A song I wrote after my ex-wife decided to move out with my 2 year old and 8 month old daughters. I own a few of my mistakes as well as just rant about anything that came to mind at the moment I wrote it. Enjoy.

Lyrics;

Intro
Feel a thousand miles away from home
Bullshit
But y'all like, 15 minute ride from where I'm at
Something like that
But lucky me, 13 miles away
Aya

Verse 1
I miss my Carly, I miss my Sammy
I feel alone, I miss my family
I did it to us, I'm fucking selfish
I fucked a new chick, and fucked an ex bitch
Your father's sorry, but daddy loves you
This once a week is weak, just wanna hug you
Another learning lesson, I keep burning blessings
I've been wasting time and we don't earn a damn extension
To say it simply I bury my face in my hands
Cause even though its all love you're deserving of a better man
I question my love since I put us here
Like your existence wasn't enough to override scars I couldn't heal
Beautiful ladies, heavenly gifts
Got to be honest, God do exist
The reason I'm here is not from my strength
I wanna die but father time offered me length

Bridge 1
So I took it
And all i wanna do with that time is
Is hold y'all
Just hold y'all man

Verse 2
I miss my Carly, I miss my Sammy
I feel alone, I miss my family
I did it to us, don't got an answer
But still doing my job providing pampers
Making sure your momma don't get stuck in a box
She gotta keep living and date whether i like it or not
Empower her to do so but no one taking my place
I fucking kill the nigga if you held the wrong way
My babies, yeah I'm fucking crazy
Won't blame the Florida air this the way my past has made me
Won't abandon cause I know the feeling of stranded
Looking at pictures of y'all if the feeling is absent
Just remember look to the moon and I'll be there beside ya
Pray for the will to survive cause I've been getting tired
Will you remember my love or never recall
Perfect smiles and your laughter keep me grounded and tall, yeah

Bridge 2
Ah whoa oh
Ah whoa oh
Ah whoa oh
Ah whoa oh
it's fucked up
I just hope that
When y'all get old enough that y'all will forgive me
Everything been crumbling
But it's alright
Cause y'all still here

Outro
I miss my Carly, I miss my Sammy
I feel alone, I miss my family
I miss my Carly, I miss my Sammy
I wanna die but father time offered me length

Rich Drunk Man

Homesick

Intro:
This for all the beautiful ladies out there
Who's favorite taste in men is the married ones
Y'all something else man
Aye I appreciate y'all
Somebody gotta split families

Hook:
Go get it, hoe get it, home wrecker yeah (x4)
Do what you gotta do, first of the month
Just weird how at first it was love
Go get it, hoe get it, home wrecker yeah
Go get it, hoe get it, home wrecker yeah

Verse 1:
I ain't the victim I'm the nigga who just couldn't man up
The will to settle for until you ran up
I loved the way that you thought and knew that I would
If given the chance to advance and give you the wood
Beyond that, I started feeling a way
Be on that bullshit once we started kissing that day
Before that, you were only a thought
Overwhelmed by the vibe to know that you were a thot

Bridge:
Still, shame on me blame on me
Will, feel gon die it's alright
Yeah, shit happens mishap and
Yeah, life go on I go on

Hook:
Go get it, hoe get it, home wrecker yeah (x4)
Do what you gotta do, first of the month
Just weird how at first it was love
Go get it, hoe get it, home wrecker yeah
Go get it, hoe get it, home wrecker yeah

Verse 2:
Skin on my skin, baby you butter soft
More attention you needed I guess the lust was lost
You never cared enough to see us play on the court
But keep saying baby momma trips, pray it ain't court
Of course, you think I'm wiling to trick
Not a price that you can place on the clit
But Micah willing to fill up your fridge
Baby you lie, baby you bitch
Baby it's fine, play to forget
Pray you don't find love could exist
Cause if you do, karma gon rip it away
Rather know you're still hoein never feeling this way

Hook:
Go get it, hoe get it, home wrecker yeah (x4)
Do what you gotta do, first of the month
Just weird how at first it was love
Go get it, hoe get it, home wrecker yeah
Go get it, hoe get it, home wrecker yeah

Verse 3:
You walked me to a decision like the dog that I am
Shit on my life, but it's all in the plan
All that I can do now is keep pushing alone
My daughters were snatched from a home, a tactic, control
Hailey, you can't escape me
You can't remove me bitch, you can't erase me
Just another fucking body, how'd you engrave me
Manipulative bitch, you can't arrange me
Ice chest, regardless, you can't detain me
I love the way that you talk, but can't explain me
How you smell like a dollar bill, counterfeit though
How you tell me that you  love the world and I don't fit though

Bridge:
Still, shame on me blame on me
Will, feel gon die it's alright
Yeah, shit happens mishap and
Yeah, life go on I go on

Hook:
Go get it, hoe get it, home wrecker yeah (x4)
Do what you gotta do, first of the month
Just weird how at first it was love
Go get it, hoe get it, home wrecker yeah
Go get it, hoe get it, home wrecker yeah

Outro:
Aye yo God forbid the same shit happen to your daughter man
Yo I really appreciate what you done for me though
Fuckin nasty bitch
I love you

Wrecking

I write about my current situations to hopefully reflect one day from a better place.

EdDieBloo