns, dry killer
Smoke I wheeze, cavities
Ground down teeth, gums are bleedin
Fresh disease, deathly pleas,
Sounds beneath, floorboards screamin

Broken voice, chokes of noise
Spoken poison, evoke avoid
Blood stained teeth, mud grained feet
Subtle needs, Unclaimed grief
I walk this path of glass and nails
Within my past I mask my fails
And broken hearts left on my trails
With gaping scars and heinous tales

I refuse to speak on the evils I have done
Because once the guilt starts
Then I will have just begun

Sinkin in the deep end
Yeah we tend To be gettin descended
Dead end thinkin got me all codependent
I don't think that I can comprehend
Sinkin in the deep end
Yeah we tend To be gettin descended
Dead end thinkin got me all codependent
I don't think that I can comprehend
This world for much longer
Stuck inside my hunger
From my skin to liver
Body burns, dry killer
Smoke I wheeze, cavities
Ground down teeth, gums are bleedin
Fresh disease, deathly pleas,
Sounds beneath, floorboards screamin

Deep End

REMASTERED - Deep End (prod. Dreamsun)

Lyrics:

Shotgun to my chin,
blow my face off,
I'm done with this shit,
don't wanna wake up
no break from this sickness
in my head, God, I'm fucked
I can't breathe,
I can't...
Shotgun to my chin,
blow my face off,
I'm done with this shit,
don't wanna wake up
no break from this sickness
in my head, God, I'm fucked
I can't breathe,
I can't...

no hope for me now
life lost, never found
Bullshit, spit it out
I just wanna hear you out
Talk too loud
Imma punch him in his mouth
Actin phony? Not allowed
Burnin bridges on the foul
When knives are bloody bitch
I hold the handle
Thinkin it's funny till
You see a man choke
In his own blood 'n shit
And See I'm the man, hoe
I don't fuck with pussys,
Only pussy on my dick, oh
Gold on ya rims, I don't care tho
Came from the bottom in the ghetto
Diamonds ain't shit to my blade
I got Chains on my knuckles
If you get up in my face
Low I fall
alone in the cold
No phone, no soul
To be found, how bold
I fold up, sick
from this world 
I might end it all with a
end it all with a...

Shotgun to my chin,
blow my face off,
I'm done with this shit,
don't wanna wake up
no break from this sickness
in my head, God, I'm fucked
I can't breathe,
I can't...
Shotgun to my chin,
blow my face off,
I'm done with this shit,
don't wanna wake up
no break from this sickness
in my head, God, I'm fucked
I can't breathe,
I can't...

To Live In Denial Or To Live In Conflict

To Live In Denial Or To Live In Conflict (Prod. Nasti)

I make music on all platforms under the name GoodSleeper
I'm a current member of the record labels
"WatchThemDemons" & "Insidious Society" 
New music video out now on YouTube (GoodSleeper Official) for my song "Cigarettes"

https://spotify.link/e5GlTMnNZDb

https://youtu.be/aUYDxtxixtw?si=PbLuneIdPBLFUjLZ

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