You're- a missing,
Peice of me-
I'm just a dirty control freak 
[your freak...]
{...you're free...}

Dirty man,
Done dirty deeds-
Why would you go through life so free?
Without the collar, ran off the leash-
Why should I keep my hands clean? 

Don't answer me,
When I ask-
Bend to me,
At every task.
To my will,
And to my needs-
I'm a hungry fvcking freak. 

You're my fuel,
A thousand speeds-
Better than any toy could be.
I MAKE the toys,
I keep the parts-
Flip a switch and the conveyer starts.
Grind the gears, rusted by time-
I command the assembly line.
You'll be my slave,
Working your way-
To the grave, and in cvm I pay. 

You're- a missing,
Peice of me-
I'm just a dirty control freak
The world is scary, don't you see-
Why would you go through life- like me?
Like me-
Like me-....
{...love me...}
A Freak./You're free.

Control Freak

DOLLFACE, DOLLFACE- THAT DOLLFACE.
JUST GIVE EM THAT×××× 

Dullface,
Razorblades-
That High-grade, not for the magnate
Stagnate, in the sun's rays-
My bittersweet, nightshade
Blooms when the day fades-
Into the dawn, and a new realm spawns-
Then we shall enter, a new phase.
A new- phase. 

A new face,
Beyond the outside,
I can see- clear as day;
You're a void, black as night-
where the spirits lay- to waste.
》You contimplate, then take their traits-
And throw, the rest- away.
What soul rests in you, wherever you go-
I know you know... 

It changes ever so, irradicaly-
But you keep up that grin,
For the world to see-
It changes ever so, irradicaly-
But you keep up that grin,
For the world to see- IT! 

.... 

I'd never keep you up on a shelf,
The way they do-
They're afraid, of how-
You speak through,
Porcelin skin...
And hold souls,
You got a collection-
They don't want, to be apart of it... 

~But I do.

Dollface

STOCKHOLM

Everything I'm trying to do-
Say, maybe would you listen?
I am trying to make it through
Like I am on a mission.
▪︎▪︎▪︎
Everything I'm trying to do-
Say, maybe would you listen?
I am never giving up
It's like I'm on a mission.
Just listen×××


"Where did my
Heart go? 

And my emotions?... 

..is that how we grow?" 

》》》Everything I do,
Has a meaning aside
If I love it true,
Then I hide it- its mine
Won't communicate the truth,
"Too scared it'll die-"
Hows a dream come true,
If it cannot survive?
-It's gotta jump through hoops,
In this dangerous mind 

Demented, never-content
deranged and deprived.
I have dreams,
But I gotta sleep to define.-
I gotta run to bed,
Before the sun robs me blind. 

EVERYTHING I'M TRYING TO DO,
SAY, MAYBE WOULD YOU LISTEN?
I AM NEVER GIVING UP
IT'S LIKE I'M ON A MISSION.
BERATE MYSELF,
I KNOW I NEVER- AT WILL, ADMIT IT-
JUST LISTEN,
JUST LISTEN! 

▪︎▪︎▪︎▪︎ 

×Let me dream× 

Let us sleep××× 

Sleep.
Sleep. 

~Let me dream


Please.

SLEEP EXPERIMENT

Generally Miserable

Who's endangered,
Who's doomed-
And Who is ready? 

Get your trigger-finger steady
And fold your chains up real heavy 

Where we're goin;
I don't know n'
That's the fun in- ah,
Gettin' all dressed up
N' Walkin in blind
Just to fuck shit up-
IT'S ABOUT TIME! 

FΛCΚ ΣΗΙΤ UΡ
YEAH FUCK SHIT UP
YEAH FUCK SHIT UP
\\\YEAH LOSE YOUR MIND\\\
FΛCΚ ΣΗΙΤ UΡ
YEAH FUCK SHIT UP
YEAH FUCK SHIT UP
\\\HAVE A HELL OF A TIME
χχ You didn't plan on getting into heaven anyway, did you? 

Who's endangered
Who's doomed
And Who- is ready! 

Sharpen your blades up
Sharpen your teeth up
Sharpen your tongue up
And get REAL friendly.
▪︎▪︎▪︎▪︎ 

Where we're goin
I don't know n'
That's the fun in- ah... 

FΛCΚ ΣΗΙΤ UΡ
YEAH FUCK SHIT UP
YEAH FUCK SHIT UP
HAVE A HELL OF A TIME
χχ You didn't plan on going to heaven anyway, did you?
You didn't plan on fun being sinful, but it proved to be, isn't that true?
Ι'δητ ΤΗΑΤ ΤΓυΕ!

FVCK SH!T UP

Stuck up
Stuck up
Stuck up-
And down.
And the upside,
We're all around.
It's all around us....
Went, around us
All around us...

Weather we're earthbound,
Or under the earth;
In the underground 
I won't be
 delusion-bound

Cause I got all night to cry 
I got all night to lose my mind
But-
 I'd rather be by your side
Weather you're far across the line
Or you're easy to find
I want to be your ride or die

Misconceptions,
Misperceptions-
Perceptions..
-Miss, defection
Mister, deflection\
/Miss, confection
Mister, reflection\

Miss aesthetic
Mister perfection.
I've been living my life by deflecting
You have been living by remembering.

I want to remember you,
I don't want to deflect the truth
Please deflect the things that I do
And remember that I love you.

Weather you're far across the line
Or you're easy to find
I wanna be your ride or die

▪︎▪︎▪︎▪︎

Ms. aesthetic-
Mr. perfection- 
Mr. FAUCADE!
~faucade~

I have been living this life by reflectin'-
But I know I'll remember you- if there's, a next one.
I'll remember what you taught me in the next one;

I know I won't remember what we did in this one,
Or what we looked like-
But I can see your soul like the night sees the moonlight...

THE MOONLIGHT
Weather you're across the line
Your heart's easy for me to find
I will be right by your side
I will be your ride or die
×××Ride or die×××

FUCK
Misconceptions,
Misperceptions-
And all of it
All of it
I just want-






Ride Or Die

Instrumentals by GOODJOHN PRODUCTIONS》https://youtube.com/@goodjohnproductions
♠︎♡♠︎ ♤♥︎♤ ♠︎♡♤ ♤♥︎♠︎ ♠︎♥︎♤ ♤♡♠︎ #ambientmetal #ambient #cinematic #cinematicmetal #heavy metal #industrial #industrialmetal

Hard To Love

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lyrics:} How do I keep it up
When I'm falling?
How do I keep it up
When everything is wrong?
How do I keep it up when I don't have a basis,
How do I keep it up when I was taught nothing? 

When I close my eyes,
I swear I'm going to die-
Count the ghosts then,
Get too close to em-
So just close them,
Suffer in light. 

-goodnight... 

Just sleep tight. 

How do things always stay the same,
Even though they always change?
How do things, wanna stay the same?
I don't know, I run away. 

Everything that you know,
Would you ever let go?
Everything that you won't-
What cost would you lose it? 

Everything that you know,
Would you ever let go?
I'm just gonna let go-
What cost?- would you LOSE IT! 

I want to keep myself up,
I can't see when I've had enough. 

How do things, always stay the same?
Even though they always change
How do things, always run away 
Even though they want to stay?
▪︎▪︎▪︎▪︎ 

I'll keep it up as long as I can××
Even when I can't

How To Stay

lyrics:} Astrology
Look  at the stars
Astrology
Tell me who you are

I'm falling for all your scars 
Love up on em'
Prod em' like your works of art.

•°ASTROLOGY•°•°

"-It's crazy how we move"

Tell me-
 are you down to ride?
Tell me-
Are you scared to die?
Join me, on this power ride
Couple it up with shots on the
 Double-Trouble
That's an uh oh

We could
Build an empire
Can't be stopped
When earth hits the fire

We could
Do what we desire
If flames reign from hell
Then I'll reach a little higher for yu'

Astrology
Look  at the stars
Astrology
Tell me who you are

I'm falling for all your scars 
Love up on em'
Prod em' like your works of art.

▪︎▪︎▪︎▪︎


Tell me-
 are you down to ride?
Tell me-
Are you scared to die?
Join me, on this power ride
Couple it up with shots on the
 Double-Trouble
That's an uh-oh- UH OH!

Well we could build an empire
Forge it, with our desire.
Know that when earth reaches
¡!FIRE!¡
You're gonna have to reach a little higher.

{☆beat credit to BRUTEI☆}

ASTROLOGY

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I take these antidepressants
Like recreation
Cause I can't live in my own imagination 
It's the Monster that I've created

Love takes blood
Hate burns and aches its-

Rage
Hate
Pain
Pills
Take
Just
1-
THRILL!


only time will tell when I flush em down the pipes again-
"Why are sewer rats gettin addicted to seratonin?"
"It's a psycho's cycle
Psychosis is such a no-no obsession-
My confession-
My obsession.

My confession ×××
My obsession

Am I the only stricken
Conflicted
Keep switchin sides 
Like the two lives that I'm not fully livin
I can't see clearly,
Even with perfect vision. 

Callin all the doctors
Bring in

My
emergency prescription ×× 

JUST 1

Did I Lose My Soul?

FEELING GOOD Apashe x Cherry Lena Cover

{Lyrics}

Take me some somewhere out of here
Anywhere where I can breathe
Cause this isn’t me.
Take me somewhere out of here
Anywhere where I can breathe
•••
ANYWHERE WHERE I CAN BREATHE
ANYWHERE I HAVE TO GO
ANYWHERE THAT I CAN BREATHE-
WHERE I CAN LET IT ALL GO!

Lately I’ve been saying
“Save me from my allegory mind-“
Spilling red wine, with the notes intertwined;
Last time that landed me in an ER bed
Has me thinking about how I’m fearing death

I miss when I wished I was dead 
/Suicidal
I don’t remember the ideology I’d follow-
But I would fall to my own knees, and I would beg-
Has me wishing that I feared myself again.

Time
Take time
More time
Till I am-
Nothing
But all
I’ve left
Behind•••

ANYWHERE WHERE I CAN BREATHE?
CAUSE THIS ISN’T ME!
TAKE ME SOMEWHERE OUT OF HERE
ANYWHERE WHERE I CAN SEE-
THAT THIS IS NOT ME•••

•••

TAKE ME SOMEWHERE OUT OF HERE
ANYWHERE WHERE I CAN BREATHE
CAUSE THIS IS NOT ME

TAKE ME SOMEWHERE OUT OF HERE
ANYWHERE WHERE I CAN LEAVE BEHIND-

TIME!
TAKE TIME- TIME
MORE TIME

TILL I AM

NOTHING

BUT ALL

I’VE LEFT

BEHIND
•••
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Beat credit: Goodjohn Productions

ANYWHERE WHERE I CAN BREATHE?

“This, the haze in my mind?”
“This ain’t right, in mine…”

DON’T KNOW WHERE WE’RE GOING
OR WHERE WE COME FROM
DON’T KNOW WHERE WE’RE GOING
BUT I’M DONE!
DON’T KNOW WHERE WE’RE GOIN
OR WHERE WE COME FROM
DON’T KNOW WHERE WE’RE GOING
BUT I BROUGHT A GUN

In the outer lines, I see satellites
 Lost my mind 
To see out of line.

Don’t know where we’re goin
Or where we come from
Don’t know where we’re goin but I brought a gun


DON’T KNOW WHERE WE’RE GOIN
OR WHERE WE COME FROM
DON’T KNOW WHERE WE’RE GOING
BUT I BROUGHT A GUN
DONT KNOW WHERE WERE GOIN
-OR WHERE WE COME FROM-
DONNO WHERE WERE GOIN BUT IM GONNA BLOW IT UP!

Say that you can see
What I 
Have been
Holding inside for all this time but IM BOUT TO BREAK OUT

CURSE THE RAGE
INCARCERATE
IT CAUSED THE RAGE AND EVERYTHING
WILL BREAK, BREAK, BREAK! FOR IT!

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️CAUSATION

-Dark /Dystopian / Industrial /Metal-
HARD TO LOVE is on Spotify here’s the link❤️‍🔥  https://open.spotify.com/track/7jWGPPhBH4YHqpavo9lP43?si=uaj8JsCCRnyfuV5n4I4Qrg

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