Life (Lockdown)

billy bizcut..forest griffen..never to be released  beat prod. by boom box breaker ,art work by underground tommy..peace to fat becky

FOREST GRIFFEN

(Nid Nodda)

(Intro)
Come one, come all!
This is the un-funhouse of life, where DARKNESS NEVER SLEEPS AND PAIN NEVER LEAVES!!
Once you enter, you may NEVER return!  Oh, and watch out for the clowns, they're not too happy to be here.... Gooood luck!!!

That's the last thing I heard, about three weeks ago or so, 
I'm stuck, shucks, I dunno where I'm s'posed to go,
Now the darkness is heartless and the silence keeps me thinking,
And the thinking keeps me occupied, in contact with my demons, 
Am I past the point of real?  Am I past the point of dreaming?
Am I lying on the floor, or am I running on the ceiling?
I can't control my feelings, seems I'm running out of options, 
It's the mirrors that I fear, no it's the bridge, it won't stop wobblin', 
Well it, must be the bridge, cuz I think I got a problem,
With falling, like pollen, make em grow, I'd really hate to go,
They'd love to see me leave, 
I tried to cut my wrists, but these clowns are giving me these cotton candy razor blades
God can you help me?  Fuckin' answer me damn it!
My desperation quickly turn into hostile panic, 
But frantic, leave me alone, shut up, go away!
Who said the circus was gonna be fun anyway? Huh?

Welcome to the circus, I’ll see you on the ride,
Could someone stop the world, I need to puke over the side,
Welcome to the circus, there are many things to see,
We’ll let you in for free, your sickness is the fee…
 
Welcome to the ride, it’s the circus of our lives,
Please keep your hands inside, last guy who didn’t died,
The world is spinning so quick, it’s making me nauseous, 
This ride sucks, but I don’t know how to get off it,
I ain’t pay to get on, who the hell was checking tickets?
Plus this shit just goes in circles, and I hate the repetition,
All the places that I sit in never change my view,
But do you change the place you sit, or does it change you? 
There are many things to see, but I just shut my eyes,
Cause I’ve been worried that reality might fuck my high,
Something’s wrong with the me that I, myself have created,
By myself, my mental health is frequently debated,
By my peers and parents, it’s not me, it’s only real that scares ‘em,
That’s neither here nor there though, I use their fear like arrows,
I use this here like scarecrows, to keep ‘em off my jock,
They trying not to make me mad enough to write my thoughts. 

Welcome to the circus, I’ll see you on the ride,
Could someone stop the world, I need to puke over the side,
Welcome to the circus, there are many things to see,
We’ll let you in for free, your sickness is the fee…

(Cyanide Spit)

Welcome to the circus, it's deep beneath the surface, 
For the misfits and worthless, who can come together perfect,
Cause there ain't nobody perfect, trust me, that's the verdict, 
Of the people of the circus, but that's what makes it worth it, 
Everybody serves a purpose, like no man will stand alone, 
But that's what keeps it workin', when we handlin our own, 
All for one, ONE FOR ALL, when we rise, when we fall, 
I got momentum, so you'll never slow me down to a crawl, yup,
So welcome to the circus, the one they call my life, 
Try to spend a day in my shoes, you probably won't survive, 
Not that I can, I try, but I'm dying inside, 
I watch my son every day, keep fighting for his life (FUCK CANCER)
Sorta' distorted, it's got my days out of order, 
But I swore to my daughter and my son to be their father,
Til the days stop coming and I'm not here, 
For the dreams and all of the nightmares. 

Welcome to the circus, I’ll see you on the ride,
Could someone stop the world, I need to puke over the side,
Welcome to the circus, there are many things to see,
We’ll let you in for free, your sickness is the fee…



Circus of Life (Ft. Nid Nodda & Cyanide Spit)[Produced By: Madhattr]

Go time is about the come up, grinding,  taking chances to make it out and gain freedom. Music Video coming soon, stay tuned..

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