wake up, the sky is grey
clouds hanging low, no rain
I wish I could say things are okay
Feel the wind on your skin
it's a cold sunrise
Feel the emptiness come through
it's time to wake up now

If only we'd known 
Nothing is keeping me here, without you
If only I could run
If only it wasn't blank
You're outspoken and naive
but so am I baby
baby

Your pale blue eyes are taunting me
Get away, get out of my head
You could get so much more out of this
I can feel your frustration, my anxiety
The need for change is unraveling
Go away but please come back
take my soul with you 

If only we knew
If only we could go
If only I could run
If only it wasn’t blank 

Writer/Vocalist: Hellenbore 
Producer/Mixing: Samantha Masses

Special thanks to my member Hellenbore for doing our song.
Guitar sampled from Akira Yamaoka.

///Abraxas Amethyst\\\

Silence For Once

album cover source: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HS3gELU9HMw

lyrics:
in my room actin silly listenin to jpop 
no one knows my soul inside, my heart continues to rot 
i spent my teen years in an online industry
full of liars and thieves and creeps who were into me
sacrificed my youth because adolescence meant 
confronting a hot topic reflection of the heaven sent
the emo girl inside with yuri fanfiction
grinding teeth against the hyperfocused frictions
but i don't even notice

but when i see
that i'm 18
not much time 
has passed by me
but its felt long
since ive felt great
ive wanted to die
since age 8

but the angsty songs 
of the yesteryears 
will put a hello kitty bandaid
over all my fears
and maybe i will relax 
when im covered in shit 
transgender emo girls always 
get the short end of the stick

crunkcore, dubstep, and caramelldansen 
nu metal, deathcore,and marilyn manson 
rage and joy condensed into waves 
that transcends our smelly rooms into raves 
ive never got be angsty, focused on growing up
at a faster rate, and now blood tastes like fruit punch
watered down into a river of numbing curse 
but at least i can vibe to lo-fi steven universe

but when i see
that i'm 18
not much time 
has passed by me
but its felt long
since ive felt great
ive wanted to die
since age 8

but all the angsty songs 
of the yesteryears 
will put a hello kitty bandaid
over all my fears
and maybe i will relax 
when im covered in shit 
transgender emo girls always 
get the short end of the stick

dear diary
today, um, i had a horrible fucking day at school
no one knows what im going through
everyone's a fake piece of shit
so today i spent most of my time when i got home
thrashing around to blood on the dance floor and coheed and cambria
i just wanna fucking die 

but all the angsty songs 
of the yesteryears 
will put a hello kitty bandaid
over all my fears
and maybe i will relax 
when im covered in shit 
transgender emo girls always 
get the short end of the stick

Transgender Emo Girls

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i feel like i'm flyyying
when u put me in the skyyy
babygirl u look so niceeeee
can i get yo fiyyyeeaaa

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i dont wanna wake up
i dont wanna wake up
dont look into my eyes
you will see hysteria
these thoughts in my mind
never seem to clear up
get high all the time
I dont wanna wake up
(2x)

im brain is my enemy
at night and im looking for remedy
then my brain starts to play
bad memories
swallow pain and my pride
in a melody
its designed to recline my feelings
into petty
workplace dealings
i feel my insides burning
im yearning for somebody to help
ive been living in pain by myself
im pouring the champagne straight from the shelf
it all taste the damn same and it never helps
the trying to change you should fix yourself
im trying to change my body
my brain
and my hobbies
my fixations on the drugs that i take
and how often i cry and how i get baked
ima loser at the end of the day
im trying to change my speech
and the pain that i made
and the souls that i reap 
and the way that I sleep
thinking somebody fake
and i wish i wasnt alone all day

i wanna change 
just for you

I dont wanna wake up + fspace

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i cant judge u, i think green bean casserole is good & i havent showered in 3 days

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I am gonna be the next brokencyde and no one can stop me

Transgender Emo Girls

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