Name: new again by chocolate_gypsyy
Duration: 3 min 14 s
Description: this one is my favorite & it’s a freestyle ✊🏾❤️

this one is my favorite & it’s a freestyle ✊🏾❤️

new again

The simplicity of the creation of the universe … 

My sons name is (Cole) River and he’s just beautiful. I think about him a lot. He’s going to be five in September 13 I miss him dearly. He’s so precious and cute. 

I pray in the Name of Jesus he re-unites us some how. Nothing is impossible for God. But I also wonder and ask God for an understanding to why it has to be this way …. Trust in him …. No matter what. It’s hard but faith and the Holy Spirit allow me to contribute to move forward.

creation of the universe

I don't even know what I be doin, trynna figure out
fighting everyday to find comfort in my element
honestly I'd rather mind my own than chase the clout
periodically find the lining, silver like titanium
I set the bait you bite the hook like a brown trout
always throwin you the bones, can you get that through your cranium?
now we on route to blow, nuclear weapon
explode the whole stadium, suggest you better get to steppin
the bigger picture bigger than the sets that you be reppin
whole persona caked on, mirror you be preppin
never claimed to be no mastermind I'm far from it
used to run from my problems now I'm confrontin
wake up, pursue, disappoint, repeat the cycle
swimming through the bullshit like my name Michael
I'd rather do it on my own than ask for help,
the consequences always feel like getting hit below the belt

Got this hunger in my gut I'm trynna feed it
trynna run the game patience is how you lead it
the way shit is portrayed is deceiving
my therapy is this, it's pain relieving
try it, get believing
Got some stuff inside that's hurtin deep
instead of sleep, I weep yeah it's late at night
tired of triggerin my fight or flight, I dont know,
maybe cop a flight and get out this place I'm stuck inside
my mind is damaged, look thoroughly enough who knows what I may find
I know one thing, no matter the difficulty Imma always grind
fight for myself, no getting kicked in the behind
listen clearly, everyone I wronged I miss you dearly
not my intention to hit you in the crossfire
get tunnel vision when I'm chasing my desires
I am built wrong, I admit that I'm miswired
now I'm in the thick of it, slip and fall, banana split
all them bills that you push be counterfeit
all my mistakes I try to take account of it
it takes its toll on me I think that Imma slit a wrist
the weather forecast is now forever overcast
everything is dull and grey and that is more than I can handle
take a handful of the past, the times that could never last
relish in the memories extinguishing my candle
trynna let go of the stutters casting shutters over hope
improving slowly but I'm slippin on this downward slope
'cus sometimes it's like I walk a one way-
towards a place I know I'd never wanna stay
you give happiness for wealth that's the price you gotta pay
and you sinking towards the bottom cus your feet are made of clay
I know you've had a string of bad luck, but hey
soon you'll blossom, like the flowers, month of May
when I close my eyes the only time I'm seeing peace
imagination vivid so I'll take me to the beach
there's no denying me, higher than the pilots be
I'm the dungeon master like we playin DND
Imma be the one callin all the shots
smacking pans and pots man I'm trynna make some noise
flowin across them state lines like my raps is lake michigan
in the Chi' town culture, aint even born in Illinois
Im confident cus' I got that killer voice
I feel rejoice and I realize I got a choice
continue on the path of self destruction, give in to seduction-
or I can follow the instructions
I think it's too early to decide which one Imma choose
naturally infuse these words together so beautifully
master of my craft irrefutably
this feeling that I get is new to me
fire inside of me, burning to the third degree
this occasion special, I might pull out the charcuterie
this generation never happy with what they got, always grabbin for them newer things
Imma make it out with my fellow kings,
I don't need no diamond blings on my wrist
Imma show you what I learned on this journey called life
hold my hand
come with me
let's leave this place

Element

freestyles walk with me through the wild journey God is taking me. I don’t understand heehee but he is faithful 
Music 🎶 literally is what feelings sound like 👍 people will not always remember what you look 👀 like; or what your name is; but they will ALWAYS remember how you made them feel. I want to spread love 💕 through music 🎶 I’m spiritually driven 🌞🌊  let’s connect on a music level ❤️

new again

chocolate_gypsyy

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