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Damn this is heartwrenching and sounds like it should be at the very end of an introspective kind of film, where the main guy has a flashback and it's a montage and he's in his hospital bed connected to a drip - if that makes sense 😭 it's gorgeous

jusqu'à ce qu'il ne reste plus que la nuit

the fallout

wendepunkt

written and produced by me, enjoy :)

[Lyrics]

You're on the forefront of my mind 
Black ink tattoos cannot hide 
The mark that you left on my mind 
Leaves me with hope that I will find 
A way to be free, a way to see clear 

So take us deeper into the night 
Hold your breath and count to five 
Set the gasoline alight 
It's time for us to reunite 

And linger in endless confusion 
Of whatever we were and whatever we'll be 
'Cus whenever the sun is upon us we hide 
In the shadows that protect us from the heat of the day 

Hold me back 
I wanna run away from what we had 
Intoxicated madness 
Please relax, you know I'm coming back to you 

In my right mind you'd be down right 
Dead to me 
In my right mind you'd be down right 
Far from me 
In my right mind 
I'd say goodbye to the good times 
And the bad times 
And the bright lights 
And the train rides 
Sleepless nights and the hope of a you and I, I 

And linger in endless confusion 
Of whatever we were and whatever we'll be 
'Cus whenever the sun is upon us we hide 
In the shadows that protect us from the heat of the day 

I don't want you 
But I just can't seem to let you go 

And linger in endless confusion 
Of whatever we were and whatever we'll be 
'Cus whenever the sun is upon us we hide 
In the shadows that protect us from the heat of the day

shadows

A solemn piece influenced by the fear of dying alone. The piece is supposed to represent total submission to a life deprived of human connection on any romantic or platonic scale. Nobody stands by you as you take your final breaths. You never got to live a life where you found someone that could make you happy, so you reminisce on all the things you could have done if people had cared for you, if you had a shoulder to cry on, if you weren't terrified of abandonment. You can only focus on the "I wish" in your life, knowing that it's too late and you've wasted your one chance at this being alone and hurt. You feel every nerve in your body slowly go to sleep as you close your eyes for the final time. Rest easy, my friend. Nobody loves you and for that I'm truly sorry, find comfort in the silence and may your next life be happier than this one.

- Vanderzeil

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Prod By. Allen Ritter

My end of the year choices was spent on the kids. 

Sincerely, Travis

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A man

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