lyrics:
please say something
i'm bleeding out
i'm not who you thought i was
and that disturbs you greatly

i'm bothered by myself
i'm bothered by you too
take me for example
it's not always about you.

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eric :)

It's Not Always About You

prod. SCXURGE

TRACK FOUR: CRAWLING INSIDE YOURSELF

I get the feeling that nobody want me to speak
I’m sick of my own voice
I put myself in this miserable situation
I’m here by my own choice
Put a hole in my arm
Im screamin into a void
I don’t open up anymore no the curtains are closed and the inhabitants don’t make a noise

Workin to silence my brain
I wanna change
I don’t wanna keep sufferin
I feel retarded
The smokin don’t help
Like all of my thoughts are bufferin

Poor connection i can’t connect
I move with no motive i lost at my quest
I’m paranoid bout the thoughts in my chest
I’m boxin up half of them burnin the rest
Burnin the rest, bring me to vet
I love like a dog n i beg with the best
I used to hate all the gore and the sex
Of the world now i know easier to detest

The people in suits, the people in planes
The people at work n the people on trains
I am a misanthrope living in shame
Want it all to end, i’ll be who you blame

Still suffering every step that i take on my journey just adding to all of my bodily pain
Every time that i look in the mirror a monster reflect and i do not have sight of my face
Out on a walk and i can’t help the fantasies
Can't even say what i got in my brain
Man i swear if i did then the jury gon vote for lobotomization n send me away

I ain’t built for reality life is a marathon i cannot keep up the pace
Ay, lousy n tired n smokin myself to a daze
Ay, self harm a return solace, it ain’t a phase
Ay, moral compass astray id lost my ways

I HAD LOST EVERYTHING

eric north - fate [demo]

KIDS (synth punk flip)

BETTY BOOP (prod. capcrunchbeats)

Thumper

N my head again

A1 - Akouphen - Freezed

Rise from the Bass

Subdream

I don't doubt you on block wid it
I don't give a fuck about these motherfuckers wid it
There's no reason to be sane & I'm dead wid it
I'ma put em in their place, hang em off the ceiling

I don't give a fuck, I'ma run it up
Tryna figure out what the fuck it's all about
I don't give a fuck, yeah you get on my nerves
Better fuckin run foe I put you in a hearse

You took it all
This ain't life
You tryna act like saint but stay sinnin all the time
Cut Me Up like a meat 
Take out all my organs
Put me in eternal sleep.

Cut Me Up (Prod. Takeer)

EAST COAST
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Thumper

DJ HATMAN

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