let me go,i won’t hold you close
let me go,you’ll be better on your own
i’m who you see in your dreams
every night you look for me
never nowhere to be seen
it feels like it’s all a dream
suffering until you bleed 
every night i’m counting Zs wide awake
forever haunting in your fucking dreams
fuck a bitch i don’t give a fuck about shit
i’ll suffer till i die i don’t remember shit i’m out of it
never feeling real i’m so tired of this stupid shit
i’m feeling pain cuz i don’t feel a thing in this damn abyss
when you catch me room you’ll be reaping what you sow
see me in a black shroud like a scarecrow
no fear in your eyes when i hold you close
but when i’m gone you suffer you just gotta learn to let go

ABYSS PROD. BRAINROT

TIMES WE HAD

only pulled away because I wasn’t enough
u deserve love when u breath thru ur lungs
I wanna see it happen from far away
If we were to die there’d b no reason to stay 
I can see the stars when I look in ur eyes
I  can’t wait to think of u when I close mine
I only pulled away from u cuz I wasn’t enough
u deserve love when u breath thru ur lungs 

grew your roots with me
now im barely breathing
love in a memory
forgot all the bleeding
i tried so hard to keep ur love with me
forest fires couldnt stop and
there goes all the trees
i dont think i could tell a soul how i feel
stop myself from texting every night
like whats my fucking deal
grew your roots with me
now im barely breathing
love in a memory
forgot all the bleeding

only pulled away because I wasn’t enough
u deserve love when u breath thru ur lungs
I wanna see it happen from far away
If we were to die there’d b no reason to stay 
I can see the stars when I look in ur eyes
I  can’t wait to think of u when I close mine
I only pulled away from u cuz I wasn’t enough
u deserve love when u breath thru ur lungs 
I can see stars when I look in ur eyes
I  can’t wait to think of u when I close mine
I only pulled away from u cuz I wasn’t enough
u deserve love when u breath thru ur lungs

lungs ft. gurldoll (gl0)

WHEN IM GONE (FT. OUTCAST)

BURY YOU IN MY BACKYARD [HELL ON EARTH] @COCAINEKRUEGER

Production/Mix By Me
Vocals By @montoya411xx
Instagram @motheralwaysss
Sample Blue Foundation - Eyes On Fire
MUSIC VIDEO*** https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D0pgwrNtFxA
Lyrics



I guess I’m sorry for the struggle bro I’m sorry you on ya own 
Fuck I’m trapped on my lone road 
Feelin stone cold 
Gettin geeked gettin old 
Why I feel so cold heal my veins shawty heal my bones 
Fuck walking in the rain c you face in the night 
Yo I miss you bro Ik you gone Ik you ain’t coming back 

I’m still here I’m still struggling still shynin been strung feelin dumb that bitch had me feelin numb 
Had me Trippin on some goofy shi had me on that loopy shi 
Heal my veins heal my soul trapped alone in the fukn cold in the rain I c yo eyes shyne hear yo laugh cry 
I remember still remember like my mamma told me like I shoulda known fuck I’ll neva fold 
You had me feelin stupid had me feelin dumb 

Hope you kno I loved hope you kno what I feel aboutchu  shi changed aint been the same I ain’t been lying been geeked  been numb 
Been lousy I’m tryna feel some fuck I’m tryna b some

In The Rain (PROD. Montoya)

Production/Mix By Me
Vocals By Me @montoya411xx
Instagram @motheralwaysss
Sample Syringe/Sybyr - I Wanted To Die
OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO***  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xzEiKjHYxa8

Lyrics

Living with the memories I once had
Once upon a time i was fine
Just wanna feel you on my skin
I wanna see yo face
But I forgot yo name

Ik I did u wrong Ik I got some problems that I need a change
But I still love you
But I still think aboutchu
But u still hate me
Yeah Ik

Maybe time pass shi wont b the same
I forgot yo name
U forgot my face
but I think too much

Kno I miss you
Kno I miss those times
Kno I miss yo voice
Kno I miss you when U said I dumb
When u said U done
Fuck well I was numb

I ain’t comin back
I ain’t comin back

Omitted (Till Death) (PROD. Montoya)

Released on: 2022-03-02
























Lyrics:
I been tryna find somebody that won’t leave me in the dark it’s nothing new i smoke and sip the fuckin brew I can’t keep these thoughts restrained up in my brain I can’t control my body I feel like I’m going insane And I’m  drowning in pain I just wanna end it all why did you leave was that the truth what did you mean when u said those awful things you let me rot just let me  bleed and now I must do the evil deed I’ll slice yo throat until you can’t breath

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