LYRICS:

I told you who I am, so why are you surprised?
Your heart of gold and wants for me are clouding up your eyes
And honestly, I truly just cannot provide my care
When you tell me how it hurts I laugh at pitiful despair
-
I hate to be a downer but I think I need to say
I’m a slut for degradation, so tell me what you hate!
With a sadomasochistic mind, you’d think I’d want to change
But reality is different, babe, I don’t mind I’m deranged


(Wanna be indifferent? Well go off and be my guest
Just please don’t ever blame me for the coming consequences)


Shut up, I never asked, no I don’t care ‘bout your day
If you knew that I was like this then you should have run away!
No one can fucking help me this is the millionth time,
I don’t want your pity, everything that hurts me’s by design
-
You say I’m fucking dying but I’d die if I’m the same
All these urges just to hurt you or to hurt me are hard to tame
But to be one-hundred percent honest pain is just a game
It’s cute y’know, and only one shall touch me for their gain


(Wanna be indifferent? Well go off and be my guest
Just please don’t ever blame me for the coming consequences)


I’m not in a good headspace to listen to your woes
And to think there’re people like you who can’t defeat their foes
It’s, like I said, pitiful to see,
You really are so stupid to have some hope for me
-
(I told you who I am, so why are you surprised?
Your heart of gold and wants for me are clouding up your eyes
And honestly, I truly just cannot provide my care
When you tell me how it hurts I laugh at pitiful despair)


(Wanna be indifferent? Well go off and be my guest)

SADOMASOCHIST -【IMPOSTOR】FT. MACNE NANA ENGLISH // VOCALOID ORIGINAL SONG

UGGGGUGUGUGGUGUGUGGGG IM REALLY PROUD OF THIS ONE!!!!!!! i really like how different it is to my other songs and just like the whole vibe of it really,, if you coudn't tell i was like really inspired by candle queen and i think it  h e l l a  shows,, the character's outfit was stolen (colors were reworked to fit the setting better) from my friend william bc he dresses like a legit time traveler literally every day and i wanted to put the character in one of his fits,, i was totally buggin for a few days bc i couldn't work on this song bc of an issue that crypton had with their new piapro studio updates,, for anyone who reads this who isn't following me on twitter and insta, basically piapro studio (a vsti plugin vocaloid editor distributed by crypton future media) had their first update in LITERALLY YEARS and upon updating it, people lost access to their third-party vocalists (vocaloids that aren't distributed by crypton),, so everyone was majorly upset as they should've been bc crypton royally messed up,, luckily they put out a rollback method but like??? y'all really messed up here????????? but yeah i hope you like this song, mixing was a pain bc i had to redo it after i found a big mistake in the vocals so i had to go back into piapro, fix it, and then export and mix the vocals all over again :/ yeah that wasn't fun,, BUT IT WAS WORTH IT i think,, omg also my producer anniversary in next month :DDDDD i'm gonna start working on something fun for it after i upload this,, but yeah uhh that's about all i have to say i think so uhhhhhh yeah enjoy the song :)
VIDEO: https://youtu.be/pm_Y5Bl2t0o
LYRICS: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1au20q8i2JCyKagHieNM1bhSgDiO3sIT59ROQbncNjPI/edit?usp=sharing

A Time Traveler's Delight

THE LETTER H also it might be a while until i finish this so

why is the other one more popular stop this one is obviously better

Go Google It (GGRKS)

Sub Rosa - Original Song feat. Kevin Synth V

WOW DID NOT REALIZE ONLY THE INST WAS UP FOR A WHOLE ASS YEAR INSTEAD OF THE ACTUAL. SONG. WITH LUKA. hey i mean silver lining i get to promote this song in a way by putting it back up it's like. one of my favorites

LYRICS:

Throw your life away
For illusion
Never had a say
In this addiction
-
Don’t blame me for
wanting much more
They with twisted tongues
So alluring


Play your hand don’t let her see
The dealer cheats, you’ll never leave
Cuz they


Say the house will always win
A house of cards fall down
For Greed’s our favorite sin
Double or decrown
-
Nothing comes so easily
If it does you’re lucky
Mind is ROTTING away
My body decays


Take the chance and pull
that gun’s trigger
Chance is one of six
To survive
-
Since life is so short
Why waste it?
Throw the dice and pray
That you make it!


Why that face, don’t like the race of adrenaline?
Don’t forget, you signed away your ambitions!
Home is with your friends well here bestie step right in!
No, it’s not your fault it’s not like you wanted this


(La x40)


Play your hand don’t let her see
The dealer cheats, you’ll never leave
Cuz’ they


Say the house will always win
A house of cards fall down
For Greed’s our favorite sin
Double or decrown
-
Nothing comes so easily
If it does you’re lucky
Mind is ROTTING away
My body decays
(Decays x8)

ROT -【IMPOSTOR】FT. MEGURINE LUKA // VOCALOID ORIGINAL SONG

dumb rushed random inst

YAAAaaaAAAAAAAAaAaa i made this a month ago im pretty sure i wanted to make a video and post it to youtube but i never did so im posting it here

original song by https://soundcloud.com/kian712
remix by lucid
vocals: eleanor forte

kian - ruining bells // eleanor forte (remix)

Overdub instrument at Home Recording - 9/29/2025
Performed on Yamaha DTXtreme III Drum Kit with a Yamaha M12 Percussion Drum Pad

내가 하고 싶은 모든 것  -  Vocal n Drums.wav

Widziałem ją znów

I uhh… I think I took the wrong turn……

Sub Rosa - Original Song feat. Kevin Synth V

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