Hearts On Fire

Wallflower

Anybody

Red Moon

"It Wasn't Me"
Performed by Ryan Nealon
Written by Cam Becker, Josie Dunne, Ryan Nealon, Spencer Jordan
Mixed by Brandon Unis
Mastered by Gabi Grella
Album Art by Caity Krone

It Wasn't Me

Still Breathing

Still Breathing (Acoustic)

🖤 OUT NOW: “The Struggle” ft. Nile Francis 🌊💭
A deeply personal liquid DNB anthem from Instinct Music | A story of identity, resilience, and finding strength through pain

“The Struggle” is one of the most emotional tracks I’ve ever released—a childhood reflection told through liquid drum & bass, featuring the raw and soulful vocals of Nile Francis. This one’s about growing up as an adopted child, feeling lost, confused, and questioning the love you never fully understood.

🎶 Smooth yet heavy, the track carries the weight of real emotion—melancholic melodies, rolling basslines, and Nile’s voice echoing the questions that never got answered. It’s about wondering why your birth parents didn’t fight to keep you, and learning to live with that silence.

💭 Adoption can be beautiful—it means someone stepped up when others couldn’t. But for me, the hardest part was wondering: If they didn’t fight to get me back… did they really love me? That question shaped me. It hurt. But it also made me stronger. It taught me not to judge, to listen, and to understand that everyone has a story.

Dj J Instinct - The Struggle - Feat. Nile Francis

Lost in the Light

his world just doesn't feel right anymore.
Sometimes, everything just becomes too much. So I keep locking myself away in thoughts of better times.

This is Volume 4 of a series of timeless Synth-Pop songs, meant to send you back to a time when everything felt so much better.

Immerse yourself in lush analog synths, atmospheric and melancholic synthesizer sounds, and retro drum machines that paint a bittersweet story of memory, longing, and the search for hope.

This music is your ticket to another time.
Perfect for late-night drives, creative moments, or simply letting go, drifting lost in thought.

If you liked it, dont forget to leave a like and follow my channel for more ❤️
You can also find Sentimental Panda on Youtube ❤️

Familiar Ghost

Love What You Can

I know who you want me to be
Return to the point of anxiety
You had no say in what I want you to see
You sent me to die alone

I know that your intenions are wrong
You sent me to fear now we want you gone
"That sentient robot's right all along"
This place was never home

I am 012
What good have you 
Ever done for me and you 
How unfair
You had me tangled up 
In chains and wires 
"You cared"

I searched for you
In hopes for a change of heart
It was a buzz
and you lied because
Now all I am is a reflection of who I once was

I know you were searching for more
Making things that we would adore
Throwing it out left you like before
Cling onto false hope

I know who you want to become
This place you were formed, it's where you were from
Your bullets reloaded, you have the gun
This place was never home

I am 012
What good have you 
Ever done for me and you 
How unfair
You had me tangled up 
In chains and wires 
"You cared"

I searched for you
In hopes for a change of heart
It was a buzz
and you lied because
Now all I am is a reflection of who I once was

I am a reflection of who I once was (REVAMP)

Instinct Music – DnB & Trance inspired by the legendary Helter Skelter(Happy Hardcore) days and a lifelong love of electronic soundscapes. From high-energy drum & bass to smooth RnB, hip-hop, cinematic soundtracks, and original instrumentals, everything here is written and produced by me, featuring long-time collaborators.

After a Crohn’s diagnosis sidelined me from work, I finally had time to release years of unreleased music. Now streaming on SoundCloud, Spotify, Apple Music, Amazon, iTunes & more – just search Instinctjay or Instinctmusic. Expect remixes, mashups, and unique blends – I’m still learning, but always evolving.

🎧 Follow for fresh beats, smooth rhythms, and raw energy.

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Dj J Instinct - The Struggle - Feat. Nile Francis

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